i think it's over for me / how the fuck do i cope with this?

[DarkStar]

friday i had my third failed ascension attempt of 2024, nothing too brutal but i betted a lot on it

i saw it as the last possible escape out of my loneliness

ive had too many failed ascension attempts to count at this point, but this one hit the nail in the coffin

today i woke up, 5 minutes after that i started crying

then while vacuuming my house i bursted out crying again realizing i will forever be alone

went to the store for lunch and stared crying again immediately when i came home

this has happened everyday since then

Brutal, my condolences as always brothER

I've felt like crying as of late; partially due to school but also stuff such as this.

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i realized its truly over for me

but it hit me so hard

its making me crazy, suicidal and giving me ER thoughts

my usual copes (music/walks/drugs/vidya) dont seem to have the same effect anymore


how the fuck do i cope with realizing its over?

I don't know man honestly, and I feel the same way with copes being not as strong as they once were.

a mutual friend introduced us. he told me she was abused/manipulated in prev relationships so that i should watch out with that

but no i got rejected, not even friendzoned after it

foids rather be abused and manipulated than be in a relationship with an autistic man

Autistic men are truly the most despised & rejected group on earth.

He is tall, he just doesn't admit it. Tall cumskin = fakecel

He's not tall, he's 5'11 at best: The pic he took for it(his ID) would have seen him wearing shoes, so he's probably like 5'10.

Go crying to your sister and hug her talking about your dating struggles, You will FOR SURE ascend

@Ron.Belgrade has stated many times he has a purely sibling relationship with her, indicating he would not want to have any kind of sexual relations with her: However, yes, he should look to her for maybe some comfort if possible.

I will send virtual hug tho

(Why are all these hug gifs so gay lmaoo.)

Based- use the one I shared here from now on.

i am skinny

Same here- us Skinnycels have it rough ngl, and I will make a thread on this.

everybody tells me this on here

i have no money, no real skills to get a job abroad +im scared i wont be able to make new friends in new places bc of autism

so seamaxxing idk if its for me

And that's what most people forget- not only is SEAmaxxing just betabuxxing & escortmaxxing with extra-steps, but it also requires us to be NT since it's much more NTcentric there, and also would first require us having the skills to get a good job.

we talked on discord and called a few times

then my friend introduced us irl

went for it

then later that day i noticed i was blocked on everything

Fucking brutal, I've had similar experiences.

 

[To koniec]

He's not tall, he's 5'11 at best: The pic he took for it(his ID) would have seen him wearing shoes, so he's probably like 5'10.

ethnicels trying their best to not at every moment of their existence bully whitecels

also average serbian or balkan guy is giga mogger, literally one of hardest regions to live as manlet

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Im going through the same thing as you rn

 

[DarkStar]

ethnicels trying their best to not at every moment of their existence bully whitecels

also average serbian or balkan guy is giga mogger, literally one of hardest regions to live as manlet

Yeah and that's what I'm saying- none of us are invalidating ethnicels experiences, yet it seems as if all half of them want to do, is antagonize us in many ways.

 

[Turtle02]

more like she whored around on her own and ruined it all.

deserved

 

[_meh]

Brutal.

 

[bimmercel]

a mutual friend introduced us. he told me she was abused/manipulated in prev relationships so that i should watch out with that

but no i got rejected, not even friendzoned after it

foids rather be abused and manipulated than be in a relationship with an autistic man

dude orbit and friendzone is only for chads nowaday. Especially in balkans
try to give cocaine or speed to those teenage sucubis to ascend.

 

[bruhwtf]

nice ai generated copypasta