YBP Yxngcel
Neurodivergent
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Today I went out with my friends, thinking it would be a good time. Only to come back home with more bullying experiences.
I should have honestly knew better than to go out with them. I had a gut feeling something would go wrong. But I decided to go anyway. Because the weather was too hot. And it's kind of boring at my house. I was thinking maybe I was a bit paranoid and nothing could go wrong. And they seemed very friendly when knocking on my door.
We went out to get a haircut and some food. The whole night out was just me being the butt of the joke and being disrespected. So I decided to leave them, without them knowing by lying I was using the bathroom. but instead catching the bus home.
Feeling relieved, that I was on the bus and not gonna see them again. I decided that I wouldn't be hanging out with anybody for a while and instead isolating myself and focusing on my self improvement, Moneymaxxing etc.
Only to find out they were on the same bus as me. The bus was packed with strangers. And they was only a few seats left. And those seats were near them. And I would be forced to sit near them and take more bullying and disrespect Infront of the whole bus
This was honestly one of the most embarrassing and humiliating experiences I have ever felt.
They were literally calling me "Autistic" Infront of the whole bus. And strangers were laughing at me. It was in a black neighborhood. So the bus was packed with negroes and other ethnics. And I can tell you for a fact, black people have the loudest laughs.
They were legit calling me a "Emo Negro" and "Autistic Disabilities" and roasting the fuck out of my taper fade (haircut). Recording me for their snapchat stories and laughing at me for being a virgin. Oh god, I regretted everything from that point. Like why did I even bother coming outside and having a post clarity about my decisions.
(They would call me a emo because I'm usually quiet , which is unusual for black people, because negroes are loud af)
Strangers all around dying of laughter. I was too high inhib to do anything about it I just sat there autistically smiling and trying to laugh it off like it didn't bother me. But the pain ... The pain inside! I felt like going ER on the entire bus. Eventually whilst getting off the bus, I thought it would all end. Walking past all the stranger with huge smiles on their faces after witnessing me get bullied the fuck out of. I jumped off in relief thinking it's over.
Only to find out that they were walking the same way as me. After having to endure more bullying the walk home, I eventually got into my house relieved.
These events only happened like 5 hours ago and I'm still trying to get over it. It is what it is though. And I have vowed to not hangout with many people and isolate myself for months.
They later said they were joking around and tried to convince me stay out a little longer. Even calling me a gay emo boy for going in early and not spending the rest of my day with them.
As if they didn't humiliate me Infront of an entire bus of strangers.
I genuinely wish I could go ER on them and their entire families.
[In video game]
I should have honestly knew better than to go out with them. I had a gut feeling something would go wrong. But I decided to go anyway. Because the weather was too hot. And it's kind of boring at my house. I was thinking maybe I was a bit paranoid and nothing could go wrong. And they seemed very friendly when knocking on my door.
We went out to get a haircut and some food. The whole night out was just me being the butt of the joke and being disrespected. So I decided to leave them, without them knowing by lying I was using the bathroom. but instead catching the bus home.
Feeling relieved, that I was on the bus and not gonna see them again. I decided that I wouldn't be hanging out with anybody for a while and instead isolating myself and focusing on my self improvement, Moneymaxxing etc.
Only to find out they were on the same bus as me. The bus was packed with strangers. And they was only a few seats left. And those seats were near them. And I would be forced to sit near them and take more bullying and disrespect Infront of the whole bus
This was honestly one of the most embarrassing and humiliating experiences I have ever felt.
They were literally calling me "Autistic" Infront of the whole bus. And strangers were laughing at me. It was in a black neighborhood. So the bus was packed with negroes and other ethnics. And I can tell you for a fact, black people have the loudest laughs.
They were legit calling me a "Emo Negro" and "Autistic Disabilities" and roasting the fuck out of my taper fade (haircut). Recording me for their snapchat stories and laughing at me for being a virgin. Oh god, I regretted everything from that point. Like why did I even bother coming outside and having a post clarity about my decisions.
(They would call me a emo because I'm usually quiet , which is unusual for black people, because negroes are loud af)
Strangers all around dying of laughter. I was too high inhib to do anything about it I just sat there autistically smiling and trying to laugh it off like it didn't bother me. But the pain ... The pain inside! I felt like going ER on the entire bus. Eventually whilst getting off the bus, I thought it would all end. Walking past all the stranger with huge smiles on their faces after witnessing me get bullied the fuck out of. I jumped off in relief thinking it's over.
Only to find out that they were walking the same way as me. After having to endure more bullying the walk home, I eventually got into my house relieved.
These events only happened like 5 hours ago and I'm still trying to get over it. It is what it is though. And I have vowed to not hangout with many people and isolate myself for months.
They later said they were joking around and tried to convince me stay out a little longer. Even calling me a gay emo boy for going in early and not spending the rest of my day with them.
As if they didn't humiliate me Infront of an entire bus of strangers.
I genuinely wish I could go ER on them and their entire families.
[In video game]
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