RageFuel Why I have to put Herculean effort for what normies get on autopilot?

[copecopter]

Not only I have to maximize my looks, physique, 'social skills', 'personality', and 'wit', I am still a KKHV and a friendless inkie.
The words i put in '' = 99.99% chance that you can't change them anyway (muh growth mindset).
I can't fucking wrap my head around this fact. The normies in my university that I see walk in groups of 10 and populate the cafeterias, laugh 24/7 DO not put any effort into themselves. Academically, they are sub80 IQ and only cram the night before the exam. Socially, they just wing it and succeed. Some of them are obese, and most of them, if not ALL of them are monolingual clueless retards with no depth in any field whatsoever.
YET they mog me socially, they have friends, they have a life, and they even have GFs and whatnot.
I can't understand this.
They wouldn't survive TWO weeks in my shoes. I rot in my room ALL day and even my parents who are my only sources of social interaction treat me like shit, and I feel immensely EMPTY. YET, this is going to be my reality for decades, if not for my whole lifespan.
TELL me, I walk 20,000 steps a day, go to the gym and work my ass off 3 times a week (FULL BODY), have a high level of vocabulary in every language I speak, LITERALLY never hurt anyone, get told by elders that I am such a good person, and on one off occasions I interact with my sibling's friends I get told I am articulate and really interesting, YET I AM STILL AN INKIE.
And I feel the clock is ticking out. I AM 26! AND I HAVEN"T HAD A FRIEND LET ALONE A GF.
What to do? I go to uni and have to keep a high GPA to be employable and I feel like my life has no meaning, purpose, or goal, so even 1 minute of studying feels pointless and tortorous, but from experience, LDARing is just going to amplify my suffering.
LDARing is taking a loan your future self won't be able to pay off.
WHAT TO DO?

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

Are you neurodivergent? Sounds very similar to some of my experiences. Being smart, good, kind hearted. None of that actually matters in relationships.
Money, height, face structure, NT. those are things that matter to women. Don’t delude yourself into believing kindness gets you anywhere. Being an idiot benefits you in dating.

 

[copecopter]

Are you neurodivergent? Sounds very similar to some of my experiences. Being smart, good, kind hearted. None of that actually matters in relationships.
Money, height, face structure, NT. those are things that matter to women. Don’t delude yourself into believing kindness gets you anywhere. Being an idiot benefits you in dating.

NDmaxxed sadly. Depression, bipolar, OCD, ADHD, etc.

 

[Halloween]

i am drunk

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

NDmaxxed sadly. Depression, bipolar, OCD, ADHD, etc.

And that’s the issue lmao. The NTpill is real, being ND is the final boss of genetic determinism.
The worst part is that we can’t change it, you can go through millions in surgery to look good, you can statusmaxx and all that stuff. But there’s no getting rid of ND.

 

[Violet loner]

And that’s the issue lmao. The NTpill is real, being ND is the final boss of genetic determinism.
The worst part is that we can’t change it, you can go through millions in surgery to look good, you can statusmaxx and all that stuff. But there’s no getting rid of ND.

Dunno, i think pretty face can overcome any nd

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

Dunno, i think pretty face can overcome any nd

In a way. I’ve definitely seen it happen, but it’s 10x harder than it is for NT’s. It won’t save all if you’re completely ND. And if you’re unattractive then that’s a definitive indicator of being over.

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

Relatable post.

The normies in my university that I see walk in groups of 10 and populate the cafeterias, laugh 24/7 DO not put any effort into themselves.

Seeing normies like this makes me seethe.