RageFuel Truecels older than 23, do you feel sick thinking about how you missed out on young love when you were younger (15-20)?

[Feeshtu]

Well, I am 41.
I’ve gone through phases with my feelings. Some years I was depressed, other years I was full of hate.
Right now, I feel numb. I’m not sad or angry, but I’m not happy either.
Nothing matters anymore. I can’t really die, I am not really alive, because the human part of me died a long time ago.
Once you reach a certain age, and never even been kissed, it is an apocalypse level realization that you are the living dead.

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Can't feel too bad when no one gave you a chance.

 

[The Wolf]

Can't feel too bad when no one gave you a chance.

I know what you mean bro, but still, I still have a longing for hugging, sex, love, talking to someone, laughing with a girl, doing stuff with her. I get your point – a bit – but it's just this feeling I have. That's exactly the thing. Nobody gave me a chance. I really wish someone did so... I feel lonely, that sucks, so I hope you understand my view too

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

I know what you mean bro, but still, I still have a longing for hugging, sex, love, talking to someone, laughing with a girl, doing stuff with her. I get your point – a bit – but it's just this feeling I have. That's exactly the thing. Nobody gave me a chance. I really wish someone did so... I feel lonely, that sucks, so I hope you understand my view too

Even if you would get a gf it wouldn't last long. Concepts like honor and loyalty do not exist in the female brain if not instilled in them early.

 

[MrZez]

I am 24 and i can fully realte to this.
Especially in this age, where most foids lose virginity at 13
It fucking sucks man

 

[The Wolf]

Even if you would get a gf it wouldn't last long. Concepts like honor and loyalty do not exist in the female brain if not instilled in them early.

Yes. This applies especially to the pretty (cute) ones…

 

[Praise the Sun]

Germany is possibly the worst country for incels. Especially the big cities, where nobody knows each other. Maybe in the country side it's different where you know everybody.

 

[The Wolf]

Germany is possibly the worst country for incels. Especially the big cities, where nobody knows each other. Maybe in the country side it's different where you know everybody.

It’s definitely no better in the countryside. I used to live in Switzerland, a much better country, but terrible for incels too. I now live in the German countryside.

 

[gangrenemax]

You can also answer if you’re younger than 23, and sure you’ll never ascend in the next 3-4 years, or never for that matter.

“problems” = the things preventing you from getting a cute girlfriend

I’m 26. I never had a social life. I’m ugly; short; weird voice. Dont know how to behave around women. For me it has never begun and it makes me feel sick that I missed out on young love, and never will experience it before I’m 30, or after that for that matter, but 30 is my limit.

Sometimes I get lost in my work and copes but it hits me so fucking hard in the night, I cry by myself and just sleep. I'm just workign with the goal to save up and move and fuck some cheap whores in spic land or thailand or some shitty place don't really care anymore. tbh I'll probably hug the bitch more than fucking her cuz I'm starved of human touch

 

[The Wolf]

Sometimes I get lost in my work and copes but it hits me so fucking hard in the night, I cry by myself and just sleep. I'm just workign with the goal to save up and move and fuck some cheap whores in spic land or thailand or some shitty place don't really care anymore. tbh I'll probably hug the bitch more than fucking her cuz I'm starved of human touch

Damn bro. My text will be a bit long but maybe you can resonate a bit later on.

My antidepressants aren’t helping (tried 6 already lmao), but this one has the side-effect that you can’t cry. Another one I took, and which is useful if you have a girlfriend which I’ll never have, actually delays ejaculation by like 45 minutes in some men (me, when I masturbated when I was on that med), or it absolutely takes away libido in others. I’m on that med with another med now, but take like 3 mins to cum bc I’m combining both. But I literally can’t cry anymore since I’m combining these meds. Absolutely nothing makes me cry, no movies, no music no thoughts, nothing. That’s new and I’m not sure if I like. I’m still insanely mad, sad and frustrated.

You know prostitution is legal in most of Europe? It’s cheap in Eastern and Southern Europe.

I would probably book a prostitute once (I live in Europe). I’m 26 but it’s not what I fucking want. I want love before I’m 30, but the chances of that happening are 0.01% (1 in 10,000). Because I’m very ugly, short (5’4” or 1.62m), I have no social experience (last friend when I was 13), I never went out, I’ve not spoken to a pretty girl for literally 14 years). My chances are practically 0 to get a woman who’s at least a 6 out of 10, I want her to be slightly cute face otherwise I’ll rather have nothing.

 

[gangrenemax]

Damn bro. My text will be a bit long but maybe you can resonate a bit later on.

My antidepressants aren’t helping (tried 6 already lmao), but this one has the side-effect that you can’t cry. Another one I took, and which is useful if you have a girlfriend which I’ll never have, actually delays ejaculation by like 45 minutes in some men (me, when I masturbated when I was on that med), or it absolutely takes away libido in others. I’m on that med with another med now, but take like 3 mins to cum bc I’m combining both. But I literally can’t cry anymore since I’m combining these meds. Absolutely nothing makes me cry, no movies, no music no thoughts, nothing. That’s new and I’m not sure if I like. I’m still insanely mad, sad and frustrated.

You know prostitution is legal in most of Europe? It’s cheap in Eastern and Southern Europe.

I would probably book a prostitute once (I live in Europe). I’m 26 but it’s not what I fucking want. I want love before I’m 30, but the chances of that happening are 0.01% (1 in 10,000). Because I’m very ugly, short (5’4” or 1.62m), I have no social experience (last friend when I was 13), I never went out, I’ve not spoken to a pretty girl for literally 14 years). My chances are practically 0 to get a woman who’s at least a 6 out of 10, I want her to be slightly cute face otherwise I’ll rather have nothing.

I'm sorry man I probably have better cards than you being completely honest, I'm 5'7 but curry and my crown is balding I don't want to go to white mogger nations adn live in hell because I'm an ugly ogre I'd much rather live in a lower looks level shitty country and just hug whores for money. I know I'm not going to turn gay for intimacy so if I find the ugliest whore for some human warmth I don't mind but if I ever have kids i'ts just from some stacy swedish egg donor.

I do have inkwell friends tho but I know they will ascend soon so eventually they will drift apart. but I'm sorry you don't have someone to hang out with. I'm thinking about coping with a sex doll till I make serious money for moving my life to a different place I'm finding it hard to hug a pillow and imagine a whore watched through the entire atk girfriend porn cataloge while hugging the pillow.

tldr I'm scared of europe to even be with pretty whores if I pay them cuz my confidence is so shot I'll be scared to hug them or even get hard. Good luck for your dreams go to the pooorest european country if you want your girl I guess

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Do you feel sick for not owning a ferrari and a rolex watch ?
Probably not, as these things are for upper tier moneymaxxed men and you don't belong to this class.

Similarly, love is for the upper tier geneticmaxxed men

Well said,

but

owning a ferrari and a rolex

is not a basic need like a woman is for normal heterosexual man


I never had any chance when teen, so I don't have regrets like many fakecels here have, because no matter what I would have done, I would have never obtained teen love.

 

[The Wolf]

Well said,

but

is not a basic need like a woman is for normal heterosexual man


I never had any chance when teen, so I don't have regrets like many fakecels here have, because no matter what I would have done, I would have never obtained teen love.

I did try. Girls and even others were always disgusted by my facial structure and head. I have a disability. Look at some of my other posts.

I’m not a freaking fake-cel. I’m literally saying:

no matter what I would have done, I would have never obtained teen love.

 

[JustAGuy93]

Try to be soon 30 and never experienced having a girlfriend or a loving sexual relationship with a women you were attracted to and didn't pay.

Try knowing full well you are past your sexual prime and never experienced what most other dude experienced and make life worth living. Knowing there is no rewinding of time. Knowing your situation won't ever change.

Knowing even escort don't want to have sex with you, even if you hit the gym every day and act like a nice person to them.

Knowing you will die alone, never having experienced love.

Being obsess 24/7 about females, seing them every where all the times because you live in a big city, but having no fucking luck ever and only seing other guy with them or hearing them getting fuck throughout the wall of your shitty appartment.

Fuck this shit. Fuck this life. I don't know why I haven't killed myself yet like my cousin did, and he was actually getting laid on the regular (actually I know why, cause I'm a huge fucking pussy without the balls to actually jump of a bridge).

 

[The Wolf]

Try to be soon 30 and never experienced having a girlfriend or a loving sexual relationship with a women you were attracted to and didn't pay.

Try knowing full well you are past your sexual prime and never experienced what most other dude experienced and make life worth living. Knowing there is no rewinding of time. Knowing your situation won't ever change.

Knowing even escort don't want to have sex with you, even if you hit the gym every day and act like a nice person to them.

Knowing you will die alone, never having experienced love.

Being obsess 24/7 about females, seing them every where all the times because you live in a big city, but having no fucking luck ever and only seing other guy with them or hearing them getting fuc throughout the wall or your shitty appartment.

Fuck this shit. Fuck this life. I don't know why I haven't killed myself yet like my cousin did, and he was actually getting laid on the regular (actually I know why, cause I'm a huge fucking pussy without the balls to actually jump of a bridge).

Bro, I totally feel you. Are you a mind-reader? I’m 26, and still ‘KHHV’ and thus truecel. I’m disabled and autistic. Ugly and short. I sympathize brocel with every sentence you wrote. My neighbor is 40, and will die of cancer soon leaving behind 2 kids. I wish it was me

 

[JustAGuy93]

Bro, I totally feel you. Are you a mind-reader? I’m 26, and still ‘KHHV’ and thus truecel. I’m disabled and autistic. Ugly and short. I sympathize brocel with every sentence you wrote. My neighbor is 40, and will die of cancer soon leaving behind 2 kids. I wish it was me

At your age (more 25) I was hospitalized for supposed schizophrenia. I was just sexually frustrated, depressed and suicidal. They gave me a shit tons of pills and I managed to go to college and graduate and get a good job. Guess what? It didn't change shit, females are still not interested. I'm stopping all meds and therapy, that shit is a fucking waste of time anyway of blue pill feel good bullshit. They never give you real solution, they just try to control you so you don't go out there and hurt innocent people. I won't do that, because I'm too much of a good guy at hearth and I never hurted physically anyone.

I'm trying to read the bible and pray to god for just a fucking girlfriend, any female would do, I do not give a single fuck how she looks at this point. It's my last hope.

 

[Autistic Uggo]

I'm an oldcel. Missing out on my 20s was even more brutal.

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Yes. Pretty much every day, why do you ask?

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

It’s the most brutal thing ever. Especially to think how it’s ungrateful douchbags who got to experience what I wanted so badly but was denied

 

[JustAGuy93]

It’s the most brutal thing ever. Especially to think how it’s ungrateful douchbags who got to experience what I wanted so badly but was denied

those douchebag would probably kill you in a barehand fight to death, and would be more equipped to survive in the wild against predator, better hunter and better protector of the female. You can't blame females for wanting to suck their dick, and not being attracted to your nice guy personality, which means fuck all in the real world.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

those douchebag would probably kill you in a barehand fight to death, and would be more equipped to survive in the wild against predator, better hunter and better protector of the female. You can't blame females for wanting to suck their dick, and not being attracted to your nice guy personality, which means fuck all in the real world.

I hate those “you can’t blame women” faggots like you. Like any average female thinks she deserves brad pitt and they go for the pretty badboys who abuse or leave them rather a guy who would actually be better for them. Like I’ve actually done martial arts years and did mma fights and won and owned 2 cars at once at one point. Im not rich but i make ok money. Like a female who is uglier than me rejects me because she thinks she deserves chad

 

[JustAGuy93]

I hate those “you can’t blame women” faggots like you. Like any average female thinks she deserves brad pitt and they go for the pretty badboys who abuse or leave them rather a guy who would actually be better for them. Like I’ve actually done martial arts years and did mma fights and won and owned 2 cars at once at one point. Im not rich but i make ok money. Like a female who is uglier than me rejects me because she thinks she deserves chad

Serious question, why do you think females reject you if you are really a great companion? Do they do this just because they are evil creature with the sole focus of hurting your soul?

Life isn't fair, I would think a guy who competed and won MMA fights would get this shit already. Female, specially sexually primed one, will naturally be attracted to physical traits to signals good reproductive genes. They don't give a fuck you will hold the door for them and kiss them good night to help them fall asleep at night.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

Serious question, why do you think females reject you if you are really a great companion? Do they do this just because they are evil creature with the sole focus of hurting your soul?

Life isn't fair, I would think a guy who competed and won MMA fights would get this shit already. Female, specially sexually primed one, will naturally be attracted to physical traits to signals good reproductive genes. They don't give a fuck you will hold the door for them and kiss them good night to help them fall asleep at night.

They reject me because they have so many options and im not physically attractive enough for tgem. What i hate is they are all the same and any average female thinks she’s too good for her average male counterpart. Like why should i not blame them when they are cutting me out of sex and they are still passing on their bad genes? They’ll only have themselves to blame when male violence towards women continues to increase

 

[Rigatoni]

Yes. It’s over.

 

[lumipallo]

I think the realization of missing out and all that lost time is what triggered my first manic episode and made me quit/lose my job.
The thought still makes me jittery and makes me want to change things while I still have some time left - but there's not much more I can do to fix my situation.

 

[Treebarkquartz]

Not at all. You just realize for sure you never had a chance. If anything you regret that you didn't act accordingly enough or waste time pursuing febales or acting weird around other males because of lack of female whateverz

 

[The Wolf]

I think the realization of missing out and all that lost time is what triggered my first manic episode and made me quit/lose my job.
The thought still makes me jittery and makes me want to change things while I still have some time left - but there's not much more I can do to fix my situation.

I’m 26. KHHV. Never stood a chance. It’s gut wrenching thinking about what I missed out on. Love, holding a girl, sex, but also the mere companionship. All bc I have this disability that made me badly deformed. Without it I’d have had a gf

 

[The Wolf]

Not at all. You just realize for sure you never had a chance. If anything you regret that you didn't act accordingly enough or waste time pursuing febales or acting weird around other males because of lack of female whateverz

It’s still time I can never get back. If anything it gets harder (it’s already impossible) from now on. I will never get a gf. I’m ugly, social anxiety, I’m boring, have zero friends or social life since I was 12.

1 in 100,000 chance I will get a gf or love ever. It’s truly gut wrenching

I want love and sex with 5/10 minimum (not from sex-escort) before I turn 29. That’s a 1 in a million chance.

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

41, I hit rock bottom in my early 30s, that's when I stopped paying lip service to ITS OVER REEEE THIS IS SO UNFAIR and finally really accepted once and for all, that a partner and love and children are not going to be part of my life.

In high school my friends were the cool nerds, and at university my friends were the deeply deeply uncool computer club nerds who were also pretty ugly khhvs.

Of my high school cool nerd friends, 100% of them ascended in late teens / early 20s once leaving high school forced them to live in the world and find their feet.

Of my university khhv pals, about 40% of them ascended by their late 20s, which I have got to say astounds me!

Obviously that never happened for me.

I escortcelled for a while in my late 20s (pre- rockbottom) and I did a second stint of escortcelling in my mid 30s (post-rockbottom) thinking that might become my cope. But tbh I felt diminishing returns, and it just started to seem like an expensive way to coom after a while.
I'm glad I did it, as it dispelled sex's mystery for me and I don't have to wonder what doing it physically feels like.

I'm very fortunate to have a few good copes:

I'm hardly a leader in my profession but I'm my company I'm one of the senior guys in my particular field, people seem to respect my opinions and young grads appreciate being coached and trained up by me.

I've always been close to my big sister, I get on well with her and her husband and I'm kind of a cool uncle to their children. So in that way I get to feel like I'm part of a circle that has some real love in it, and there are some people in the world who would miss me. Sure it's not the same as a family of my own, but it's what I have.

My property, house, cars and music keep me out of trouble. Living in a village in the country where there aren't a lot of teens and 20s making out and groping each other in the street is good for your peace of mind.

Overall, I feel like I'm in a much better place than I was ten years ago. Every time I read a post or a reddit and it's a very old oldcel howling in deep despair, it reminds me of how I felt in my 20s and 30s when I was still desperate to get what I was missing out on.

And I will unironically say I have "worked on my personality" over the years, and I'm a much better man now than I was when I was 21, had no idea who I was, outside of a lot of received shitty opinions and values from my dad.

 

[Treebarkquartz]

I want love and sex with 5/10 minimum (not from sex-escort) before I turn 29. That’s a 1 in a million chance.

Actually, you're way better off without it.

 

[PlantMan]

Damn right I feel sick about it! I mean if my chance at finding love as I got older improved (I won't even say how old I am) , I might be less inclined to feel so much regret, except it didn't. Not even the tiniest bit. I'm still the same ugly, socially awkward looser that I was back then. No chance of finding a woman to love me now. None back then either. But if I had love then, even if it had ended badly for me, at least they'd be a fond memory to hold on to. Tis better to see the sky and perish than to live without ever beholding the light of day. But such a lot the fates have given to me--to me, the dazed, the disappointed, the baren, the broken.

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

One big downside of being an oldcel, is, as you get older, you start seeing older and older women as sexually attractive. The "floor" stays the same, but the ceiling gets ever higher. So you never stop seeing 18-25yo women as ideal sirens of pure white hot sex appeal, but you notice atttactive women all the way up to your own age as well. And that widens the pool of potential downers when you're out and about.

Oh man, that's pretty hot..

Of course she's going to avoid eye contact with me....

And you remember that their heads only turn for the attractive men, just as your head mainly turns for the attractive women. But you're old, and you know this already, and you've dealt with it already. So you just carry on your way.

 

[Mainländer]

Being old suck because you're still the same person, with the same preferences, desires, etc, but now you look older/worse so people treat you differently and block you from a series of things and behaviors.

Lookism isn't only about the ugly x attractive dichotomy, young x old and male x female also matter a lot in how you're gonna be treated.

 

[The Wolf]

Damn right I feel sick about it! I mean if my chance at finding love as I got older improved (I won't even say how old I am) , I might be less inclined to feel so much regret, except it didn't. Not even the tiniest bit. I'm still the same ugly, socially awkward looser that I was back then. No chance of finding a woman to love me now. None back then either. But if I had love then, even if it had ended badly for me, at least they'd be a fond memory to hold on to. Tis better to see the sky and perish than to live without ever beholding the light of day. But such a lot the fates have given to me--to me, the dazed, the disappointed, the baren, the broken.

 

[Snhook]

I sympathize with older brocels that have to endure this. I myself am turning 21 on Wednesday and I have still never had a gf in my life and it’s looking like I never will

 

[The Wolf]

I sympathize with older brocels that have to endure this. I myself am turning 21 on Wednesday and I have still never had a gf in my life and it’s looking like I never will

Damn bro I feel you. I’m 26 KHHV, short and ugly. It’s devastating. Like I’m in jail

 

[Alone75]

I try not to think about it, but yes it makes me feel down anyway.

 

[Unaware]

“problems” = the things preventing you from getting a cute girlfriend

being born

 

[subhuman]

i dont feel sad or angry anymore. just bitter.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I used to get severely depressed about it.

However, as time goes on and I learn more about humanity and female behavior, I realize that very few men were granted that relationship I so desire.

I was brainwashed by the Jew media, boomers, unaware family... about marriage, relationships, etc... They all lied to me, and that's where my disappointment is directed now. I no longer trust anyone involved in this brainwashing, which is sad and causes me further isolation, but it is what it is.

Women want the value a man can bring to her life. Nothing more. Women are in constant competition among each other to obtain the most social status. They are succubi. The only thing they can truly provide for men are holes to fuck.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

23 is around the corner for me so I'll answer, yes I do. It makes me feel like shit every day. Doesn't help that every other dream that I have is about high school, but it's some alternate universe version where I was popular or had a girlfriend or some shit.

With this, my chances of getting a virgin gf in an LTR with me are absolutely zero. Every woman past the age of 22 is used up as fuck and doesn't like sub-6 ugly men like me.

 

[never began]

You can also answer if you’re younger than 23, and sure you’ll never ascend in the next 3-4 years, or never for that matter.

“problems” = the things preventing you from getting a cute girlfriend

I’m 26. I never had a social life. I’m ugly; short; weird voice. Dont know how to behave around women. For me it has never begun and it makes me feel sick that I missed out on young love, and never will experience it before I’m 30, or after that for that matter, but 30 is my limit.

all the inglorious effort, sacrifices, blood and sweat and literally nothing changed from 8th grade you. There wasn't anything you could change. Hahaha ha what a sick fucking joke

 

[ElliotRodgerGod]

Yes, not having teen love (or young adult love, for that matter) is mentally scarring.