Longbowman
Johannes Factotum
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Unfunny jokes. Nonsense shit. Retarded opinions. Being noisy and annoying. Nothing like this prevents handsome males from doing socially well. When an ugly guy does the same, he's seen as some kind of tryhard loser. I've experienced this first hand. I'd try my best to impress people around me, yet they didn't seem interested at all. But when someone handsome would say something quite retarded or basic unfunny jokes, people would laugh and smile at him. To me this is one of the hardest pills to swallow; the fact that your whole life could've been different had you been born handsome.
It's fucking brutal to me being looked at like I'm some kind of a monster. I can barely open my mouth without feeling like someone's judging me, because they actually are and some of them had told me this many times in the past. For no apparent reason people would treat me unequally. Hearing me talk was like a pain in the ass for them. Everybody in school had voices, except for me. When it was my time to talk they would stare angrily at me or tell me to shut up. I hate this shit. All of this just because I'm not beautiful. Like my intelligence, opinions, and right to talk were definied right away in the womb. I'm so tired of this bullshit.
It's fucking brutal to me being looked at like I'm some kind of a monster. I can barely open my mouth without feeling like someone's judging me, because they actually are and some of them had told me this many times in the past. For no apparent reason people would treat me unequally. Hearing me talk was like a pain in the ass for them. Everybody in school had voices, except for me. When it was my time to talk they would stare angrily at me or tell me to shut up. I hate this shit. All of this just because I'm not beautiful. Like my intelligence, opinions, and right to talk were definied right away in the womb. I'm so tired of this bullshit.