
DonezoTheClown
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I agree with @Gokubro what you're experiencing is just what happens after decades of being a social outcast. It's like a microevolution, when you touch fire it hurts so you stop touching fire, when you interact with the world and you keep having bad experiences and rejection you stop interacting with the world. It's not some magical illness that just happened out of nowhere that should be fixed with a pill.
WIth that said, yeah I do, i'll get freaked out if someone rings my doorbell my heart will start racing and I usually don't open up. As opposed to when I was a kid I would race to the phone anytime someone rang to pick it up first, I was always happy, smiling, confident, talking to strangers, knocking on peoples doors to ask them if I could do a chore for them in exchange for some money etc etc.
WIth that said, yeah I do, i'll get freaked out if someone rings my doorbell my heart will start racing and I usually don't open up. As opposed to when I was a kid I would race to the phone anytime someone rang to pick it up first, I was always happy, smiling, confident, talking to strangers, knocking on peoples doors to ask them if I could do a chore for them in exchange for some money etc etc.