BetamaIe
Honorary nigga
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- Apr 1, 2026
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Three days ago I bought two bottles of vodka and planed to chug them to kill myself. After drinking the first one I was too weak to open the second one, I was fucking pissed off passed out a little later after puking all over my room, peeing myself and falling on the floor and hitting my head on the ground. I woke up about 12 hours later because I skipped sleeping to watch School Rumble anime one last time. My mother and sister whos room is right next to mine with a thin wall so she could hear everything didnt even check on me or call ambulance. Only my mother today said that I should stop drinking. I told her that I tried to commit but she didnt even seem to care that much, only said that I should turn my life around and get a job. I dont think I have the balls to try something like this ever again, roping is not for the weak. Looks like I will live the rest of my life as a lonely incel. Atleast I can get neetbuxx in my country. Failed at life, failed at death.





