I'm losing the will to live

[hamoodmujahid]

I'm 5'8 45 kg at 18 now I've been the skinniest nigger my entire life I had only 1-2 friends till 5th grade I made some friends in 5th grade because many boys left the school that year and there were only 12 in the class. Everyone always makes fun of my weight and my pajeet parents don't to anything about it they think eating meat everyday is bad, I had Tuberculosis,some liver related issues when I was 8 so the doctor told me to avoid dairy products for a while but that was a fucking decade ago my parents still don't let me drink too much milk Then make fun of me for being skinny like it's not their fault,I'm the shortest boy in my family my elder brother is 6'1, and my cousins are 6'3 5'10, I feel like shit everyday. And my pajeet parents don't let me grow my hair, each time I decide that no matter what I'll not cut my hair they find something and blackmail me my hair is the only thing that gives me some confidence but they can't stand that too i think they just want to watch me suffer. I wish I was born in a Christian or a muslim family life would've been better no shitty festivals no shitty rituals free to eat anything, i fucking hate Hinduism their gods their festivals their traditions everything about them sucks sometimes I feel like killing my parents they force me into everything I don't like they act like they know everything but they don't know shit they're the reason everyday I feel like shit i feel worthless as days pass by I don't know how long I'll live. Fuck india fuck hinduism. I still have many things to say but I'm tired now

 

[tired as fuck]

Brutal no reply pill.

 

[soft]

Brutal

 

[SEX NIGGA]

Brutal Cowworshiperpill

 

[cathuluelitist]

I wish I was born in a Christian or a muslim family

I wish I was born to an Eastern Confucian family.

 

[Pancakecel]

Could be worse, there was a soyddit thread posted here earlier about a lad that was also 18, but 4'7 tall.

 

[Mr.Breb]

45 kg at 5.8 is brutal. I remember i already was skinny at 5.7 and 55kg

shitty parents you have, not letting you eating dairy products. And the thing of the hair. Is it bc hinduism isn't it?

 

[hamoodmujahid]

45 kg at 5.8 is brutal. I remember i already was skinny at 5.7 and 55kg

shitty parents you have, not letting you eating dairy products. And the thing of the hair. Is it bc hinduism isn't it?

Nah the hair part isn't because of Hinduism

 

[VλREN]

Fuck india

 

[Mr.Breb]

Nah the hair part isn't because of Hinduism

Just bc then?
Anyway whatever the reason. I would suggest you just saying no or delay it a lot. Idk your family maybe it's a bad idea maybe not but give it a try

 

[hamoodmujahid]

Just bc then?
Anyway whatever the reason. I would suggest you just saying no or delay it a lot. Idk your family maybe it's a bad idea maybe not but give it a try

So the hair part because maybe they think it looks ugly and all my relatives say I look like a girl when i grow my hair so that's why they want me to cut it ig, and now my father has given me permission to cook chicken at home and agreed to buy me protein powder and creatine I think he's trying to make me happy and normal now, i don't hate them now but I would've been way happier if they did this sooner like 10 years ago

 

[Doomed4ever]

Hinduism is the most retarded cucked religion, low protein food and eat cow poop piss instead of the meat literally this pagan religion should have died out thousands of years ago but it didn't because that's how retarded hindus are

 

[elephant man]

get a job now and make enough money to move out it seems like your parents are control freaks

 

[nihilum]

It’s over for Indiacels.

 

[She Does Not Exist]

So the hair part because maybe they think it looks ugly and all my relatives say I look like a girl when i grow my hair so that's why they want me to cut it ig, and now my father has given me permission to cook chicken at home and agreed to buy me protein powder and creatine I think he's trying to make me happy and normal now, i don't hate them now but I would've been way happier if they did this sooner like 10 years ago

My dude, these stats are insane, 5'8 45kg with long hair in india? I would be called a faggot non-stop here in Brazil with these stats, no joke, you need the facial features to rock long hair or you will look like a bitch.

Just do some carbmaxxing for two months and you will add 10kg like nothing.

 

[hamoodmujahid]

My dude, these stats are insane, 5'8 45kg with long hair in india? I would be called a faggot non-stop here in Brazil with these stats, no joke, you need the facial features to rock long hair or you will look like a bitch.

Just do some carbmaxxing for two months and you will add 10kg like nothing.

Only two of my friends have called me gay because if you're a clean shaven guy in india with lighter skin some niggas would call you gay, I don't go outside much so no one except those two have called me gay

 

[She Does Not Exist]

Only two of my friends have called me gay because if you're a clean shaven guy in india with lighter skin some niggas would call you gay, I don't go outside much so no one except those two have called me gay

Two to many lil dude, if you can try and grow some shitty stache or chin puff to counter the faggotry, gotta even it out.

Besides that put some weight.

 

[hamoodmujahid]

Two to many lil dude, if you can try and grow some shitty stache or chin puff to counter the faggotry, gotta even it out.

Besides that put some weight.

Facial hair doesn't look good on me so i always shave, and yeah I'm going to gym everyday to gain weight

 

[She Does Not Exist]

Facial hair doesn't look good on me so i always shave, and yeah I'm going to gym everyday to gain weight

Indians and Asians can't pull facial hair that well.

Anyway good luck with your mane and weight gain

 

[all this time]

Facial hair doesn't look good on me so i always shave, and yeah I'm going to gym everyday to gain weight

Do what you wanna do niggas jus call dudes with long hair gay cuz they arent used to seeing it, its cope on their part. But if it bothers you take the gym srsly and itll stop.