LDAR Tonight I failed to kill myself again.

[Swagpilled]

Parents threatened to kick me out (kicking me out means I become homeless) when I'm already felkling like absolute shit atm. Tried slitting my wrist cutting as deep as my body allowed, but it dind't work. I don't even bleed anymore. Insrtead of blood coming out it was just a gaping pink hole (or slit rather). I cna't take it anymore. After that I went outside for a walk around the block for a smoke, but it didn't work. I can't take it anymore. I can't continue living, but I also can't kill myself. Idk what to do.
Trying to get drunk rn and taking various drugs and gonna try again after that.

 

[Antifem Lord]

I wanna drink myself to death I have someone I know where I can buy multiple Xanax and overdose the thing is im
Broke so I can’t get any of these things I’m too broke to kill myself

 

[Swagpilled]

I wanna drink myself to death I have someone I know where I can buy multiple Xanax and overdose the thing is im
Broke so I can’t get any of these things I’m too broke to kill myself

I just toook random medications my parents had lying around. I'm not smart enough to find a drug dealer. just prescription medfs.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

you guys today are suicidal asf mang tone

 

[Swagpilled]

you guys today are suicidal asf mang tone

It's not just today. my anger builds up over time until the boiling point where I want to kill myself and fail. Adna fter that it starts from the start again

 

[zangano1]

Brutal stuff man

 

[Swagpilled]

Brutal stuff man

I can't take it anymore. All I do in my patheric life iswake up in the afternoon, open my pc and browse this shit forum and tiwtter constantly refreshing and it's just the same 5 posts over and voer and then I get shit on by my parents I just can't take it anymore idk what to do.

 

[Luzifer]

I wanna drink myself to death I have someone I know where I can buy multiple Xanax and overdose the thing is im
Broke so I can’t get any of these things I’m too broke to kill myself

Gay af for using pills

 

[Govid_Dorious]

idk what to do.

find another copes fren, leave this forum for a while and distract yourself with another things

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

Brutal stuff man

 

[Antifem Lord]

Gay af for using pills

How it’s actually the best way besides blowing your brains out I’ll take like 4 and drink off that I’m passing out

 

[AnilBashir]

Sorry brocel

 

[Luzifer]

How it’s actually the best way besides blowing your brains out

I want to be splattered jfl at the dudes who has too clean up the mess

 

[Swagpilled]

find another copes fren, leave this forum for a while and distract yourself with another things

yeah and after that I only have twitter hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

 

[Govid_Dorious]

yeah and after that I only have twitter hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

twitter is suicidefuel tbh, so much garbage and woke shit there, worse than reddit

 

[Swagpilled]

twitter is suicidefuel tbh, so much garbage and woke shit there, worse than reddit

so what do you recommen I do? I literally HAVE NOTHING ELSE I have no money, no job, no friends, no mnotivatiomn to do anything.

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

Parents threatened to kick me out (kicking me out means I become homeless) when I'm already felkling like absolute shit atm. Tried slitting my wrist cutting as deep as my body allowed, but it dind't work. I don't even bleed anymore. Insrtead of blood coming out it was just a gaping pink hole (or slit rather). I cna't take it anymore. After that I went outside for a walk around the block for a smoke, but it didn't work. I can't take it anymore. I can't continue living, but I also can't kill myself. Idk what to do.
Trying to get drunk rn and taking various drugs and gonna try again after that.

It makes me sad to see my brocels in these situations... this world deserves no mercy

 

[Govid_Dorious]

so what do you recommen I do? I literally HAVE NOTHING ELSE I have no money, no job, no friends, no mnotivatiomn to do anything.

Top 10 Copes?

Mine, in no real particular order. 1. Vidya. 2. Sleep. 3. Smoking weed. 4. Music. 5. Beer coping. 6. Reading about history/alt history/fictional stories. 6.5 Writing fictional stories. 7. Gym. 8. YouTube. 9. Watching movies/tv shows. 10. This site. Honorable mentions: Brocel discord servers...

incels.is

Instead of saying "cope" to other incels like coping is a bad thing...

say: "I wish you a life full of copes, brocel :feelsokman:" I never understood why "coping" is a bad thing. That's really what humans do, we cope and adapt. There's no other way around life. There's nothing bad about coping.

incels.is

 

[Govid_Dorious]

so what do you recommen I do? I literally HAVE NOTHING ELSE I have no money, no job, no friends, no mnotivatiomn to do anything.

i'm broke as you too, my copes are very limited

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

i'm broke as you too, my copes are very limited

Friendship is disposable anyway, focus on other things

 

[outerdarkness]

I cut myself before work, and it started bleeding there. Not on the factory floor thankfully. They called an ambulance, took me to the ER and I got about 10 stitch's.

They debated about putting me in in-patient, they want me to go to an out-patient day program, we’ll see.

 

[Swagpilled]

They debated about putting me in in-patient, they want me to go to an out-patient day program, we’ll see.

Idk what this means, but I went to psychiatry before. They don't care about you at all, they just want your money

 

[Vitarius]

twitter is suicidefuel tbh, so much garbage and woke shit there, worse than reddit

Reddit is a totalitarian woke dictatorship. No free speech there because of the mods/admins and that shit karma system

 

[Swagpilled]

Friendship is disposable anyway, focus on other things

like what

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

like what

Find something to live for. Or kill yourself soon, living regretting yourself for almost 80 years is cuck .
hope you have peace brocel

 

[Swagpilled]

hope you have peace brocel

I will rot in hell. I tiored my best to be nice to everyone, I believed in m,y faith and practiced it, but suicide is a sin

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

I will rot in hell. I tiored my best to be nice to everyone, I believed in m,y faith and practiced it, but suicide is a sin

Study, find good hobbies... But don't rot, you'll have plenty of time for that when you're dead

 

[Swagpilled]

Study, find good hobbies... But don't rot, you'll have plenty of time for that when you're dead

I don't WANT to rot. I'm actively tryin got find a job. It doesn't work. It's been 2 years I have been actively trying tog et a job. Nothing I do ever weorks out. I'm, autisticx and menbtally crippled. the world hates me. I am worth nothing,. nothing is lost when I die, I ontripe nothging.my own p[aren ts hate me and don't want anything to do with me.

 

[Grim_Reaper]

Stop trying to kill yourself. You're just letting normies and foids win. Also attempting suicide but not going through it is literally a foid trait.

 

[Swagpilled]

Stop trying to kill yourself. You're just letting normies and foids win. Also attempting suicide but not going through it is literally a foid trait.

I'll let them win if iut stops my suffering. They already won a long time ago. They ruined my life. 7 years ago my life was ruined, there's no changing that, no matter how hard I try. I admitted defeat years ago. I'm like adolf hitler. I'm damaged beyond repair.

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

I don't WANT to rot. I'm actively tryin got find a job. It doesn't work. It's been 2 years I have been actively trying tog et a job. Nothing I do ever weorks out. I'm, autisticx and menbtally crippled. the world hates me. I am worth nothing,. nothing is lost when I die, I ontripe nothging.my own p[aren ts hate me and don't want anything to do with me.

The job part I understand as I was in a similar situation but I wish you find one soon. About your parents, it sucks man. I really can't help you in this matter, but hang in there. Just don't listen to some retards on this forum telling you to rot or some shit like that.

 

[Doctor Manhattan]

Stop trying to kill yourself. You're just letting normies and foids win. Also attempting suicide but not going through it is literally a foid trait.

 

[Swagpilled]

The job part I understand as I was in a similar situation but I wish you find one soon. About your parents, it sucks man. I really can't help you in this matter, but hang in there. Just don't listen to some retards on this forum telling you to rot or some shit like that.

I used to be active on looksmax. for the last 3 years+ I did nothing but tryu to improve myself. It's all for nothing. nothing I dop works. I am cursed to fail.# years of self improvement for what,. I still get treated like shit by everyone I meet. I still can't get/keep a job. I still have trouble doing anything

 

[Michael15651]

I wanna drink myself to death I have someone I know where I can buy multiple Xanax and overdose the thing is im
Broke so I can’t get any of these things I’m too broke to kill myself

JFL at overdosing with Xanax.

Worse you’ll get is a seizure.

What will happen is you’ll just black out, do shit that could send you in jail, and forget about it all the next day while feeling sleepy and like shit.

Gotta mix opioids and alcohol with benzodiazepines in order for it to have a fatal result, and even then you’ll have to do a shit ton in a small amount of time, and EVEN THEN, you’ll puke it all out.

 

[Swagpilled]

Worse you’ll get is a seizure.

one of the main reasons I'm scared to kill myslef, is that IU'll just end up as a cripple

 

[Tilidincel]

Gotta mix opioids and alcohol with benzodiazepines in order for it to have a fatal result

It just always gets me high and I feel super good and watch Disney cartoon movies best cope ever tbh

 

[Swagpilled]

It just always gets me high and I feel super good and watch Disney cartoon movies best cope ever tbh

I only get sad when I drink/take drugs. my hope is that it finally pushes me over the edge. I usually don't drink because of this

 

[Govid_Dorious]

I only get sad when I drink/take drugs. my hope is that it finally pushes me over the edge. I usually don't drink because of this

ur taking the jewpills? i was suicidal a month ago, almost did it in a rainy night of February 19, but then i slept
now i'm in my meds and feeling less sadness and coping with this site

 

[Garbage Life]

Third time is the charm!

 

[ElTruecel]

Don’t do it when your parents are alive bro

 

[Swagpilled]

ur taking the jewpills? i was suicidal a month ago, almost did it in a rainy night of February 19, but then i slept
now i'm in my meds and feeling less sadness and coping with this site

I used to. the effect wasn't that great and I was more scared of the sideffects. still have a ton of em lying around aty home. I considered selliong them but I don't think they're worth aynthing

 

[Swagpilled]

Don’t do it when your parents are alive bro

despite all the abuse and negelct I love my aprents more than anything, but I can't take it anymore

 

[ElTruecel]

despite all the abuse and negelct I love my aprents more than anything, but I can't take it anymore

Neither can I but I can’t do smth like that to my mother.

 

[Swagpilled]

Neither can I but I can’t do smth like that to my mother.

that's why I'm drinking,. to forget my worries

 

[Govid_Dorious]

sideffects

 

[IronsideCel]

Parents threatened to kick me out (kicking me out means I become homeless) when I'm already felkling like absolute shit atm. Tried slitting my wrist cutting as deep as my body allowed, but it dind't work. I don't even bleed anymore. Insrtead of blood coming out it was just a gaping pink hole (or slit rather). I cna't take it anymore. After that I went outside for a walk around the block for a smoke, but it didn't work. I can't take it anymore. I can't continue living, but I also can't kill myself. Idk what to do.
Trying to get drunk rn and taking various drugs and gonna try again after that.

brutal, blood.
Are you able to work?





over

 

[ElTruecel]

that's why I'm drinking,. to forget my worries

I have no access to drugs and alcoholic beverages my phone is my drug but it’s also making everything worse

 

[Swagpilled]

it lowers testosterone according to every studi I could fin. I'm already not that far up so

 

[Swagpilled]

brutal, blood.
Are you able to work?





over

nope. no job. have been looking for 2 eyars, no success

 

[Govid_Dorious]

it lowers testosterone according to every studi I could fin. I'm already not that far up so

me too but its a small price to pay to not feel sad