Bruticus
Underdeveloped shitskin
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- Mar 24, 2021
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The more I realize it, I'm not even socially awkward. I assume many people here are going to be like "omg, but I'm such an aspie broooooo. No one ever talks me to me. Woe is meee " but just let me finish.
I notice that even with the very few people I get along with, they actually let me talk and don't act really cold and ruin the vibe. I notice that I'm not really lacking in any social skills whatsoever. Whenever I try to hang out with someone they usually act cold or just talk over me. I sent one of my "friends" a snap asking when he wanted to hang out after our group went to a local sports game (I'm the odd friend nobody really wants there) and he just left me on read.
But with my only true friend at the moment, he actually hears me out and wants to do things with me. When I say something he actually thinks about it and gives me a reasonable answer rather than something fucking stupid or bland.
But the bottom fucking line is that I say the same things to both my friend and my "friend group" but the former cares whereas the latter doesn't even try. I don't even act differently, and therefore it's more that the friend group doesn't want me while the one friend I have actually cares what I have to say.
I notice that even with the very few people I get along with, they actually let me talk and don't act really cold and ruin the vibe. I notice that I'm not really lacking in any social skills whatsoever. Whenever I try to hang out with someone they usually act cold or just talk over me. I sent one of my "friends" a snap asking when he wanted to hang out after our group went to a local sports game (I'm the odd friend nobody really wants there) and he just left me on read.
But with my only true friend at the moment, he actually hears me out and wants to do things with me. When I say something he actually thinks about it and gives me a reasonable answer rather than something fucking stupid or bland.
But the bottom fucking line is that I say the same things to both my friend and my "friend group" but the former cares whereas the latter doesn't even try. I don't even act differently, and therefore it's more that the friend group doesn't want me while the one friend I have actually cares what I have to say.