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Luminary
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video games and anime 
I live to see the world that gave me so much shit burnTo be honest my reason to live is very simple, almost animalistic.
I simply want to avoid effort and pain. I also want to maximize my pleasure, but with minimal risk of possible consequences.
It really explains most things about my life. Why I'm fat (cause food is easy pleasure and it's not that expensive or hard to acquire like drugs, which would have many negative consequences, such as cost+possible being caught + destroy relationship with parents). It's why I've spent all my free time since I was a kid laying in bed with my laptop, the only breaks being for eating and other .. bodily needs.
I basically live to lay in bed and do nothing. Because doing literally nothing is boring, and boring reduces my net pleasure, the laptop enhances the laying in bed experience, and the food is a nice addition. I basically lived like this till 23.
Since I was a kid till that age I managed to spend all my summers literally rotting like that, and all of my free time where I didn't go to school/uni. It was great. Now that I've been working for a few years I dread waking up. I basically live to work now, and work is meaningless and pays shit. Fuck my life.
Nothing, I’m simply existing for the sake of it.
Im seriously hyped af for TES 6. I hope Todd doesnt fuck it upCyberpunk2077, The Elder Scroll 6,etc
Im seriously hyped af for TES 6. I hope Todd doesnt fuck it up
Nothing, I’m simply existing for the sake of it.