All my life I have been friendly to people. I was never rude or aggressive or anything. Even when people were mean to me or made fun of me I would still try to be nice to them. I deserve so much better treatment than what I get. I was always taken advantage of at best, and publicly humiliated and bullied the rest of the time. I remember my “friends” would never have time to be with me or would ditch me and start ignoring me whenever one of their other friends come over. I remember them posting on their stories pictures and videos of them having fun after telling me they were too busy to hang out. I only ever had 1 or 2 real friends in my life. One was when I was really young who actually cared when my dad died but then in high school he became a jock and started making fun of me and the other is an Indian who has been my best friend for like 7 years. Other than that, I have nobody. Nobody else ever was actually nice to me without expecting me to do things for them. My friends would laugh at me with their other friends who would make fun of me, they would tell me I’m annoying and to stop talking so much, they would call me weird and ugly, they would tell me my life is pathetic and depressing and if they were me they would kill themself, I got verbally abused so much all throughout school. But I had no way to actually escape this abuse because if I did, I would only get bullied worse and they would spread rumors about me.
