Mohamedömar
The Next Jihadi
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For incels who don't know me, I am Mohamed and I am 19 and 8 months and you can consider me one of the most subhumans here.
I am 5'4-5'5, very ugly, asymmetric face, skinny fat, and I have some physical problems and kinda small dick. Also I live in a poor shithole country and cannot cope like west incels like having a good car or a gaming pc so my life is hell. Imagine being 20 years old and you know that you will watch yourself getting old and you will miss a lot of thing that guys in your age do and you cannot do anything about it. I knew that when I was 18 and I got shocked and I fell into depression due to the trauma of the blackpill and the brutal reality, and I refuse to convince myself that there is a hope, I don't like to have false hopes.
But the last 4 days, I started to talk to myself, "Mohamed you are nearly 20 and maybe you live over 70 years old like your father, you cannot cry for maybe 50 more years, you cannot rot all this period, you have to do anything that makes your life a little bit bearable, that is your test and you have to pass it".
I am started to accept myself, I will go for gym and study again and maybe go to a pharmacy to start training, I will try to do positive things that makes my life easier.
I lost hope to get a lovely loyal wife, my genetics and era prevents me from doing it, most foids became whores and non virgins with high standards. So I have to learn how to live as a lonely virgin.
I am venting here because some people here suffer like me and will understand my pain unlike in real life no one understands my pain, everyone has false hopes.
I am 5'4-5'5, very ugly, asymmetric face, skinny fat, and I have some physical problems and kinda small dick. Also I live in a poor shithole country and cannot cope like west incels like having a good car or a gaming pc so my life is hell. Imagine being 20 years old and you know that you will watch yourself getting old and you will miss a lot of thing that guys in your age do and you cannot do anything about it. I knew that when I was 18 and I got shocked and I fell into depression due to the trauma of the blackpill and the brutal reality, and I refuse to convince myself that there is a hope, I don't like to have false hopes.
But the last 4 days, I started to talk to myself, "Mohamed you are nearly 20 and maybe you live over 70 years old like your father, you cannot cry for maybe 50 more years, you cannot rot all this period, you have to do anything that makes your life a little bit bearable, that is your test and you have to pass it".
I am started to accept myself, I will go for gym and study again and maybe go to a pharmacy to start training, I will try to do positive things that makes my life easier.
I lost hope to get a lovely loyal wife, my genetics and era prevents me from doing it, most foids became whores and non virgins with high standards. So I have to learn how to live as a lonely virgin.
I am venting here because some people here suffer like me and will understand my pain unlike in real life no one understands my pain, everyone has false hopes.





