It's Over Biggest suicidefuel of my life

[Mainländer]

Yesterday I went to an animecon. I ended up not approaching anyone again due to extreme approach anxiety.

There was a very cute girl dancing to k-pop there, but I didn't want to approach her because I was unsure of whether she was 14 (AoC here). Today I searched for the event on Youtube and found a video of her friend (which seemed even younger) dancing, uploaded by the friend herself.

There was a link to her Instagram there. Turns out she's 15. I thought "great, 15 is legal in Brazil, if she, who looked younger, is 15, the friend whom I liked must be at least 15 as well. I'll just add her (I do have an Instagram account, but I never use it or upload anything, I have like 4 old posts there) and ask for the friend's IG.

SHE BLOCKED ME WITHIN LIKE 5 MINUTES. I was appalled. I didn't even approach her, and tried my best not to creep her out or anything.

She didn't even see my baldness, which makes me look much older, I was cosplaying at the animecon and I'm with a cap in all my IG pics.

My Chadlite friend approached a girl there who knew her. She looked like 18 but turns out she was 13, lol. It's really hard to guess sometimes. She surely told the others, maybe that's what creeped her out.

If it's over even for my 7.5/10 22 yo Chadlite friend with 15 yo girls, then I can know for sure it's over for me. I was looking good (well, at least as good as I can) during the event, the cosplay made me pass for at least someone in his early 20s. But I guess even that isn't enough, social conditioning and feminism make girls think the prospect of having anything with a 20 yo guy at 15 is creepy. Women are social sponges, conformists, and this is what the status quo repeatedly pounds into everyone's heads nowadays.

I hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.

This sounds like cope tbh. Don't worry though, I'm coping too. Also, chemical castration is a meme, I barely even have a libido anymore, yet I feel worse than ever. Can't imagine that it would help me.

 

[Valiant Virgin]

Brutal. I'm surprised you have approach anxiety though - did you not say you've approached around 300 girls?

 

[Mainländer]

This sounds like cope tbh

I know, but what else can I do? I'll get crazy if I keep this up.

I hope God exists and I will pray to Him, I can't deal with the prospect of a godless world anymore, this world is too unfair and fucked.

Brutal. I'm surprised you have approach anxiety though - did you not say you've approached around 300 girls?

I approached more than 500 in my life. But I don't know what's happening, I've been having more AA than usual as of late. Maybe it has to do with the fact I stopped drinking, since I can't get drunk anymore. When I drink, I feel sick of alcohol to the point of wanting to vomit way before I'm really drunk. And this is after drinking quite a bit, I'm very resistant to alcohol.

Most of my approaches have been done while drunk.

My mindset is probably also worse, but what's the point of trying to delude myself into thinking girls want me to approach them anymore, after so fucking many proofs they absolutely don't.

 

[reeaway]

Sub8 strikes again...

 

[Cuyen]

approaching these amount of girls and getting rejected pure suifuel

 

[Insomniac]

this world is too unfair and fucked.

That’s one of the reasons why I don’t believe in god tbh.

 

[originalPSLmember]

it's over, braziliancel

 

[Bakura806]

One good reason to never attend an anime event

 

[Blacktarpill]

extreme approach anxiety.

Its normal

 

[Deleted member 14430]

Its normal

 

[Blacktarpill]

I approached more than 500 in my life.

I havent tried approaching. Approaching is suifuel.

 

[cucktearslol]

almost every cute girl in my high school is surrounded by like 5 guys, i can see why people don't want to approach

 

[virgin4life]

I barely even have a libido anymore, yet I feel worse than ever.

Same...and this is quite interesting. I always thought if I wasnt horny all the time my problem would be solved. And now I can hardly even get it up and I feel just as terrible as before.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Same...and this is quite interesting. I always thought if I wasnt horny all the time my problem would be solved. And now I can hardly even get it up and I feel just as terrible as before.

Our desires are almost entirely emotional, if this weren't the case, you'd feel completely better after fapping, since we have nothing to compare it against. As I've said here before, I don't even have truly sexual fantasies, mine mostly just involve cuddling with a girl, or simply having her presence near me.

 

[nice_try]

Don't ever "approach" at Animecons or similiar.
Bitches there just want to show off and fish for validation from beta numales.
"Cosplay" translates to "Be half naked without feeling guilty about being a whore" for them.

 

[Smallondick]

Same...and this is quite interesting. I always thought if I wasnt horny all the time my problem would be solved. And now I can hardly even get it up and I feel just as terrible as before.

 

[PotatoTomato]

Yesterday I went to an animecon.

why though

also,
wtf
I thought girls who attended anime cons were easy sluts?

 

[Mainländer]

Our desires are almost entirely emotional, if this weren't the case, you'd feel completely better after fapping, since we have nothing to compare it against. As I've said here before, I don't even have truly sexual fantasies, mine mostly just involve cuddling with a girl, or simply having her presence near me.

High IQ.

Don't ever "approach" at Animecons or similiar.
Bitches there just want to show off and fish for validation from beta numales.
"Cosplay" translates to "Be half naked without feeling guilty about being a whore" for them.

I'm an animecon veteran. The rule of thumb is, don't approach cosplayers, especially elaborated ones. They are just like you said, they won't kiss anyone during the event because this would just drive away the beta numales showering them with attention and validation. Women aren't NEARLY as desperate as men, the cosplayer can just kiss/fuck a guy through tons of other means whenever she likes.

But I've seen guys kissing at animecons, both at events (people going at the stage for that) and through cold approaching.

I never ever approach cosplayers, I approach normal foids there. But I guess I'm too old for that now, confirmed. My Chadlite friend is fucking 22 and when she approached the 18-looking foid who turned out to be 13, she reacted badly according to him. She was like "wtf, why are you approaching me, you're too old for me". I guess the intensified brainwash against "pedophilia" with sexually developed foids is showing effect even among the girls themselves, since women are absolute conformists. But he wouldn't kiss her anyway knowing her age.

Also, those animecons are only a shadow of what they once were. In the late 2000s and early 2010s, they were huge, lots of different rooms there and places that facilitated kissing someone (those "otaku kiss" events and dark rooms).

Now you just arrive at a single 30x15m room with nothing but a small "stage" (shit isn't even above ground level) where k-popers abound to attwhore to beta through dancing. Funny how all old guys there, including the fathers from girls and security staff, where attentively watching when hot JBs danced sensually. Society is a joke, I hate all that shit tbh.

 

[TINMAN]

She probably slept with some chad she met at the event

 

[Mainländer]

She probably slept with some chad she met at the event

She got so much validation from dancing to a legion of people she won't need sex for at the very least weeks now. Implying she even has sex already.

 

[Michael15651]

Sub8 strikes again...

 

[Deleted member 8206]

"Sub 8 is just a meme bro"

 

[Homoculus]

Yesterday I went to an animecon. I ended up not approaching anyone again due to extreme approach anxiety.

There was a very cute girl dancing to k-pop there, but I didn't want to approach her because I was unsure of whether she was 14 (AoC here). Today I searched for the event on Youtube and found a video of her friend (which seemed even younger) dancing, uploaded by the friend herself.

There was a link to her Instagram there. Turns out she's 15. I thought "great, 15 is legal in Brazil, if she, who looked younger, is 15, the friend whom I liked must be at least 15 as well. I'll just add her (I do have an Instagram account, but I never use it or upload anything, I have like 4 old posts there) and ask for the friend's IG.

SHE BLOCKED ME WITHIN LIKE 5 MINUTES. I was appalled. I didn't even approach her, and tried my best not to creep her out or anything.

She didn't even see my baldness, which makes me look much older, I was cosplaying at the animecon and I'm with a cap in all my IG pics.

My Chadlite friend approached a girl there who knew her. She looked like 18 but turns out she was 13, lol. It's really hard to guess sometimes. She surely told the others, maybe that's what creeped her out.

If it's over even for my 7.5/10 22 yo Chadlite friend with 15 yo girls, then I can know for sure it's over for me. I was looking good (well, at least as good as I can) during the event, the cosplay made me pass for at least someone in his early 20s. But I guess even that isn't enough, social conditioning and feminism make girls think the prospect of having anything with a 20 yo guy at 15 is creepy. Women are social sponges, conformists, and this is what the status quo repeatedly pounds into everyone's heads nowadays.

I hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.

They've been trained to see what you did as stalking of an extra creepy type, as you contacted one teenager to gain access to another. Back in the day, a guy could ask a friend of a friend to get a girl's phone number, and it was considered clever and charming.

 

[BlackpilledAF]

Yesterday I went to an animecon. I ended up not approaching anyone again due to extreme approach anxiety.

I hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.

You can't be volcel if you're a full-on incel, brah.

 

[Sniffles]

She blocked immediately. I hope she gets hit by a car.

 

[Gone Coping]

why though

also,
wtf
I thought girls who attended anime cons were easy sluts?
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they are, for the good looking men who go fishing at these places

 

[Crustaciouse]

What character did you cosplay as?

 

[StaroRavager]

What character did you cosplay as?

I’d like to know as well

 

[Mainländer]

What character did you cosplay as?[/QU

I’d like to know as well

Shit, I won't cosplay anymore after what's happened so I'll say, it was Tomoya Matsunaga from the anime "Rainbow Days". Low effort cosplay, just a wig and dressing like him. The intention was just looking good and approaching, I did watch the anime though.

 

[Darth Cialis]

How old are you I guess? JFL at old perverts who appproach 15 year olds and cry about not being able to get one.

 

[Mainländer]

How old are you I guess?

30. Ogre

 

[masterwizard]

>Using IG as a sub 8 male

What the hell were you thinking

Cosplaying is only for attractive youthful people, if you are a balding 30 year old man, its already over. Dress up naruto and embrace your autism, or don't bother going. Just dont go and try to hold hope you might ascend somehow.

 

[Darth Cialis]

30. Ogre

She did well.

 

[tight&shiny-hotpants]

Wait you're from Brazil.

I don't see any (official) Animecon's taking place there in the 25/26/27/28 of January 2019 schedule, what gives?

 

[Deleted member 15737]

If I done cosplay, it would be as Goblin Slayer so nobody could see my subhuman face.

 

[Mainländer]

She did well.

Fuck you.

Wait you're from Brazil.

I don't see any (official) Animecon's taking place there in the 25/26/27/28 of January 2019 schedule, what gives?

Those sites with animecon calendars are all incomplete as fuck. Way more events take place than the ones shown there.

If I done cosplay, it would be as Goblin Slayer so nobody could see my subhuman face.

I considered that but then it would be impossible to kiss girls, which was the single reason why I attended the animecon.

>Using IG as a sub 8 male

What the hell were you thinking

Cosplaying is only for attractive youthful people, if you are a balding 30 year old man, its already over. Dress up naruto and embrace your autism, or don't bother going. Just dont go and try to hold hope you might ascend somehow.

It was a silly plan, I know, but I did look a lot younger while cosplaying. I could easily pass for 25, and even 20 pushing it. I still have a bit of acne even though I'm 30, which curiously makes me look younger when you can't see my baldness.

I've given up now. This was my last gambit. The rest of my life will be like that last song I wrote

 

[StaroRavager]

Shit, I won't cosplay anymore after what's happened so I'll say, it was Tomoya Matsunaga from the anime "Rainbow Days". Low effort cosplay, just a wig and dressing like him. The intention was just looking good and approaching, I did watch the anime though.

Well you did a good job utilizing the opportunity, too bad your shot selection was off

 

[Ritalincel]

chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing)

try cilatopram

 

[Mainländer]

Well you did a good job utilizing the opportunity, too bad your shot selection was off

I didn't receive any IOIs whatsoever even though the cosplaying raised my rating by at the very least 1,5 points just for substituting my baldness for good-looking and semilong hair. Also, there wasn't that much choice, the age range there was really low, those events are getting smaller and basically became K-POP events. It's known that the demographics of K-POP are basically underage girls and faggots exclusively.

 

[Darth Cialis]

Fuck you.

I am not a 15 yo girlie tho. You shoulda gone for it 15 years ago bud.

 

[Mainländer]

I am not a 15 yo girlie tho. You shoulda gone for it 15 years ago bud.

Why? 15 is legal in Brazil, we're not the Americuck States of America here. Too bad your retarded culture is spreading here as well now.

 

[StaroRavager]

I didn't receive any IOIs whatsoever even though the cosplaying raised my rating by at the very least 1,5 points just for substituting my baldness for good-looking and semilong hair. Also, there wasn't that much choice, the age range there was really low, those events are getting smaller and basically became K-POP events. It's known that the demographics of K-POP are basically underage girls and faggots exclusively.

I guess this was supposed to be a shot in the dark on your end, but in the future you should maximize your chances by staying within an 8 year radius for any future targets. Only a Chad or a guy with serious money can pull girls who are half their age

 

[Mainländer]

I guess this was supposed to be a shot in the dark on your end, but in the future you should maximize your chances by staying within an 8 year radius for any future targets. Only a Chad or a guy with serious money can pull girls who are half their age

I'm honestly not that interested in older girls. I would fuck them if I were given the opportunity of course, but what I really wanted was experiencing romance and kissing with virgin young girls. Trying to get women at my rating is way too much effort and if I want to fuck some 20+ non-virgin roastie I can always escortcel.

I give up.

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

That’s one of the reasons why I don’t believe in god tbh.

You can interpret this world as a test of god , a test of faith .
Maybe youll be judged wortrhy to be in heaven if you complete it .

 

[wizardcel]

Young foids are worse than full grown-ups. The chances of success were very slim at best, if not nil. You tried, man. Yeah, it's over for us with 15-year-olds.

 

[StaroRavager]

I'm honestly not that interested in older girls. I would fuck them if I were given the opportunity of course, but what I really wanted was experiencing romance and kissing with virgin young girls. Trying to get women at my rating is way too much effort and if I want to fuck some 20+ non-virgin roastie I can always escortcel.

I give up.

I wouldn’t consider a girl in her early 20s “older” but working within your parameters all you can do at this point is sugardaddymaxx or do some more escortceling

 

[Darth Cialis]

Why? 15 is legal in Brazil, we're not the Americuck States of America here. Too bad your retarded culture is spreading here as well now.

Just because it is ok in our degenerate countries it doesn't mean it should be ok. 30 year olds guy hitting on girls half their age is completely degenerate, and also it makes women think that they are so more mature than the guys their age. Yes this is why women think they mature long before us, because they can ride cocks 3 times their age since their early teens.

 

[ThisLifeKillsMe]

She did well.

 

[Mainländer]

Young foids are worse than full grown-ups. The chances of success were very slim at best, if not nil. You tried, man. Yeah, it's over for us with 15-year-olds.

Yeah, I'm in a way glad this happened because I feel like I got a sense of closure. If me in my best form possible and the best-looking guy I know, both looking 20-25, are not a good enough team for 15 yos nowadays (to boot, they weren't even that much attractive, I was crazy about the one I liked because just being white, slim and 15 yo is more than enough for me, but objectively rating her face, she was 5/10), then it's clearly over.

Just because it is ok in our degenerate countries it doesn't mean it should be ok. 30 year olds guy hitting on girls half their age is completely degenerate, and also it makes women think that they are so more mature than the guys their age. Yes this is why women think they mature long before us, because they can ride cocks 3 times their age since their early teens.

Adult men having serious relationships with 15 yo girls is the LEAST degenerate think I can think of, you dumb cuckservative. Back when women were married off to adult stable guys around that age instead of becoming "strong and independent" whores who go to college to ride the cock carousel, our societies were doing way better.

I wouldn’t consider a girl in her early 20s “older” but working within your parameters all you can do at this point is sugardaddymaxx or do some more escortceling

I'll try to give up completely on my sexuality. It only brings me frustration and distress, no matter if I'm fapping to porn, escortcelling or trying to get laid with normal girls.