My parents think I've been going to college and I have but I've dropped out every single time. I'm too depressed to keep it up for more than a few months. I don't have any friends, obviously no gf, and my parents have made it crystal clear they don't care whether I become successful or not in future so I don't have any motivation to do anything. The plan has always been to get a degree in order to take care of a family but years of constant female rejection have destroyed that plan and the little motivation I had.
