It's Over I am so weak, feminine, emotionally fragile. Nobody sees me as a Man

[henrydoki]

This is a rant, I'm in tears while writing this. Nobody sees me as a man. Although I am tall, I have harmless features and I am muscularly weak. I met a girl online a while ago and we had an amazing connection. Our relationship was somewhat turbulent, we were both suffering because of someone, so we kind of found comfort in each other. I was suffering from an online obsession, and she was suffering from her real-life ex. I overheard her talking about the sex they had, and it was awful, it traumatized me. She ruined my life. Before her, I was very innocent. And apparently, she really "loved me" Well, at least she said that all the time. We recently started talking again after 2 months and she already made me cry today. She put me down in such a malicious and cruel way. I was trying to convince her that nowadays I'm no longer an virgin incel and I have friends now, but I failed, and I think she sensed that. I'm not going to go into details, but she reminded me that I'm a shitty incel with no friends, told me to go live my life, even though I tried to show her otherwise, tried to be a strong guy, and she disarmed me.The fact that she did it in such a subtle and calculated way hurt like hell. i was really hurt, i am right now. I showed this to some online friends in a group chat,and one of them said he would kill me if they saw me in the street. They said I should even kill myself, although they acknowledged that the girl really seemed to love me. One of them, when the teasing and bullying against me was ending, told me, "From the bottom of my heart, Henry, watch movies where the protagonists are badass men, superheroes, or things like that, Put yourself in that character's shoes, even if you're not that character, you start to idealize yourself in that role." After all that, at 11 pm on a Tuesday, I just lay down on my bed and cried, I broke down. I've never had friends or girlfriends, I'm 20 years old now and I think that would be one of my slight problems, I'm not even seen as a man, I am one. All I wanted was for a girl and my friends, online or not, to respect me. I'm seen as weak by them, a feminine man, I'm a weak man, and I recognize that I am. Well, I don't know exactly why, but I wish people were less noisy, cruel, and violent. It's so cruel to live in this world. I'm tired of this humanity. Why? Because I have to live this shitty, worthless life. I keep wondering what my life would be like if everything were different. If I were one of those handsome, sociable, masculine guys that girls like. This gives me a feeling of sadness, anger... a whirlwind of mixed feelings. I'll probably cry myself to sleep now, that's all.

 

[TheCallistoCel]

don't talk to foids, let alone discord foids

 

[henrydoki]

don't talk to foids, let alone discord foids

Yes, that's what I'll do. thank you

 

[Firefighter]

I am tall

 

[nihilum]

don't talk to foids, let alone discord foids

 

[henrydoki]

yeah, I'm 5'10 tall, But anyway, you can be much taller than that, it doesn't matter if you're a chud type, sadly..

 

[InvoluntaryChigga]

This is a rant, I'm in tears while writing this. Nobody sees me as a man. Although I am tall

Stopped reading here

 

[henrydoki]

Stopped reading here

I'm 5'10", but that doesn't matter if you're like a chud

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Why do you try to have a relationship with women online. I mean you can start it there but if you dont get IRL you habe nothing and she just uses you as her emotional punching bag when one of her boyfriends breaks up with her.
So you either actually meet her in real life or you end it with her, otherwise you will be her simp forever

 

[StableFellow]

Can relate somehwat, though I'm fortunate to have never been as heartbroken. Never did anything with women, though I have tried (failed). The few friends I have never think much about me or reach out unless they need me for something, I don't feel I have ever had a friend that was friends with me because they enjoy my company. Always distant. Have to reach out to initiate things and get ignored half the time.

I get sad thinking about that sometimes, but really this societal idea where "men aren't allowed to get sad" just works. There's no point in sitting around crying, maybe if I better myself people will be more drawn to me. If that's not the case, at least I'll improve my skills to where I can bring in more income and take pleasure in materialistic things rather than friendship.

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

This is a rant, I'm in tears while writing this. Nobody sees me as a man. Although I am tall, I have harmless features and I am muscularly weak. I met a girl online a while ago and we had an amazing connection. Our relationship was somewhat turbulent, we were both suffering because of someone, so we kind of found comfort in each other. I was suffering from an online obsession, and she was suffering from her real-life ex. I overheard her talking about the sex they had, and it was awful, it traumatized me. She ruined my life. Before her, I was very innocent. And apparently, she really "loved me" Well, at least she said that all the time. We recently started talking again after 2 months and she already made me cry today. She put me down in such a malicious and cruel way. I was trying to convince her that nowadays I'm no longer a virgin incel and I have friends now, but I failed, and I think she sensed that. I'm not going to go into details, but she reminded me that I'm a shitty incel with no friends, told me to go live my life, even though I tried to show her otherwise, tried to be a strong guy, and she disarmed me.The fact that she did it in such a subtle and calculated way hurt like hell. i was really hurt, i am right now. I showed this to some online friends in a group chat,and one of them said he would kill me if they saw me in the street. They said I should even kill myself, although they acknowledged that the girl really seemed to love me. One of them, when the teasing and bullying against me was ending, told me, "From the bottom of my heart, Henry, watch movies where the protagonists are badass men, superheroes, or things like that, Put yourself in that character's shoes, even if you're not that character, you start to idealize yourself in that role." After all that, at 11 pm on a Tuesday, I just lay down on my bed and cried, I broke down. I've never had friends or girlfriends, I'm 20 years old now and I think that would be one of my slight problems, I'm not even seen as a man, I am one. All I wanted was for a girl and my friends, online or not, to respect me. I'm seen as weak by them, a feminine man, I'm a weak man, and I recognize that I am. Well, I don't know exactly why, but I wish people were less noisy, cruel, and violent. It's so cruel to live in this world. I'm tired of this humanity. Why? Because I have to live this shitty, worthless life. I keep wondering what my life would be like if everything were different. If I were one of those handsome, sociable, masculine guys that girls like. This gives me a feeling of sadness, anger... a whirlwind of mixed feelings. I'll probably cry myself to sleep now, that's all.

This is a fucking horrific read. I’m so sorry bro, I’m genuinely so sorry. Foids constantly do this, so many of my normie friends would talk about a girl they dated. They got attached, the girl seemed to truly love them. But it was ALWAYS fleeting. The girls just used them as a rebound from their breakup with chad.
Every time I’ve talked to a foid online, it’s essentially the same stuff. They don’t actually care about your viewpoint, they just want to spout their own shit so someone.

I too am not masculine and incredibly weak, when I was 11, one of the PE teachers asked if I was in the wrong changing room because I had long hair. I got ridiculed for it the entire fucking year, because some fat brown PE teacher wanted to bully an autistic child so he could get validation from some 10 year olds.

Don’t listen to those retards bro

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

I don't feel I have ever had a friend that was friends with me because they enjoy my company. Always distant. Have to reach out to initiate things and get ignored half the time.

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Mods skin him alive

 

[My Name Jeff]

tall and feminine looking so you can prettyboymaxx and are having discord foids talk to you about sex FUUUCKKKK YOUU FUCM YOU FUCK YKU FUCK YOU

 

[Mrzimljude]

don't talk to foids, let alone discord foids

 

[chris spinefcked]

Yeah i relate to you so much. I also dont feel like a real man and when i see some dude with higher sexual dymorphism i feel dead inside

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

This is a rant, I'm in tears while writing this. Nobody sees me as a man. Although I am tall, I have harmless features and I am muscularly weak. I met a girl online a while ago and we had an amazing connection. Our relationship was somewhat turbulent, we were both suffering because of someone, so we kind of found comfort in each other. I was suffering from an online obsession, and she was suffering from her real-life ex. I overheard her talking about the sex they had, and it was awful, it traumatized me. She ruined my life. Before her, I was very innocent. And apparently, she really "loved me" Well, at least she said that all the time. We recently started talking again after 2 months and she already made me cry today. She put me down in such a malicious and cruel way. I was trying to convince her that nowadays I'm no longer a virgin incel and I have friends now, but I failed, and I think she sensed that. I'm not going to go into details, but she reminded me that I'm a shitty incel with no friends, told me to go live my life, even though I tried to show her otherwise, tried to be a strong guy, and she disarmed me.The fact that she did it in such a subtle and calculated way hurt like hell. i was really hurt, i am right now. I showed this to some online friends in a group chat,and one of them said he would kill me if they saw me in the street. They said I should even kill myself, although they acknowledged that the girl really seemed to love me. One of them, when the teasing and bullying against me was ending, told me, "From the bottom of my heart, Henry, watch movies where the protagonists are badass men, superheroes, or things like that, Put yourself in that character's shoes, even if you're not that character, you start to idealize yourself in that role." After all that, at 11 pm on a Tuesday, I just lay down on my bed and cried, I broke down. I've never had friends or girlfriends, I'm 20 years old now and I think that would be one of my slight problems, I'm not even seen as a man, I am one. All I wanted was for a girl and my friends, online or not, to respect me. I'm seen as weak by them, a feminine man, I'm a weak man, and I recognize that I am. Well, I don't know exactly why, but I wish people were less noisy, cruel, and violent. It's so cruel to live in this world. I'm tired of this humanity. Why? Because I have to live this shitty, worthless life. I keep wondering what my life would be like if everything were different. If I were one of those handsome, sociable, masculine guys that girls like. This gives me a feeling of sadness, anger... a whirlwind of mixed feelings. I'll probably cry myself to sleep now, that's all.

Man, that’s fine, we are quite tolerant here

 

[aemond]

This is a rant, I'm in tears while writing this. Nobody sees me as a man. Although I am tall, I have harmless features and I am muscularly weak. I met a girl online a while ago and we had an amazing connection. Our relationship was somewhat turbulent, we were both suffering because of someone, so we kind of found comfort in each other. I was suffering from an online obsession, and she was suffering from her real-life ex. I overheard her talking about the sex they had, and it was awful, it traumatized me. She ruined my life. Before her, I was very innocent. And apparently, she really "loved me" Well, at least she said that all the time. We recently started talking again after 2 months and she already made me cry today. She put me down in such a malicious and cruel way. I was trying to convince her that nowadays I'm no longer an virgin incel and I have friends now, but I failed, and I think she sensed that. I'm not going to go into details, but she reminded me that I'm a shitty incel with no friends, told me to go live my life, even though I tried to show her otherwise, tried to be a strong guy, and she disarmed me.The fact that she did it in such a subtle and calculated way hurt like hell. i was really hurt, i am right now. I showed this to some online friends in a group chat,and one of them said he would kill me if they saw me in the street. They said I should even kill myself, although they acknowledged that the girl really seemed to love me. One of them, when the teasing and bullying against me was ending, told me, "From the bottom of my heart, Henry, watch movies where the protagonists are badass men, superheroes, or things like that, Put yourself in that character's shoes, even if you're not that character, you start to idealize yourself in that role." After all that, at 11 pm on a Tuesday, I just lay down on my bed and cried, I broke down. I've never had friends or girlfriends, I'm 20 years old now and I think that would be one of my slight problems, I'm not even seen as a man, I am one. All I wanted was for a girl and my friends, online or not, to respect me. I'm seen as weak by them, a feminine man, I'm a weak man, and I recognize that I am. Well, I don't know exactly why, but I wish people were less noisy, cruel, and violent. It's so cruel to live in this world. I'm tired of this humanity. Why? Because I have to live this shitty, worthless life. I keep wondering what my life would be like if everything were different. If I were one of those handsome, sociable, masculine guys that girls like. This gives me a feeling of sadness, anger... a whirlwind of mixed feelings. I'll probably cry myself to sleep now, that's all.

Why would you gaf about some radom discord whores opinion on you?

 

[Poopless One]

Fape roids

 

[RioVerde]

I too am not masculine and incredibly weak

My own friends used to constantly tell me how i’d “look so good if you were a girl” because of how pathetic of a “man” I was. I can’t even count how many times ive wished to be even the slightest bit of masculine, even the smallest upgrade to my body that says “hey i’m a man” would be such a lifesaver.

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

My own friends used to constantly tell me how i’d “look so good if you were a girl” because of how pathetic of a “man” I was. I can’t even count how many times ive wished to be even the slightest bit of masculine, even the smallest upgrade to my body that says “hey i’m a man” would be such a lifesaver.

Happened to me too. Very uncomfortable.