Venting Is anyone else always suffering?

[Black Soul]

I don't know why but except sleeping, 90% of time I feel bad. Feelings like depression, nihilism, boredom, alienation and injustice are constantly attacking my mind. I always try to overcome them and resist LDAR because it could get worse, but I can't help feeling tired.

 

[OwlGod]

I post to forget the pain.

 

[Gymcelled]

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

My awake time is 99 % suffering, can't even play video games, at all. Even though I have some games I really should want to play. And I would want, if this lack of GF problem would be solved. I can't even prepare food to eat, I am completely dysfunctional. For some years already. I have deep depression, no doubt. But only GF would solve it.

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Brutal. Taken from where?

 

[Deleted member 34959]

Live with the pain.

 

[Deleted member 3497]

i LDAR way too much

 

[Deleted member 34959]

i LDAR way too much

Play Club Penguin Rewritten.

You'll still rot, but at least you won't be lying down.


Right?

 

[Meus]

I don't know why but except sleeping, 90% of time I feel bad. Feelings like depression, nihilism, boredom, alienation and injustice are constantly attacking my mind. I always try to overcome them and resist LDAR because it could get worse, but I can't help feeling tired.

 

[Deleted member 33893]

Yeah, I can't enjoy games anymore nor can I enjoy anime. Reading just pisses me off now because my attention span has been ruined. All my projects have gone to shit and I find myself online most of the day just searching for random things.

Sometimes I will watch a movie and skip though most of it. Same with anime where I can view 50 episodes in a day by skipping through boring parts. My head hurts, my back hurts. Sometimes I pace around the house like a madman.

 

[Black Soul]

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"mutual love" haha, the brutal thing is that I missed this stage of life forever, and I never get the chance.
It was possible when I was innocent and life was colorful, but now I can't relate.
TeenLovePill: It is realizing that nothing in the world, whether billions of money or betabuxxing, can make up for the loss of love in the teenage years.

My awake time is 99 % suffering, can't even play video games, at all. Even though I have some games I really should want to play. And I would want, if this lack of GF problem would be solved. I can't even prepare food to eat, I am completely dysfunctional. For some years already.

same bro, Drugs lose their potency over time, so do anime, music, etc., become less and less fun.

 

[_realist_]

It’s something I’m always aware of. But nothing changes, so fuck it.

 

[Deleted member 35074]

Yep, my life is utter shit. Depression, LDARing, shitty job, shity family, shitty everything. Just end me tbh ngl.
And yeah nothing can change either :/

 

[Animecel2D]

Life is pain

 

[SoloAlex]

Yeah. Most the time I am feeling tired and unmotivated.
The worst thing about being an Incel is that there is no hope. Humans can suffer for a long time if there is still some hope for improvement in the future.
But suffering without any hope kills all of your motivation.

Life is pain

Incel Life is pain

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

@ScornedStoic

 

[Black Soul]

my attention span has been ruined

brutal, did you find any solution to this problem? otherwise we will not be able to moneymax or careermax even if we want.

All my projects have gone to shit and I find myself online most of the day just searching for random things.

This happens to me but I regret it afterwards

 

[Deleted member 33893]

brutal, did you find any solution to this problem? otherwise we will not be able to moneymax or careermax even if we want.

This happens to me but I regret it afterwards

AHAHHAHA don't be delusional brother. Careermaxxing is not a viable thing for most people. Anything that we would be good at would take years of training and extreme dedication. Even then we would be just slightly above average code monkeys. If you are attractive and a social person you can make that with ease in some job that involves working with people like being a real estate agent or something.

And just how intelligent are you? I am probably barely average maybe even slightly below average. With my looks and behaviour pattern I would need at least 130 IQ to succeed in life. The only realistic option is doing crime before you're of legal age. In my country I could be caught with 5 kilos of weed as a 17 year old and not see the inside of a jail.

That's where we went wrong. We didn't get blackpilled at 15 and got into criminal activities. Like I said in most places you wouldn't get jailed for being a drug dealer while underage. You could get a summer job invest the money in drugs and flip them for a 5x price turning 1000€ into 5000€. Eventually you could afford tents and professional equipment for growing weed. You could grow large quantities and sell them in bulk to a single person. Eventually you would get caught but being underage they would give you a slap on the wrist and send you on your way.

 

[Black Soul]

AHAHHAHA don't be delusional brother. Careermaxxing is not a viable thing for most people.

I see your point, but I think it's more successful than StartupMax.

Anything that we would be good at would take years of training and extreme dedication.

Although ideally we incels have a relatively large free time because we have nothing to do with our lives, but realistically it's very difficult for us to take advantage of this free time due to complex reasons that only truecels would understand them.

Even then we would be just slightly above average code monkeys. If you are attractive and a social person you can make that with ease in some job that involves working with people like being a real estate agent or something.

And just how intelligent are you? I am probably barely average maybe even slightly below average. With my looks and behaviour pattern I would need at least 130 IQ to succeed in life.

I see your point, but isn't IQ rang is meme? How do you know if you haven't tried?

The only realistic option is doing crime before you're of legal age. In my country I could be caught with 5 kilos of weed as a 17 year old and not see the inside of a jail.

That's where we went wrong. We didn't get blackpilled at 15 and got into criminal activities. Like I said in most places you wouldn't get jailed for being a drug dealer while underage. You could get a summer job invest the money in drugs and flip them for a 5x price turning 1000€ into 5000€. Eventually you could afford tents and professional equipment for growing weed. And again in my country they wouldn't jail me if I was underage even if I had 500 plants

As a child who grew up in a third world country and in a backward environment, I did not have intelligence and early maturity that first world children would enjoy (if it was perhaps my condition would not have reached this bad). In addition, I'm not sure if my country's law will be lenient with me and social shame how can i dealt with.

Imo, Theft seems feasible and more attractive to me tbh, but how can it be easy, in fact, successful theft is more difficult now than in the past and it becomes more difficult with the development of security technology.

 

[Colera]

If u are suffering for women lack, you deserve suffer.
Suffers for beasts, parasites that will destroy you life it's pathetic.

 

[proudweeb]

I just try to keep myself busy with little projects around the house. or do push ups lol. copes to distract me

 

[AllanKing]

Yep, my life is utter shit. Depression, LDARing, shitty job, shity family, shitty everything. Just end me tbh ngl.
And yeah nothing can change either :/

 

[BrettyBoy]

I try to avoid sleeping during the day as it fucks up my sleeping pattern when over done.

 

[Black Soul]

so fuck it.

my life is utter shit.

Life is pain

there is no hope.

 

[_realist_]

Joker 2 is being written, that’s all I’m living for.

 

[over4men]

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[remincel]

I can sleep up to 24 hours some days, which is easy when you live off neetbux.

It's the only time I actually feel content, since when I'm awake it's just one cope after another to keep myself from roping. What's the point of all of this? At least in my dreams, I sometimes get a cute gf, and even when I don't it's still more exciting than real life.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

Pretty much Ocd and depression are ruining every day for me. I have no motivation to do anything. After work i just ldar. I don't watch anything or play anything, i just stare at a screen.

Everyday I llisten to the same songs on repeat and think of killing myself in gruesome ways. That's the best cope i have.

Alcohol helps to numb the pain but hangovers are awful.

 

[proudweeb]

everyday im sufferin. XD

 

[D.R.]

Pretty much yes and lately I think I've been having more trouble sleeping as well because of anger, or maybe because of the hot weather, maybe a mixture. I tend to be constantly distressed by illogical nonsense normalfags spout, refuting things in my head and getting increasingly agitated or some kind sensory problem (that's the autism) or I have intrusive thoughts/absurd fears (that's OCD).

If not that, then I'm obviously also sexually frustrated and have a hard time sometimes getting any relief because I jerk off so much that it's desensitized and I'm circumfucked too which makes it less sensitive so that probably doesn't help.

 

[Black Soul]

Joker 2 is being written, that’s all I’m living for.

bro, it's better to live for writing your own Joker story

At least in my dreams, I sometimes get a cute gf, and even when I don't it's still more exciting than real life.

My dreams are confusing and surreal, that's why I hate them tbh

Pretty much Ocd and depression are ruining every day for me. I have no motivation to do anything. After work i just ldar. I don't watch anything or play anything, i just stare at a screen.

Everyday I llisten to the same songs on repeat and think of killing myself in gruesome ways. That's the best cope i have.

Alcohol helps to numb the pain but hangovers are awful.

Goddamn, We don't deserve that and we didn't do anything wrong.

everyday im sufferin. XD

sorry for you, it's not all your fault.

 

[BodyFat10orRope]

Yes because of boredom. Video games doesn't do it as much for me and a lot of my youtubers are taking breaks from posting.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

Yup, even when going outside, still feel like hell. I need to exit this shit hole of a life sooner.

 

[Gymcelled]

My awake time is 99 % suffering, can't even play video games, at all. Even though I have some games I really should want to play. And I would want, if this lack of GF problem would be solved. I can't even prepare food to eat, I am completely dysfunctional. For some years already. I have deep depression, no doubt. But only GF would solve it.

Brutal. Taken from where?

It's from Brian Gilmartin's book about "loveshy men" (his old academic term for inklers)

 

[Linesnap99]

I am suffering. Cant even enjoy my games sometimes.

 

[Deleted member 29230]

Eventually you just give up feeling the pain

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I don't know why but except sleeping, 90% of time I feel bad. Feelings like depression, nihilism, boredom, alienation and injustice are constantly attacking my mind. I always try to overcome them and resist LDAR because it could get worse, but I can't help feeling tired.

I look forward to sleep since it brings me one day closer to death (plus resting is comfy)

 

[NorthernWind]

Yeah, I can't enjoy games anymore nor can I enjoy anime. Reading just pisses me off now because my attention span has been ruined. All my projects have gone to shit and I find myself online most of the day just searching for random things.

Sometimes I will watch a movie and skip though most of it. Same with anime where I can view 50 episodes in a day by skipping through boring parts. My head hurts, my back hurts. Sometimes I pace around the house like a madman.

Maybe from masturbation.

 

[Michael15651]

I think we're all in the same boat

 

[Deleted member 24016]

My suffering:not suffering ratio is increasing at an alarming rate