Brutal Yesterday was brutal... I can never have it...

[AutismKing]

Yesterday was living hell.
I came to campus and saw this cute hot girl with flowers in her hand. A guy had brought them to her and she was smiling and walking by his side.
I had a class with her, but never spoke to her
I am high-inhib and have no idea how to even approach women, especially after being insulted by my appearance and autism my whole life.
She was always surrounded by a bunch of guys orbiting her and I couldn't approach.

She was all smiling with this very tall guy who brought her the flowers while smiling. He wasn't even one of the guys she sat next to. Brutal...
It just reminded me how brutal this life is and how people have normal lives out there.

Then, some hours after seeing that, I went to have lunch, and saw an absolutely gorgeous and cute girl right in front of me. I couldn't stop looking at her. She was beautiful, and was exactly the type of girl I had always dreamed of.
I am KHHV, I never even had a single ounce of what experiencing romance is like

Fuck, I hate this life. I hate this shit.
Can you imagine what Chad is doing with these girls while I sat there like a dork? The fucked up thing about stopping feeling numb is that all of a sudden you realize everything you are missing out on in life. It all feels real, and that makes it even worse.

I can't believe these girls are so pretty, hot and cute and I never even had a chance with one.
I was always mocked and isolated my whole life, all I wanted was a cute girl like that to love.
But I am a loser, and I don't even know how I could even ever approach her. Fuck this life.

Last time I approached a girl in school I just wanted to start things by being friendly, but I was brutally mocked in front of everyone in PE class. She told me to take a look at the mirror, referring to my appearance and also my awkward demeanor due to my autism and social anxiety.

I can't believe I am missing out on all of that. Fuck, I wish I were Chad.
I hate this incel life

 

[DISASTER]

 

[AutismKing]

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Over

 

[Chud Norris72]

I don't really care anymore. I just want to get by and magically somehow fuck some pussy one day after that I can croack

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

The tales about Sub-5/Sub-3 men having no bitches still go on

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

To be fair, I'm not saying that it's wrong to feel attracted to some female who is sexually attractive. But inceldom has taught many of us here a lot of things, one of them is: the cute ones are always taken, pumped and dumped by HTNs and chads. Common sense, I know.

 

[Loner94]

As a 32 yr old KHHV it ain't easy, good luck out there.

 

[AutismKing]

As a 32 yr old KHHV it ain't easy, good luck out there.

Thx

 

[xxdarkpixelsxx]

only will get worse

 

[Izayacel]

woman get the ick " when guys buy her shit . Woman arent appreciative , but most man dont know that

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

woman get the ick " when guys buy her shit . Woman arent appreciative , but most man dont know that

This. It's like my oneitis does not have a soul at all, and I wasted money on something I didn't want to use for myself, just to be rejected (although I gotta say that thing doesn't cost much).

 

[Glutony]

Life as an inkwell is hell, TF did we do to deserve this ?

 

[gluttony]

i don't put myself to be in a position like that in the first place, but i would rather not care about who is around me.

I simply find looking the other way works fine for me but it isn't the first time I've seen couples being couples.

 

[itsovER99]

Brotal

 

[Fed_911]

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The life of an inkwell. Born to be mogged until death.

 

[stsaturn]

only will get worse

 

[saito.]

The life of an inkwell. Born to be mogged until death.

 

[SnakeCel]

Yesterday was living hell.
I came to campus and saw this cute hot girl with flowers in her hand. A guy had brought them to her and she was smiling and walking by his side.
I had a class with her, but never spoke to her
I am high-inhib and have no idea how to even approach women, especially after being insulted by my appearance and autism my whole life.
She was always surrounded by a bunch of guys orbiting her and I couldn't approach.

She was all smiling with this very tall guy who brought her the flowers while smiling. He wasn't even one of the guys she sat next to. Brutal...
It just reminded me how brutal this life is and how people have normal lives out there.

Then, some hours after seeing that, I went to have lunch, and saw an absolutely gorgeous and cute girl right in front of me. I couldn't stop looking at her. She was beautiful, and was exactly the type of girl I had always dreamed of.
I am KHHV, I never even had a single ounce of what experiencing romance is like

Fuck, I hate this life. I hate this shit.
Can you imagine what Chad is doing with these girls while I sat there like a dork? The fucked up thing about stopping feeling numb is that all of a sudden you realize everything you are missing out on in life. It all feels real, and that makes it even worse.

I can't believe these girls are so pretty, hot and cute and I never even had a chance with one.
I was always mocked and isolated my whole life, all I wanted was a cute girl like that to love.
But I am a loser, and I don't even know how I could even ever approach her. Fuck this life.

Last time I approached a girl in school I just wanted to start things by being friendly, but I was brutally mocked in front of everyone in PE class. She told me to take a look at the mirror, referring to my appearance and also my awkward demeanor due to my autism and social anxiety.

I can't believe I am missing out on all of that. Fuck, I wish I were Chad.
I hate this incel life

It's very brutal which is why I try to cope. But even then normies don't want to let me cope. They try to prevent me from even being in public spaces.