For the past 8 months i've had somewhat consistent dreams regarding a female that I have mentioned here before:
incels.is
I have wrote down some of the more memorable dreams in as much depth as I could. There were many more dreams than listed here, but they are too vague now to add.
1.
This setting is in a camp ground - a very dry place with dirt and dust on the ground. The buildings on the campground were wooden. Beyond the exit, there was a footpath, and across the road; a town.
I ended up in a camp, taking the place of her. In the dorm, I was positioned at the end of the room, on the bottom bunk. Over the course of around 4 days, wrapped gifts were delivered under her name in 3 brown paper bags (3 sets of gifts all on different time periods). I got them, but chose not to open them and would wait until the end of the camp for the bus ride to unwrap them. Her family wrapped them for her, and it was now in my hands.
On the last day of the camp, everything was being packed up, and I went back into the dorm to pack my belongings, and I realised the paper bags with her gifts were gone. I asked around the camp and nobody had seen the bags.
I then randomly saw her around the exit - at very open structured room/hall. I told her about the gifts and a few other things of which I now canβt remember, and we ended up walking over to somewhere.
On the way over, a rather tall/handsome/attractive black guy (around 18yrs old) came into close proximity with her and they exchanged eye contact, and a few words to each other. I could tell she really liked him and he seemed very fond of her as well. He ended up starting to leave, and she pursued him, leaving me.
Straight after this occurred I ended up (somewhat intentionally) falling flat onto the ground from a straight standing position. I didnβt bother putting my arms out to stop my fall, and I fell flat onto my face.
2.
Setting was at a very fat white manβs house, we were under a wooden roof veranda outside on the grass.
The conversation ended up being about her, and something about her details of which I canβt remember. He showed me his lemon grass plant, and on one of the blades her email was carved into - completely though the leaf.
I have the email written down, it was incredibly long. I sent an email to the address, but as thought, the email address did not exist.
3.
This was the first memorable dream.
This was within the first few days of first viewing her content. The same night I started the develop the first routine, and constantly rewatching her posts.
In the dream, she had posted 2 new videos onto her profile. I faintly remember viewing them as well.
In the morning I opened up instagram and thought about the 2 new videos, thinking I saw them last night and didnβt realise it was in the dream. Only in the morning after going onto her profile and trying to find the videos did I realise that they were non existent.
4.
Another dream (2nd memorable dream) was somewhat similar to the last one.
In the dream I had been texting her about something of which I canβt remember now, and she was showing a mutual connection.
After I woke up, I thought it was real, and checked my laptop to see what she had said, and the messages were completely gone.
5.
Urbex dream.
We were climbing up a ladder at night. The ladder was set in up against the outside of a building, and went all the way from ground level to the top.
It was me, her, and two Asians.
We were doing fine climbing up the ladder, but once we got to the top, she was struggling. Her hands were on the very top bar of the ladder, and she was struggling to hold on. I ran over to try and help her but she fell down - hundreds of feet.
6.
Smaller dreams lacking depth and detail:
- I saw her outside the shopping centre, I approached her and asked her questions.
- She came over to my house, we played video games, and later went to the beach - we drive to the beach, then ran down along the sand to the waters edge.
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There were more dreams, but I never wrote them out. If they become more apparent or I have more I will update the thread.
@Ricecel Sungnodius @InvoluntaryChigga
@Last2025cel @subhumanmonkey
My experience with Parasocial Infatuation / Oneitis
I will keep it as brief as I can, only stating the most important parts so the story makes sense. At the start of August, I saw a short-form video of a girl on instagram reels. She looked very pretty and a bit like someone I used to know, but a much better looking version. I clicked on her...
incels.is
I have wrote down some of the more memorable dreams in as much depth as I could. There were many more dreams than listed here, but they are too vague now to add.
1.
This setting is in a camp ground - a very dry place with dirt and dust on the ground. The buildings on the campground were wooden. Beyond the exit, there was a footpath, and across the road; a town.
I ended up in a camp, taking the place of her. In the dorm, I was positioned at the end of the room, on the bottom bunk. Over the course of around 4 days, wrapped gifts were delivered under her name in 3 brown paper bags (3 sets of gifts all on different time periods). I got them, but chose not to open them and would wait until the end of the camp for the bus ride to unwrap them. Her family wrapped them for her, and it was now in my hands.
On the last day of the camp, everything was being packed up, and I went back into the dorm to pack my belongings, and I realised the paper bags with her gifts were gone. I asked around the camp and nobody had seen the bags.
I then randomly saw her around the exit - at very open structured room/hall. I told her about the gifts and a few other things of which I now canβt remember, and we ended up walking over to somewhere.
On the way over, a rather tall/handsome/attractive black guy (around 18yrs old) came into close proximity with her and they exchanged eye contact, and a few words to each other. I could tell she really liked him and he seemed very fond of her as well. He ended up starting to leave, and she pursued him, leaving me.
Straight after this occurred I ended up (somewhat intentionally) falling flat onto the ground from a straight standing position. I didnβt bother putting my arms out to stop my fall, and I fell flat onto my face.
2.
Setting was at a very fat white manβs house, we were under a wooden roof veranda outside on the grass.
The conversation ended up being about her, and something about her details of which I canβt remember. He showed me his lemon grass plant, and on one of the blades her email was carved into - completely though the leaf.
I have the email written down, it was incredibly long. I sent an email to the address, but as thought, the email address did not exist.
3.
This was the first memorable dream.
This was within the first few days of first viewing her content. The same night I started the develop the first routine, and constantly rewatching her posts.
In the dream, she had posted 2 new videos onto her profile. I faintly remember viewing them as well.
In the morning I opened up instagram and thought about the 2 new videos, thinking I saw them last night and didnβt realise it was in the dream. Only in the morning after going onto her profile and trying to find the videos did I realise that they were non existent.
4.
Another dream (2nd memorable dream) was somewhat similar to the last one.
In the dream I had been texting her about something of which I canβt remember now, and she was showing a mutual connection.
After I woke up, I thought it was real, and checked my laptop to see what she had said, and the messages were completely gone.
5.
Urbex dream.
We were climbing up a ladder at night. The ladder was set in up against the outside of a building, and went all the way from ground level to the top.
It was me, her, and two Asians.
We were doing fine climbing up the ladder, but once we got to the top, she was struggling. Her hands were on the very top bar of the ladder, and she was struggling to hold on. I ran over to try and help her but she fell down - hundreds of feet.
6.
Smaller dreams lacking depth and detail:
- I saw her outside the shopping centre, I approached her and asked her questions.
- She came over to my house, we played video games, and later went to the beach - we drive to the beach, then ran down along the sand to the waters edge.
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
There were more dreams, but I never wrote them out. If they become more apparent or I have more I will update the thread.
@Ricecel Sungnodius @InvoluntaryChigga
@Last2025cel @subhumanmonkey
