Brutal It's crazy how non NT I really am

[BCNincel]

I've always been the weird kid, even in elementary school. I was never able to make friends. It was a stain at the bottom of the class. In high school I was severely bullied and teased. Combined with being invisible (for example when choosing the members of a team to sports).

I did not develop social skills. In college I was invisible.

I suffer from very serious OCD, anxiety, depression, high inhibition, quiet, withdrawn, insecure, lonely, with social panic, Avoidant personality disorder, I can't hold a conversation, I'm frustrated, bitter, tormented. I am unable to put on an earring, dye my hair, tattoo, style my hair, have piercings...I can't even drive.

 

[Deleted member 41988]

brootal

 

[Deleted member 41104]

I forget how far off the mark I really am when i've been isolated from the real world for so many months now. I cope by thinking I actually have a chance when I step outside, into the NT dimension, and right away I remember how fucking autistic I really am. My only choice is to isolate myself from the world to forget about how painful it is waking up everyday knowing your not NT

 

[Pillow City Rev]

I've always been the weird kid, even in elementary school. I was never able to make friends. It was a stain at the bottom of the class. In high school I was severely bullied and teased. Combined with being invisible (for example when choosing the members of a team to sports).

I did not develop social skills. In college I was invisible.

I suffer from very serious OCD, anxiety, depression, high inhibition, quiet, withdrawn, insecure, lonely, with social panic, Avoidant personality disorder, I can't hold a conversation, I'm frustrated, bitter, tormented. I am unable to put on an earring, dye my hair, tattoo, style my hair, have piercings...I can't even drive.

Your bullies deserved first hand genocide no anesthesia