My Name Jeff
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No friends, no relationships, no love, no feeling of acceptance, unable to really enjoy things, I don't even feel comfortable going outside. I feel like I don't belong, like I don't deserve to enjoy things anymore because of how pathetic my life has been.
Going my whole life being unfulfilled in almost every aspect has just left me extremely nihilistic to the point I barely feel anymore. I can't enjoy things no matter how hard I try as everything just feels dull.
It's just something hard to accept. That this is my life, I am going to be alone forever. Once my family starts dying I will become truly alone. Is this it? I ask myself all the time.
Going my whole life being unfulfilled in almost every aspect has just left me extremely nihilistic to the point I barely feel anymore. I can't enjoy things no matter how hard I try as everything just feels dull.
It's just something hard to accept. That this is my life, I am going to be alone forever. Once my family starts dying I will become truly alone. Is this it? I ask myself all the time.