Do you think normal people have stocks of SSRI pills just lying somewhere ready to be taken on demand? Physician would never prescribe me SSRI or PDE5 inhibitor for sexual purposes because of my appearance and autism.
I am not normal. I have some SSRI pills left prescribed officially for other purposes. And I've actually done literally exactly that, several times already just for with the thought about going to lose my virginity to an escort. But I have not for various reasons managed to fuck escorts then. I've been rejected by two escorts already.
With 2 days of SSRI I can last a minute, not more. With 2 weeks of moderate dose, I can last several minutes.
I would want to try a different SSRI, but can't get a prescription. I don't even have a prescription to buy more my current SSRI and they are expired pills also.
Do you think I am not traumatized or less traumatized than that (if we suppose that you are right about that, which is also questionable) by being 31 years old and never been intimate with a woman/girl? Don't you understand that that can be really traumatic and painful?