As some people know I've been in Japan for the last couple of weeks, and now I am over in Korea. Leading up to Japan I had a dream that I saw my oneitis there, and the dream kept recurring in my head. I brushed it off as I knew it was virtually impossible to happen - as she lives in the USA.
However, after the first few days of arriving in Japan I went to one of the popular shrines that had heaps of tourists, and there was a female there dressed in traditional clothing who looked almost identical to her upon a brief glance, but I didn't pay much attention as similar cases have happened in the past.
This was the shrine in Tokyo of where I saw her:
I was tempted to check her social media after that to see her location, but I had a 3-week streak of not viewing her content and I didn't want to relapse on it. The thought of her being in Japan kept occurring in my mind and the possibility that it actually was her at the temple, but I knew I was deluding myself. I didn't realise it was the summer break either in the USA so I kept telling myself for that reason as well that it wasn't possible.
Just now I logged into my main instagram account, and my heart sank when the first video/story that appeared was of her in Japan, 1 week ago. I instantly got the sickness feeling all over again that I used to get when rewatching her content.
Like what are the bloody chances, 1 in 10 million? There's no way that wasn't a part of the supernatural. It's not the first time that a dream has turned into reality for me, and there is no other explanation for it then to be of God. I still don't know for sure it was her, but I think it was pretty darn likely. I didn't have a close enough look, so I can't say anything for sure.
Apart from that encounter at the shrine/temple I had honestly not thought about her much at all. Averaging maybe twice per day, compared to the usual... And like I've mentioned before on here it's less about thoughts of her, and more the feeling like she is constantly by my side (sub consciously):
incels.is
I've been thinking about all this now, and i'm honestly super grateful that I didn't realise this and see her post sooner, or whilst I was still in Japan. I would have seriously not been able to take my mind of it, and it would have ruined the experience. Or if I actually did know for sure it was her, and missed my chance to interact with her or whatever.
I'm the only person who can answer the question of was it really her or not, and I am going to say no it wasn't - and her post on top of that was a coincidence. I can't fathom it being real.
@Last2025cel @subhumanmonkey
However, after the first few days of arriving in Japan I went to one of the popular shrines that had heaps of tourists, and there was a female there dressed in traditional clothing who looked almost identical to her upon a brief glance, but I didn't pay much attention as similar cases have happened in the past.
This was the shrine in Tokyo of where I saw her:
I was tempted to check her social media after that to see her location, but I had a 3-week streak of not viewing her content and I didn't want to relapse on it. The thought of her being in Japan kept occurring in my mind and the possibility that it actually was her at the temple, but I knew I was deluding myself. I didn't realise it was the summer break either in the USA so I kept telling myself for that reason as well that it wasn't possible.
Just now I logged into my main instagram account, and my heart sank when the first video/story that appeared was of her in Japan, 1 week ago. I instantly got the sickness feeling all over again that I used to get when rewatching her content.
Like what are the bloody chances, 1 in 10 million? There's no way that wasn't a part of the supernatural. It's not the first time that a dream has turned into reality for me, and there is no other explanation for it then to be of God. I still don't know for sure it was her, but I think it was pretty darn likely. I didn't have a close enough look, so I can't say anything for sure.
Apart from that encounter at the shrine/temple I had honestly not thought about her much at all. Averaging maybe twice per day, compared to the usual... And like I've mentioned before on here it's less about thoughts of her, and more the feeling like she is constantly by my side (sub consciously):
Constant thoughts of female → False sense of reality
I always imagine that she is by my side in whatever I am doing. It's a constant fake sense of companionship/relationship. It's a result of this previous post: our body accounting for what we naturally need – in which we don’t have. -->...
incels.is
I've been thinking about all this now, and i'm honestly super grateful that I didn't realise this and see her post sooner, or whilst I was still in Japan. I would have seriously not been able to take my mind of it, and it would have ruined the experience. Or if I actually did know for sure it was her, and missed my chance to interact with her or whatever.
I'm the only person who can answer the question of was it really her or not, and I am going to say no it wasn't - and her post on top of that was a coincidence. I can't fathom it being real.
@Last2025cel @subhumanmonkey
