dragonbro
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Being 28, I've had a lot of rejections under my belt and it takes a long time to even recall some of them (I have over 150 in person rejections).
But I am reminded by some of them. Sometimes I think, what if I had only gotten lucky that one time? That all my suffering could have ended years ago.
There are a handful that I always come back to. I think they are more painful than the rest because I truly had hopes for those few girls. Those were the times I truly needed it too.
It's so over now. Back then in my early 20s I had real chances, sometimes I felt like I came so close. Maybe I wasn't entirely perfect but it shouldn't have kept me from what I needed.
But I am reminded by some of them. Sometimes I think, what if I had only gotten lucky that one time? That all my suffering could have ended years ago.
There are a handful that I always come back to. I think they are more painful than the rest because I truly had hopes for those few girls. Those were the times I truly needed it too.
It's so over now. Back then in my early 20s I had real chances, sometimes I felt like I came so close. Maybe I wasn't entirely perfect but it shouldn't have kept me from what I needed.