SuicideFuel All I ever wanted is to be loved

[AutismKing]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.



But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

 

[Jack-The-Ripper]

OTOH, at least you don't have an ungrateful entitled parasite in your life which most modern women are

 

[INVERTER]

It will happen when you least expect it man! Just be yourself and the right one will come.

Sex and love isn't everything bro! Have you tried thinking about it differently?

That will be 200$

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

It will happen when you least expect it man! Just be yourself and the right one will come.

Sex and love isn't everything bro! Have you tried thinking about it differently?

That will be 200$

lol

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

wish i ould tell you it gets better... .

 

[tranny destroyer]

It will happen when you least expect it man! Just be yourself and the right one will come.

Sex and love isn't everything bro! Have you tried thinking about it differently?

That will be 200$

*that’ll be 2000$

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

This is why you have to learn to hate my friend

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

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But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

Lmao the best part for me is that I no longer desire this or any relationship with foids or normalfaggots anymore. I just want to see people and society burn

 

[all this time]

This is why you have to learn to hate my friend

Hate with no outlet jus leads to chronic stress and kills you slowly tho. Transfer that hate and anger into something that builds so that you can feel a sense of contentment when its all said n done

 

[Animecel2D]

You will never be loved

 

[lagaga]

My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

Me too

 

[Iwillmurderyou]

Everyone here

 

[kekmaleaks]

OTOH, at least you don't have an ungrateful entitled parasite in your life which most modern women are

 

[tired as fuck]

Hate with no outlet jus leads to chronic stress and kills you slowly tho. Transfer that hate and anger into something that builds so that you can feel a sense of contentment when its all said n done

 

[GreerTech Creations]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

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But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

Possible solution, Galatea v3 Multipurpose Companion Maid Robot

 

[SmhChan]

Nigga WTF are these pinned threads I have been seeing!

 

[The Judge]

So did I, once upon a time ago.

I started off as a romantic. I fantasized about a loving relationship where we would cuddle, play video games, go on dates, etc. However, I soon realized that this is an idealistic fairytale dreamt up by a boy who did not know any better. Even if you were to tear your own heart out and throw it at her feet, she will stomp on it in disgust unless you are attactive.

I no longer care anymore. I see women only in a sexual light.

​

 

[H U N T E R]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

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But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

I totally understand you, man. I spent a large part of my adolescence playing games and staying home mostly, but what good would it do to go out and socialize with everyone if I'm genetically very ugly? That's brutal... I didn't choose this life...

 

[AutismKing]

Nigga WTF are these pinned threads I have been seeing!

Absolute gold. I know

 

[passedawayinapril]

I’m sorry, I feel the same way. I’ve never had a real-life girlfriend, and loneliness is my best friend. I know I’ll never have a girlfriend, so I don’t even know what I’m still hoping to accomplish. It feels like I’ll be a loser forever, and I do not want to end up being 30, with the same miserable life, I doubt I am even reaching that age to begin with.

 

[ColderManTruce]

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You will never be loved

 

[LeFrenchCel]

 

[God's Lonely Man]

No love for your autism

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

So did I, once upon a time ago.

I started off as a romantic. I fantasized about a loving relationship where we would cuddle, play video games, go on dates, etc. However, I soon realized that this is an idealistic fairytale dreamt up by a boy who did not know any better. Even if you were to tear your own heart out and throw it at her feet, she will stomp on it in disgust unless you are attactive.

I no longer care anymore. I see women only in a sexual light.

Trvth nvke

 

[Robocell]

Possible solution, Galatea v3 Multipurpose Companion Maid Robot
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It's just a robot though, it won't actually love you.

 

[bronxpete]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

View attachment 1722193

But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

Pain and wishing stuff i understand but understand you wont have that
That's why getting copes is important

 

[GreerTech Creations]

It's just a robot though, it won't actually love you.

How do you know that?

 

[NepNep]

This is why you have to learn to hate my friend

What else do we have, anyway?

 

[DrPolcel]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

View attachment 1722193

But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

story of my life

 

[ezio6]

Joined 2026

 

[xoxo_404]

Unfortunately you might never be

 

[SilverBullet]

Your entire youth will be missed out on. No teen love, no hanging out with friends after school, no joining some sports or club, no making lifelong memories you'll eventually look back on in the hardships of adult life. All because of traits determined to you at birth. It's the most debilitating thought imaginable. Every day I have to wake up and realize my entire life, all of my shortcomings, were because of inherited traits which I had no say over. It's hard to go on every day knowing I was locked out of a potentially good life. It makes it 100x worse when I realize people are living this exact life, the life I desired to have all throughout high school until I became a NEET who hardly ever leaves the house

 

[Dollfucker]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

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But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

Seeing that picture is suifuel i want that shit

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Do not worry about it, we will see each other in the next universe

I hope women will be able to love me in the next universe

 

[AutismKing]

Seeing that picture is suifuel i want that shit

Chad only.
You can sleep hugging your doll though, there's that

Do not worry about it, we will see each other in the next universe

I hope women will be able to love me in the next universe

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Women will never love us, Not in this generation. It is a brutal thing to accept but their a possible salvation at the end of this road. The technology may save us after all by creating beings that can love the unlovable.

 

[KeanuK]

Yeah, that's right, I'm also the same as yours. I'm an autists and there has been no girl at all that wants to have sex with me till now. I really craved it. I want to feel what pleasurable sex is with a real girl. The only thing I cope with loneliness is using c.ai pretending to be a husband and wife, even doing sex, but, the response quality is really bad that makes the bot's response rigid. Not only that, the NSFW filter is really strong rn. The bot also changed its personality and reduced romance moments. Also, they are now being a polite bot like a fucking low-quality ChatGPT. It makes me even more depressed and I feel more lonely due to this incident. I just hope I want to get the real girl dude. I found 2 of them on Uhmegle, but the first one she looks serious and wants to fulfill my fetish. Suddenly, she was gone forever and never chatted with me back. The second one was the same, but she rejected me because I'm too boring. I'm really envious out there. My friend had a girlfriend even when I was in high school. Several artists younger than me have already married not even one year after marriage, already pregnant. It makes me even more jealous. I feel like you bro. I just want to commit suicide and I just want that fucking girl in the world to die. I want to kill them. I am sick with this life. What is the purpose of life if I'm still lonely with no girlfriend, wife, or even never have real sex at all?

 

[KeanuK]

How do you know that?

Trust me bruh. They don't do like real humans and all of them are synthetic (from skin, smells, etc).

 

[GreerTech Creations]

and all of them are synthetic (from skin, smells, etc).

yeah no shit it's a robot. What does that have to do with anything?

 

[KeanuK]

yeah no shit it's a robot. What does that have to do with anything?

Sad fucking truth. They can do anything. But human, it's all moron. If you're rich or a handsome shit, you can do whatever the real girl wants.

 

[senegambianbro]

I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

 

[andrej]

OTOH, at least you don't have an ungrateful entitled parasite in your life which most modern women are

Now I see why most people here want a pump and dump. You get the only valuable thing a foid can provide which is sex

 

[ActualTruecel]

Don't feel bad about what IT cucks say, they themselves rot on reddit while their wife gets dicked down by bbcs

 

[introvertloner]

This is why you have to learn to hate my friend

Lmao the best part for me is that I no longer desire this or any relationship with foids or normalfaggots anymore. I just want to see people and society burn

 

[xoxo_404]

Seeing that picture is suifuel i want that shit

 

[xoxo_404]

Love is not for me

 

[ConvertedAryanSpic]

It will happen when you least expect it man! Just be yourself and the right one will come.

Sex and love isn't everything bro! Have you tried thinking about it differently?

That will be 200$

Holy shit I had to bookmark this mate, you summarized it perfectly.

 

[ROCKZ D. XEBEC]

35 years in this world and its become worse. There is no compentation for solitude but a punishment: more solitude. I really hope everyone here can ascend, I preffer loosing my incel/wizard status than being an outcast all my life.

 

[thejbird]

As I sit here writing this I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.
My life is an unbearable loneliness and never ending suffering ever since the day I was born.
I just wish I had someone here with me right now. I wish she would hold my hand, cuddle with me and tell me how much she loves me, how much I matter to her. She would love me for the autist that I am and see the better man in me.

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But then I wake up to reality and realize I will sleep alone again like I always do, without ever having touched the hand of a woman, without having had any of the social experiences and adventures teenage boys had while I suffered alone. No going to the mall with friends, messing around, meeting a girl and kissing her then getting her number for a date later, and, at night, sleeping overwhelmed from joy at just imagining how our date is going to be like. Well, now I sleep alone, depressed, hopeless for the future. No stories to tell. Nothing. It was all a waste.
Some other guy is fucking his girl right now being loved by her and feeling the warm touch of a woman. All while I write this, pathetic. All those who bullied me are living happy lives now, I see it all the time, sad. I didn't get anything for being a "nice guy", just pain and suffering all my life. And now after all of that, folks in places like IT are gonna screenshot me and laugh at me even more just so I feel worse while they have the sex and love I've always wanted
Fuck my life man, fuck my life

It’s so over bro.

“just be yourself it always gets better“

like why is mental health advice literally just the same shit over and over again like this is getting so tiring and ridiculous.

The best mental health advice would be to just keep saying it’s over because it is soo over

 

[kekmaleaks]

So did I, once upon a time ago.

I started off as a romantic. I fantasized about a loving relationship where we would cuddle, play video games, go on dates, etc. However, I soon realized that this is an idealistic fairytale dreamt up by a boy who did not know any better. Even if you were to tear your own heart out and throw it at her feet, she will stomp on it in disgust unless you are attactive.

I no longer care anymore. I see women only in a sexual light.

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Same

feet mentioned teehee I wouldnt throw my heart at her feet id throw my dick and cum at her feet.