What do you live for?

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To be honest my reason to live is very simple, almost animalistic.

I simply want to avoid effort and pain. I also want to maximize my pleasure, but with minimal risk of possible consequences.

It really explains most things about my life. Why I'm fat (cause food is easy pleasure and it's not that expensive or hard to acquire like drugs, which would have many negative consequences, such as cost+possible being caught + destroy relationship with parents). It's why I've spent all my free time since I was a kid laying in bed with my laptop, the only breaks being for eating and other .. bodily needs.

I basically live to lay in bed and do nothing. Because doing literally nothing is boring, and boring reduces my net pleasure, the laptop enhances the laying in bed experience, and the food is a nice addition. I basically lived like this till 23.

Since I was a kid till that age I managed to spend all my summers literally rotting like that, and all of my free time where I didn't go to school/uni. It was great. Now that I've been working for a few years I dread waking up. I basically live to work now, and work is meaningless and pays shit. Fuck my life.
 
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"Live for" is such a strong word. Strong two words. What is the the core, basic instinct driving me to live? The thing worth my whole life? That's a tough one.
 
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Literally just like you: survival instincts. I have gotten no pleasure out of life for a very long time.
 
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Survival instincts are what keeps me from suicide and also family etc.
 
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IlIlllllIlIl said:
Literally just like you: survival instincts. I have gotten no pleasure out of life for a very long time.
 
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I live just to make sure that that im 100% fucked and that there is truly no hope for me. I haven't feel happiness in years and if i'll know for sure i will never feel it again i will rope.
 
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LastGerman said:
I live for a driver licence and a somewhat decent car.
not hard to get at all if you try
 
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WawelDragon1683 said:
I live just to make sure that that im 100% fucked and that there is truly no hope for me. I haven't feel happiness in years and if i'll know for sure i will never feel it again i will rope.
same
 
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bill00 said:
not hard to get at all if you try

I am already doing it.
 
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I just don't know anymore.
Idek what I want no more. Was it sex? Love?... I can't even remember.
 
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Letsa be real most sub 6's aren't living for much of anything/ it's our instinct to survive that keeps us coping and waking up each day

I live to hope to see a day where I can experience quality escapism
 
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UglyHikikomori said:
Letsa be real most sub 6's aren't living for much of anything/ it's our instinct to survive that keeps us coping and waking up each day

I live to hope to see a day where I can experience quality escapism
That'll certainly be the day. Until then I'll keep maladaptive daydreaming to escape this reality. Does anyone else do this btw?
 
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IlIlllllIlIl said:
Literally just like you: survival instincts. I have gotten no pleasure out of life for a very long time.
we can have a cope here and there
 
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IlIlllllIlIl said:
That'll certainly be the day. Until then I'll keep maladaptive daydreaming to escape this reality. Does anyone else do this btw?

I find it hard to believe that anyone who spends the majority of their days/months/years spent in isolation isn't the architect of numerous fantasies and unattainable scenarios that play out in their head daily. I'm sure most people's imagination and lucid visualization is more adept than the average foid/normie.
 
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UglyHikikomori said:
I find it hard to believe that anyone who spends the majority of their days/months/years spent in isolation isn't the architect of numerous fantasies and unattainable scenarios that play out in their head daily. I'm sure most people's imagination and lucid visualization is more adept than the average foid/normie.
I agree but it has become a problem for me. I can't do some of the most basic shit in my life because my brain wants to constantly dissociate from reality through daydreams. Shit sucks boyo ngl but it does give me some pleasure.
 
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I guess I sort of live at this point “to see what happens.”

Like I was curious how GOT was going to end, also End Game. I’m curious about how the NBA Finals will end.

I’m very interested in finding out whether a war, nuclear or otherwise will occur involving the United States. Like what will happen with North Korea. Whether or not Trump will be re-elected.

What happens with technology and medicine. Of course sex dolls.
 
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IlIlllllIlIl said:
I agree but it has become a problem for me. I can't do some of the most basic shit in my life because my brain wants to constantly dissociate from reality through daydreams. Shit sucks boyo ngl but it does give me some pleasure.

I get that. It's detrimental to me for different reasons. It puts me in a fight or flight mode because im so unadapted to bouts of optimism.

I think you can circumvent your problem with daydreaming by going on a walk and daydream while listening to music, at least youd be doing something good for yourself while daydreaming at same tb\h
 
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UglyHikikomori said:
I get that. It's detrimental to me for different reasons. It puts me in a fight or flight mode because im so unadapted to bouts of optimism.

I think you can circumvent your problem with daydreaming by going on a walk and daydream while listening to music, at least youd be doing something good for yourself while daydreaming at same tb\h
I go on walks at night. I actually get annoyed when my daydreams are interrupted by outside stimuli. (srs) I'm talking when it just automatically happens. For example, music of any kind always causes my daydreams to appear automatically, if I'm in public and I get interrupted while this happens I get startled then get irritated. I can only imagine how much of an autist I look like.
 
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IlIlllllIlIl said:
I go on walks at night. I actually get annoyed when my daydreams are interrupted by outside stimuli. (srs) I'm talking when it just automatically happens. For example, music of any kind always causes my daydreams to appear automatically, if I'm in public and I get interrupted while this happens I get startled then get irritated. I can only imagine how much of an autist I look like.

Music is my trigger too. It's depressing how unrealistic i'll go with my fantasies to only be reminded in my head i'm bluepilling my reality and that no one will ever love me not even my family because I have to haul around a subhuman physical body that foils everything/anything it comes into contact with.
 
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UglyHikikomori said:
Music is my trigger too. It's depressing how unrealistic i'll go with my fantasies to only be reminded in my head i'm bluepilling my reality and that no one will ever love me not even my family because I have to haul around a subhuman physical body that foils everything/anything it comes into contact with.
It's a sad world when the only pleasure we get from life is through daydreaming which we have no control over. Clown world.
 
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It's a sad world when the only pleasure we get from life is through daydreaming which we have no control over. Clown world.
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IlIlllllIlIl said:
That'll certainly be the day. Until then I'll keep maladaptive daydreaming to escape this reality. Does anyone else do this btw?
Yes, since i was a little kid. Daydreaming has always been my favorite cope. It's better than playing video games, it beats reading books, and i prefer doing it over watching movies or tv shows. Which is probably the main reason why people find me so fucking boring.
 
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Yes, since i was a little kid. Daydreaming has always been my favorite cope. It's better than playing video games, it beats reading books, and i prefer doing it over watching movies or tv shows. Which is probably the main reason why people find me so fucking boring.
It's a pretty good cope, until eventually you realize that it's all in your head and reality comes back raping you. I love doing it until I realize I'm just coping.
 
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I can cook anything from acorn bread to rats.

I used to cope thinking I could get social cred knowing how to design food forests.

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