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So I just figured out the primary source of my happiness is a "disorder" that I've been living with for years. Daydreaming was always my escape. I would listen to music to go with my thoughts while pacing back and fourth and it was truly bliss. Until I figured out the name for what I was doing
https://www.reddit.com/r/MaladaptiveDreaming/top/?sort=top&t=all&count=150&after=t3_6ms85x
Now I won't daydream. I won't watch or look at anything fictional. I can barely listen to music now. Honestly, I've never been so eager for death. Ignorance is bliss
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Wb08k9PFVJU
https://www.reddit.com/r/MaladaptiveDreaming/top/?sort=top&t=all&count=150&after=t3_6ms85x
Now I won't daydream. I won't watch or look at anything fictional. I can barely listen to music now. Honestly, I've never been so eager for death. Ignorance is bliss
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Wb08k9PFVJU