Drinking myself to death

[Lonelyus]

Aleredy fucked my liver with painkillers to decimate my chronic pain, The fuck is there to live for lol, Im just gonna rot forever anyway, I just want a GF and some friends

4 beers in out of 12

Watching south park

No im not killing myself, That is not the goal.

 

[Horatio Ludwiczek]

brutal

 

[Lonelyus]

brutal

Just feel the dread of how fast 2024 went and that im now 25 and in 5 years im 30 and nothing to show for it

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Don't mittensquadmaxx brocel

 

[Lonelyus]

Don't mittensquadmaxx brocel

OK imma stop at the 5th drink, I promise, Because i love you brocel (No homo) Thank you for watching movies with me that times, I just dont know what the fuck im here for, And as i said, The goal is not to kill myself.

Not gonna fucking suicide, But i do truly feel i have no purpose

Feel so lonely, I just want a son

 

[Soystein]

 

[Lonelyus]

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Takk min norske bror!

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Thank you for watching movies with me that times

I just want a son

I will never have children. No woman will want me because I am ugly. No woman will want to be my wife and to have my children because I WAS BORN UGLY

 

[Lonelyus]

Im literally in tears rn, I have no one to make a son with and i will never be able to take son fishing, I fucking hate existing if i cant have a son
A wife and a family

A lot of friends?

Im apparently unworthy of that

 

[Soystein]

Feel so lonely, I just want a son

Me too man, here's a song about a guy who just wants a son.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXmfE9PNUJI

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Im literally in tears rn, I have no one to make a son with and i will never be able to take son fishing, I fucking hate existing if i cant have a son
A wife and a family

A lot of friends?

Im apparently unworthy of that

CUMMING INSIDE A CONDOM IN AN ESCORT IS THE CLOSEST WE WILL GET TO HAVING CHILDREN

 

[Lonelyus]

CUMMING INSIDE A CONDOM IN AN ESCORT IS THE CLOSEST WE WILL GET TO HAVING CHILDREN

I just want to teach them fishing

 

[Lonelyus]

Me too man, here's a song about a guy who just wants a son.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXmfE9PNUJI

I will break, I cant listen to anything sad rn

 

[Lonelyus]

I will never have a family, My own farm, Or a good life

 

[Abacaxi14]

Im literally in tears rn, I have no one to make a son with and i will never be able to take son fishing, I fucking hate existing if i cant have a son
A wife and a family

A lot of friends?

Im apparently unworthy of that

Relatable. I had good times fishing with my father in the past.

 

[Lonelyus]

Relatable. I had good times fishing with my father in the past.

Where the fuck you been? We were supposed to play red dead 2, Were you in retard mode? (Angry at me mode)

 

[GmeOvr]

This gives me nostalgia of the time when I was am alcoholic NEET.
I was playing XBOX video games, eating junk food and drinking cheap supermarket wine while dreaming of SEAmaxxing to Pattaya.
It was a good time TBH.

 

[Lonelyus]

This gives me nostalgia of the time when I was am alcoholic NEET.
I was playing XBOX video games, eating junk food and drinking cheap supermarket wine while dreaming of SEAmaxxing to Pattaya.
It was a good time TBH.

What changed?

 

[Abacaxi14]

Where the fuck you been? We were supposed to play red dead 2, Were you in retard mode? (Angry at me mode)

i am on the forum almost everyday. You can just send me a dm.

 

[Lonelyus]

i am on the forum almost everyday. You can just send me a dm.

Same goes for you

 

[GmeOvr]

What changed?

I did this for around 6 months, it was 8 years ago.
My savings were running out and I was going to end up on the street if I kept that lifestyle.
The rope was pretty much ready, but the survival instinct was stronger and I was able to find a wagecuck job just in time before my money had ran out.

 

[Soystein]

I will break, I cant listen to anything sad rn

I got something funny for you, a video showing 2 drunk russians trying to climb a tall fence.

 

[Lonelyus]

I got something funny for you, a video showing 2 drunk russians trying to climb a tall fence.
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Russians are just stupid retarded european rednecks

 

[Lonelyus]

8 beers in

 

[BlueCore]

I've been drinking every day these days