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Cope.You can interpret this world as a test of god , a test of faith .
Maybe youll be judged wortrhy to be in heaven if you complete it .
Cope.You can interpret this world as a test of god , a test of faith .
Maybe youll be judged wortrhy to be in heaven if you complete it .
stop fantasizing it's hurting youI'm honestly not that interested in older girls. I would fuck them if I were given the opportunity of course, but what I really wanted was experiencing romance and kissing with virgin young girls. Trying to get women at my rating is way too much effort and if I want to fuck some 20+ non-virgin roastie I can always escortcel.
I give up.
I was unlucky enough to have been born in this era as both a very high T and very romantic ugly man.stop fantasizing it's hurting you
Oh look at me I can't fuck 15 yo girls it's so over. This is an incel forum I think.
I can't get fois my age either if it comforts you. I have tried countless times.Oh look at me I can't fuck 15 yo girls it's so over. This is an incel forum I think.
exactly ive seen it. chad can literally pull teenagers even if hes in his 30's. the life they live we can only dream.I guess this was supposed to be a shot in the dark on your end, but in the future you should maximize your chances by staying within an 8 year radius for any future targets. Only a Chad or a guy with serious money can pull girls who are half their age
I won't Eat Rice, kek, but this kind of shit is why I don't lift a finger to whiteknight for women, ever, regardless of anything. Some foid is getting raped somewhere? Wait, she's underage? Well too bad for her, I honestly can't empathize with foids after all I've gone through on their hands.Go Eat Rice. This girl needs to be burned at the stake.
Well too bad for her, I honestly can't empathize with foids after all I've gone through on their hands.
PaedophilemaxxingI hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.
Kek, I won't become a priest, just try to live the celibacy. The "child molester priest" stereotype is based on misinformation from the leftist agendas and media though, there are way more child molesters in plenty of other institutions than there are in the catholic church. Public schools win with a landslide, for instance.Paedophilemaxxing
Yesterday I went to an animecon. I ended up not approaching anyone again due to extreme approach anxiety.
There was a very cute girl dancing to k-pop there, but I didn't want to approach her because I was unsure of whether she was 14 (AoC here). Today I searched for the event on Youtube and found a video of her friend (which seemed even younger) dancing, uploaded by the friend herself.
There was a link to her Instagram there. Turns out she's 15. I thought "great, 15 is legal in Brazil, if she, who looked younger, is 15, the friend whom I liked must be at least 15 as well. I'll just add her (I do have an Instagram account, but I never use it or upload anything, I have like 4 old posts there) and ask for the friend's IG.
SHE BLOCKED ME WITHIN LIKE 5 MINUTES. I was appalled. I didn't even approach her, and tried my best not to creep her out or anything.
She didn't even see my baldness, which makes me look much older, I was cosplaying at the animecon and I'm with a cap in all my IG pics.
My Chadlite friend approached a girl there who knew her. She looked like 18 but turns out she was 13, lol. It's really hard to guess sometimes. She surely told the others, maybe that's what creeped her out.
If it's over even for my 7.5/10 22 yo Chadlite friend with 15 yo girls, then I can know for sure it's over for me. I was looking good (well, at least as good as I can) during the event, the cosplay made me pass for at least someone in his early 20s. But I guess even that isn't enough, social conditioning and feminism make girls think the prospect of having anything with a 20 yo guy at 15 is creepy. Women are social sponges, conformists, and this is what the status quo repeatedly pounds into everyone's heads nowadays.
I hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.
The worse of all is that those laws not only are based on unproven claims (people get necessarily hurt and traumatized when they have any kind of romantic or sexual contact with adult people while on their teens), but also counter-productive. Like aforementioned by me in the thread, we were doing way better as societies when stable adult men commonly married teenage girls. Families were stronger, single motherhood was lower, dysfunction and crime were lower, hell, even female levels of happiness were higher.Age of consent is fucking bullshit and it´s an insult to our biologically attraction to young fertile girls. It´s okay to fuck an 18 year old Japanese girl who look like she is 10 (I am not exaggerating there are plenty of Japanese girls who look this young both body and face) but fuck a 13 year old who look 18 and you are a pedophile in society´s eyes.
I fucking hate these man-made shit laws that stigmatized and criminalized our natural instincts such as sexual attraction! So many laws in society puts chains on our natural instinct and the sheep of society actually believes in this shit like when someone is arrested for molestation or rape or maybe for murder then the sheep will think what a sick individual how can a human being do this? I tell you how BECAUSE IT´S OUR INSTINCT!
We are JUST like every other animal and the reason why there always will be murderers and rapists is because it´s a part of human nature like it is for many other animals I am so tired of all these arrogant humans who feel they are above nature and other animals when we are in fact animals ourselves with instinct that is hard to control "control" is the keyword here if you need to control anything then you have already failed because things like rape and murder will always exist no matter how hard the punishment because it´s our nature humans have just become to incredibly obedient throughout history domesticated almost to the point that the majority actually believes that it´s inhuman to do these things.
Sorry but I didn't understand what you wrote.I have an idea how spent my Virginity with beautiful tight unused virgin girl if another 3 decades i would still be a virgin. I'm sure you have that kind of idea too. Hang on there buddy. You will find joy one way or another.
Everything is cope if you think about it .Cope.
Also I have seen in several cases where teachers are going to jail for sex with a teenagers even though the teenagers consented to it (statutory rape) I mean how stupid is that!!? It is CLEARLY consensual but because society doesn´t agree with it they have to make up a new description called "statutory rape" which is in fact consensual sex with a "minor" I HATE how the government make up all these bullshit words to make it sound like they are the good guys when in fact they are not! Like when they "seize" a drug shipment, no they didn´t seize anything they STOLE it. Or when they say they "arrested" a person maybe again for transporting drugs into the country, again no they didn´t "arrest" him they KIDNAPPED him they take him from one destination to another through the means of force without his consent that is the definition of a kidnapping.The worse of all is that those laws not only are based on unproven claims (people get necessarily hurt and traumatized when they have any kind of romantic or sexual contact with adult people while on their teens), but also counter-productive. Like aforementioned by me in the thread, we were doing way better as societies when stable adult men commonly married teenage girls. Families were stronger, single motherhood was lower, dysfunction and crime were lower, hell, even female levels of happiness were higher.
الله أكبرEverything is cope if you think about it .
The only things that isnt cope is eating , fucking , sleeping and ropeing .
We just need to find our personal cope that fits us .
I believe that Jesus was just a normal human , not even a chad , just a normie who was later glorified and portrayed as a white chad who did magic .
In the End he was just some guy with some sort of self enflicted , controlled psychosis , telling himself that he is gods son til' he believed it himself .
And this FAITH , this belief in his self cultivated , psychological construct gave him the motivation and discipline to risk his Life , to give up everything he had and to finally sacrifice himself for his Philosophy , his cope .
His Faith ( controlled mental illness ) made him stronger than he could be as a normal person .
This reminds me , that we are all responsible of cultivating and taking care of our own reality , cause in the End we are alone on this earth .
We need to find a good , healthy cope .
If not , we might as well accept Nihilism and just rope .
So im going to embrace my psychosis and my autism and im going to life in a dream world .
Im going to cope .
That way i have atleast a little bit of fun before i die and get erased .
Cause we all know , in Reality , there is no heaven and no hell , there is no God , there is just empty black nothingness , like that feeling when you go to sleep and it feels like you wake up immediately the next day , without dreaming , but its actually 8 hours later - This feeling stretched on forever .
We cant grasp this " feeling " of nonexistence .
Religion is a giant cope ,
its one of the most effective ones .
There is a reason why it is so widespresd among humans .
Deus Maximus estالله أكبر
Can’t relate tbhgo to sleep and it feels like you wake up immediately the next day , without dreaming , but its actually 8 hours later
Did you never had that feeling like no time has passed . You go to sleep and wake up the next day and it feels like just a second passed .Can’t relate tbh
Yeah I know the feeling bro. It’s strange.Did you never had that feeling like no time has passed . You go to sleep and wake up the next day and it feels like just a second passed .
Like you just lay down and get up again and question if you even slept or if the clock is broken .
Autsitic kind of timetravel.
Weird to describe it , but most times i KNOW that i have slept , i feel groggy and tired when waking up .
But sometimes it just feels like i closed my eyes and immediately open them again . Its weird to describe .
Maybe im just autistic and its completely normal .Yeah I know the feeling bro. It’s strange.