How do I stop wanting to rope please help

[ultraincelmega]

Seriously i'm so depressed. I had so many friends before finding out about BP and this made me depressed and i have only a couple friends left.
im 18 and 5 foot 4, probably 5 foot 3 at night, i hate being this height i know i will never find love, let alone the curse is for being this height i make less money than the average man too.

I feel so bad for my parents, how were they meant to know this would happen to me. I was sick throughout puberty which stunted my growth probably, im shorter than my dad. My mum tries her best to cheer me up by feeding me copes like its still possible, height doesnt matter, only shallow people care about height, and she spends all day watching movies with me to help me be happier, it works for a while but when it becomes night i just breakdown knowing i have no chance.

When my parents die when i am 50, i will have no one, and nothing ill just be completely alone.
My mum shows me videos of when I was younger, 7 years old with the biggest smile on my face talking about how I want to live a good life, and want to have a happy family and wife and kids and it just makes me break down crying knowing that ill have nothing by the time im 50.

Im NT as well, unless ADHD counts as ND.
I was loved by all my friends and now they think i ditched them because i stay home all day rotting and sorrowing. The only thing keeping me going is my mum, i love my mum so much she tries her best to make me happy, but i dont know if i can take this.

How do I cope, are there any drugs? im taking some mild anti depressant but it
does nothing but make me sleepy

TLDR: I want to rope cause I’ll be completely alone when my parents die. How do I cope and not rope

 

[EndraCel0]

Dude you're literally 18, stop being a bitch and you'll be fine, I won't lie and say that height doesn't matter since it does, but not getting any disgusting foid shouldn't be a reason to wanna rope, focus on making more money

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

I had so many friends

Fakecels.is

 

[Vinícius truecel]

You're only 18, you little faggot, stop worrying, do activities that give you pleasure.

 

[Vinícius truecel]

Fakecels.is

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

not reading all that GrAYtard
make a better thread next time

 

[Tetsuya]

Youre 18 you can still have a sudden growth spurt by 30. Start human growth hormones now and once you hit 30, get leg lengthening surgery

 

[ultraincelmega]

Youre 18 you can still have a sudden growth spurt by 30. Start human growth hormones now and once you hit 30, get leg lengthening surgery

My plates closed at 14 and LL will never be feasibly affordable for me

 

[ultraincelmega]

You're only 18, you little faggot, stop worrying, do activities that give you pleasure.

Nothing gives me pleasure anymore, besides being with my family or like playing games but as soon as they leave for work or anything im reminded with how lonely I’ll be when I’m an oldcel.

 

[ultraincelmega]

not reading all that GrAYtard
make a better thread next time

I added a TLDR

 

[Vinícius truecel]

Nothing gives me pleasure anymore, besides being with my family or like playing games but as soon as they leave for work or anything im reminded with how lonely I’ll be when I’m an oldcel.

You know absolutely nothing.

 

[ultraincelmega]

You know absolutely nothing.

Could you elaborate please

 

[Kingstonhubris]

Another masturbation addict. Stop fapping daily and see if you feel any better

 

[ultraincelmega]

Another masturbation addict. Stop fapping daily and see if you feel any better

I haven’t fapped for probably 2 weeks I don’t even get horny anymore

 

[Kingstonhubris]

I haven’t fapped for probably 2 weeks I don’t even get horny anymore

dont get horny anymore, there's your sign that your body is depressed and thus you're a sad little man, wake the body back up into drive

 

[vco]

Dude you're literally 18, stop being a bitch and you'll be fine, I won't lie and say that height doesn't matter since it does, but not getting any disgusting foid shouldn't be a reason to wanna rope, focus on making more money

I wouldn't trade being a manlet for 1billion dollar. Dead serious

 

[ultraincelmega]

I wouldn't trade being a manlet for 1billion dollar. Dead serious

I’d rather be poor and 5”9 than rich and 5”4

 

[vco]

How do I cope, are there any drugs? im taking some mild anti depressant but it
does nothing but make me sleepy

TLDR: I want to rope cause I’ll be completely alone when my parents die. How do I cope and not rope

You can use psychadelics wich are much more efficient than SSRIs to treat depression and anhedonia. They can also cure trama.

But roping is the only option left if you're not ready to cope :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/

 

[vco]

I’d rather be poor and 5”9 than rich and 5”4

eah, it is that brutal, unfortunately.

 

[vco]

I’d rather be poor and 5”9 than rich and 5”4

The only option would be LL surgery, but it’s mostly a meme since the barrier to entry is so high

 

[ultraincelmega]

You can use psychadelics wich are much more efficient than SSRIs to treat depression and anhedonia. They can also cure trama.

But roping is the only option left if you're not ready to cope :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/

I’m willing to cope, I’m too much of a pussy to rope, I just think about it constantly , but it would make my mum too sad. I’m just a miserable sack of shit

I’ll try until I’m 30 and get an arranged marriage if not I’ll just help out my parents till they die then die in some bullshit war in the Middle East

 

[ultraincelmega]

The only option would be LL surgery, but it’s mostly a meme since the barrier to entry is so high

I’d 100 percent get LL but way too expensive, even going to India with parihar who was trained under the best US doctor, is like 100k for 12cm.
Maybe it gets cheaper when I’m older, but idk how I’d justify that over a house. And if I’m incel after 25 the social damage is too fucked for me to have a hope of a love marriage

 

[vco]

I’m willing to cope, I’m too much of a pussy to rope, I just think about it constantly , but it would make my mum too sad. I’m just a miserable sack of shit

I’ll try until I’m 30 and get an arranged marriage if not I’ll just help out my parents till they die then die in some bullshit war in the Middle East

Whatever keeps you going. It’s always better to keep living since you only have one experience.


But personally, I’m not ready to let that happen.

 

[ultraincelmega]

Whatever keeps you going. It’s always better to keep living since you only have one experience.


But personally, I’m not ready to let that happen.

Ready to let what happen?

What makes you an incel out of curiosity? You seem NT from the way you talk

 

[vco]

I’d 100 percent get LL but way too expensive, even going to India with parihar who was trained under the best US doctor, is like 100k for 12cm.
Maybe it gets cheaper when I’m older, but idk how I’d justify that over a house. And if I’m incel after 25 the social damage is too fucked for me to have a hope of a love marriage

no in turkey it can be cheaper, depends on the technique used

 

[vco]

Ready to let what happen?

What makes you an incel out of curiosity? You seem NT from the way you talk

Yeah, I’m diagnosed as autistic. Every social interaction is hell for me. My biggest dream would be to be alone on this Earth

 

[ultraincelmega]

no in turkey it can be cheaper, depends on the technique used

LON is cheaper but Turkey clinics are butchers if they made me crippled I couldn’t even do my favourite copes.
The best for price is giotikas. The dude in India parihar is also good but something about having a major surgery in India ew

But it’s all a pipe dream anyway, I will never be able to justify the cost. I’ll probably be an incel after anyway

 

[ultraincelmega]

Yeah, I’m diagnosed as autistic. Every social interaction is hell for me. My biggest dream would be to be alone on this Earth

Really? I’m NT besides ADHD I can’t live without social interactions, it’s what causes my wanting to rope, I hate being alone. Even the fear of being alone hurts.

what do you do all day out of curiosity? Being ND is kinda overcomeable if your average height and HMTN

 

[ultraincelmega]

I stay alone all day, but I go outside and study different subjects.
I think I pronounce fewer than 50 words per day on average.

I also don’t speak, besides to my mum

What do you study? Do you work?

 

[onetwothree]

I usually would tell an 18 year old to leave the site, but as a fellow shortcel (5'6) it is brutal and past puberty no real way to overcome beside LL (nobody is doing that realistically unless you're rich and have a bunch of free time).

How do I cope, are there any drugs?

I wouldn't go down this path due to it being addictive... Unless you really want to.

I'd try to find more healthy and normal copes before going to drugs. Wouldn't hurt to try and hang out with your friends again if it makes you happy.

 

[ultraincelmega]

I usually would tell an 18 year old to leave the site, but as a fellow shortcel (5'6) it is brutal and past puberty no real way to overcome beside LL (nobody is doing that realistically unless you're rich and have a bunch of free time).

I wouldn't go down this path due to it being addictive... Unless you really want to.

I'd try to find more healthy and normal copes before going to drugs. Wouldn't hurt to try and hang out with your friends again if it makes you happy.

I’d kill to even be 5”6 at least you’re taller than a lot of girls. It’s the tall end of short

What are your copes? Are you incel cause of height or other reasons?

 

[vco]

I usually would tell an 18 year old to leave the site, but as a fellow shortcel (5'6) it is brutal and past puberty no real way to overcome beside LL (nobody is doing that realistically unless you're rich and have a bunch of free time).

I wouldn't go down this path due to it being addictive... Unless you really want to.

I'd try to find more healthy and normal copes before going to drugs. Wouldn't hurt to try and hang out with your friends again if it makes you happy.

Psychedelics aren’t addictive and can promote a significant amount of neurogenesis. If used correctly, they can actually be very healthy for your brain

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

im 18

(Another) dumb kid.
You're probably even younger

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Fakecels.is

 

[ultraincelmega]

Another dumb kid.
You're probably even younger

No I turned 18 in April I spent it alone in my room playing CS

 

[ultraincelmega]

(Another) dumb kid.
You're probably even younger

How am I a fakecel?

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

No I turned 18 in April I spent it alone in my room playing CS

I don't believe you.

 

[ultraincelmega]

I don't believe you.

how do I send a pic here from my phone I’ll blur out my details and send a pic of the DOB on my ID

 

[So Sinister]

Another masturbation addict. Stop fapping daily and see if you feel any better

>Nofap coping in the gigantic 2026
Nigger GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

how do I send a pic here from my phone I’ll blur out my details and send a pic of the DOB on my ID

What is that supposed to be good for?

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I added a TLDR

I want to rope cause I’ll be completely alone when my parents die

That's it? Don't take it wrong but that's a shitty reason to feel sad

 

[ultraincelmega]

What is that supposed to be good for?

Shows I’m 18, isn’t that what you said I don’t believe you about?

 

[So Sinister]

Fakecels.is

>Calling a 5’4 guy a fakecel
Just shut it down

 

[ultraincelmega]

That's it? Don't take it wrong but that's a shitty reason to feel sad

Forgot to add I’m 5”4 and that’s the reason I’ll be alone. But yeah

It is stupid I know, I should be sad when it happens not now, but I can’t stop picturing myself when I’m 50 in a room by myself with no wife or family completely alone. Idk

 

[ultraincelmega]

>Calling a 5’4 guy a fakecel
Just shut it down

I think he’s fucking with me

 

[Chud Norris72]

stop being a bitch and you'll be fine,

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Shows I’m 18, isn’t that what you said I don’t believe you about?

That's not necessary. Even if you are 18, in my eyes you’re just a kid. And a stupid one at that, if you’re thinking about suicide. You’re young and healthy, so stfu.
I’m almost 40 and sick, and even so, I’m not thinking about suicide.

 

[ultraincelmega]

That's not necessary. Even if you are 18, in my eyes you’re just a kid. And a stupid one at that, if you’re thinking about suicide. You’re young and healthy, so stfu.
I’m almost 40 and sick, and even so, I’m not thinking about suicide.

I’m sorry to hear that man. Yeah i can imagine it sounds retarded to hear an 18 year old want to commit and it is stupid I agree but something about being lonely in the future just is ropefuel.

I hope you get well soon, from whatever condition you have.

 

[ultraincelmega]

Dude you're literally 18, stop being a bitch and you'll be fine, I won't lie and say that height doesn't matter since it does, but not getting any disgusting foid shouldn't be a reason to wanna rope, focus on making more money

thanks , it’s less about the foid and more about the loneliness I’d be fine if I knew I’d have someone at the time for companionship

Being an incel bothers me less than being lonely does. I guess they go hand in hand.

But yeah I should make money, my family isn’t rich

Are you rich?

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

I’m sorry to hear that man. Yeah i can imagine it sounds retarded to hear an 18 year old want to commit and it is stupid I agree but something about being lonely in the future just is ropefuel.

I hope you get well soon, from whatever condition you have.

I have been an alcoholic for 18 years and have taken numerous other drugs as well.
I have poor eyesight and have suffered physical damage due to my addiction.

I have basically thrown my life away.
You still have your life ahead of you.

Do you think it will get better when you're dead?

What if you have to answer to God, and perhaps end up in hell? You may not believe in these things, but I know that the spiritual world exists.