Parents threatened to kick me out (kicking me out means I become homeless) when I'm already felkling like absolute shit atm. Tried slitting my wrist cutting as deep as my body allowed, but it dind't work. I don't even bleed anymore. Insrtead of blood coming out it was just a gaping pink hole (or slit rather). I cna't take it anymore. After that I went outside for a walk around the block for a smoke, but it didn't work. I can't take it anymore. I can't continue living, but I also can't kill myself. Idk what to do.
Trying to get drunk rn and taking various drugs and gonna try again after that.