I remember workmaxxing.
It was hell but I got bluepilled.
The reason why I had a hard time working was because I got no sexual experience, love or real friends as a teenager. It gave me the defeated personality.
But then I got bluepilled and got energy and motivation to work.
Sexhavers talked about relationships, people went away and in to relationship quickly, the talking in the tables was unbearable and left a deep hurting scar on my heart.
I could at once see whos single without even asking. Its either subhuman races, nerds or manlets.
The more I worked the more I did not see the point.
Whats the point of fucking working when I never had sex? Spreading my genes and getting a fucking family would be my motivation but I became so depressed (think a huge black boulder inside your chest) I quit my job. I didnt want to go on like this.
If I am unwanted by women, I can fucking live on bare minimum.
All my money is gone now and I dont care.
A man needs early sex experience to develop a healthy brain, no amount of fucking bluepill can tell me otherwise.
I cant believe I listened to people to improve myself. They are all lying rats. I see no point in working except fucking getting money for alcohol or buying a new gaming pc.