The Shay Files: "Mental Illness"

[Intellau_Celistic]

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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "All non-virgin women are \"damaged goods.\" There's no way to truthfully deny it.",
"headline": "Sally Field Relieved Burt Reynolds Will Never Read Her Memoir: \u2018This Would Hurt Him\u2019",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/sally-field-relieved-burt-reynolds-171904628.html",
"timestamp": "Tue Sep 11 18:02:10 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "Regurgitating this cliche garbage does nothing to prevent suicide in America. People need effective therapies, not feel-good statements.",
"headline": "What People Who've Been Suicidal Want to Tell Someone Who's Suicidal Today",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/people-apos-ve-suicidal-want-174213773.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 23:03:43 UTC 2018"
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"user_text": "Yes, that's because those lines are filled with people who want to kill themselves. You aren't the only person in America with those thoughts.",
"headline": "What People Who've Been Suicidal Want to Tell Someone Who's Suicidal Today",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/people-apos-ve-suicidal-want-174213773.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 23:02:23 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "And? Did he accept Jesus as his savior? If not, I can see why his family is \"devestated\".",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:28:42 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "With all due respect, her brown skin is very unattractive. A fairer candidate would win my approval.",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:27:10 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "People with \"good lives\" obey Jesus.",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:25:44 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "If her life consisted of hedonism and superficiality, she is now resting in Hell.",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:25:20 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "Beauty alone cannot grant you access to Heaven.",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:24:15 UTC 2018"
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"is_ranking_enabled": true,
"user_text": "Only if she accepted Jesus as her savior.",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:23:35 UTC 2018"
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"user_text": "Ugly.",
"headline": "Chelsi Smith, Miss Universe 1995, has died at age 45",
"url": "https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/chelsi-smith-miss-universe-1995-died-age-45-144429631.html",
"timestamp": "Mon Sep 10 07:23:15 UTC 2018"

UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563

#194133743Wednesday, July 20, 2016 1:55 PM CDT Do not worry about any of your prior claims. Racism is not necessarily malicious, unless it is against Caucasian individuals. It is proven that Negroid individuals suffer from a very low IQ and resort to primitive behavior when faced with a situation requiring logical reasoning.

UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563

#194134048Wednesday, July 20, 2016 1:59 PM CDT "you're a racist too" Indeed I am. "for assuming minorities are dumber than the majority" There are no assumptions being made here. If you truly want objective evidence, there is a wide variety of valid scientific studies that indicate this.

UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563

#194134258Wednesday, July 20, 2016 2:02 PM CDT "not all studies are corrent hunny bunny" It is always easier to deny valid evidence than to accept truthful information. I presume you are a liberal? If so, this explains your mentality well.

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Re: What is the most controversial opinion you have? UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563 #185166646Friday, March 11, 2016 8:17 PM CST Well, allow us to begin, I suppose. Firstly, African American individuals are naturally aggressive and intellectually-crippled in comparison to beautiful, intelligent Caucasian individuals. Secondly, female individuals are also inherently-narcissistic and concerned only with using idiotic leftist propaganda to convey themselves as "victims." The secondary premise is especially abundant within the "Western World."

Re: Hi I'm New To OT But If You Mess With Me I Will Destroy U UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563 #185285978Sunday, March 13, 2016 5:48 PM CDT Ah, the pitiful imbecile known as Avecy has arrived. A mere, narcissistic Internet parasite such as yourself is incapable of comprehending basic Group Theory principles. It is truly repulsive.

Re: Hi I'm New To OT But If You Mess With Me I Will Destroy U UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563 #185286247Sunday, March 13, 2016 5:53 PM CDT "@anon Shut up" Calm down, naive adolescent schoolchild. With all of the mathematical literature at your disposal, only your own idiocy prevents from understanding simple concepts.

Re: WHO ARE ALL OF THESE NEWBAGS WITH LOW POST COUNT UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563 #190485121Sunday, June 05, 2016 12:11 AM CDT Silence, pitiful imbecile. Your inability to use proper capitalization quite clearly reflects your IQ-range. Perhaps you are a Negroid user?

Re: post the lyrics to whatever song you're listening to UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563 #190494469Sunday, June 05, 2016 4:31 AM CDT Don't put your head on my shoulder Sink me in a river of tears This could be the best place yet But you must overcome your fears In time we could've been so much more But time is precious I know In time we could've been so much more The time has nothing to show because Time won't give me time And time makes lovers feel Like they've got something real But you and me we know We got nothing but time And time won't give me time Won't give me time Don't make me feel any colder Time is like a clock in...

 

[Klouzi]

Yes. A creature like Shannon would rope under our circumstances.

100%

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

100%

Thank you for your support. I came here near death.

Re: Why do girls think hair buns look good?

UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563

#200649513Friday, October 28, 2016 8:14 PM CDT "because we don't care about your opinion!!" If you didn't care about other peoples' opinion, you wouldn't wear things that you consider "good" in public.

 

[Klouzi]

Thank you for your support. I came here near death.

As always brocel

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

My Musical Choices:


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWlukVLqxUc



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIRVNFemiBk



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Od8kmkWK6c


My Playlist:


View: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL6Xc6Lxz1vwdoV4kz_zpzt-9i3LOEmhLY

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Mother's Basement:

 

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View: https://imgur.com/a/BxBp5Wk#AF2R5ft

 

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[Intellau_Celistic]

what am i looking at here

Vocaroo:


View: https://vocaroo.com/1cgenwjJ9Q7K



View: https://vocaroo.com/17imhFocclIr



View: https://vocaroo.com/1h6xVZNd79Hs


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View: https://vocaroo.com/1li18L5Xp7hx

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I haven't studied intensely in many years. I also enjoyed history(I read about Mongoloid history, racial haplogroups, historical origins of Mongoloids, et cetera...) - I played a game called "FreeCiv".

It was ruined by mental illness and the realization of toxic multiculturalism - A nation where nonwhites are subjected to bigotry.

Bos Wars, FreeCiv, 0 A.D, when I was much younger.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

YouTube Channels:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOt3Dr4GLhDfz2tqIqFZtJw

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB8Gr03aqgleU-AerkCJA0w

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

My Thera-Putty:

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Lovely similarities. I spent the week of my 22th birthday in a psych ward.

I met a 5'9 White male in the psych ward named "Derek G". He was blonde and pale yet also a very devout Christian; he prayed for me once and we greeted each-other daily. Based on my observations, he was homeless and unsure of his living arrangements post-hospitalization.

I also met an elderly White male named "Michael". He told me about his personal life(Sister and her husband, his sports interests) and asked me if I was hungry because of my slim appearance("Are you hungry? You look thin").

Those events greatly offset the unkindness I received from a nurse.

Derek G played his radio regularly in the suicide ward. He was in the room across from mine.

Yes. I'd hide steak knives so I would be able to fidget with them later.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I was unable to gaze upon my White nurses without feeling immense discomfort.

Patients kept standing outside my door each night since I was sexualizing holes in my sleep.

"Good pussy"

Derek, a blonde White Christian, opened my room and checked on me. After that, I had to greet him myself since he was reluctant to speak to me.

As in the commune, I'd wake up without my hospital clothes, naked. This was similar to how I had to sleep in my apartment living room since my neighbors started laughing at my sleep-talking each night(Before doing "Other" things).

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Group Therapy & Youth Commune:

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Minneapolis Photos:

 

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(I'm going to start compiling my...records now)

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Dox:

 

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[Intellau_Celistic]

Childhood:

When I was a four-year-old, my parents and I lived in a duplex, where my father would hit Mother and damage the walls, resulting in holes near a wooden desk she used for sewing. I recall pouring soap in my eyes at this age to stop them from arguing.

When we moved, my father would regularly come home and argue with Mother over anything he disliked. He broke the windows in our living room as well as the windows in our kitchen, he broke a "Leopard Statue", he broke our kitchen table, he broke plates, he threw Mother's computer and clothes into the garbage bin. He'd regularly pound on Mother's room door(Used for crafts). He'd yell at Mother as he was driving her to work.

My mother, as kind as she may be, used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation. Other times, she would hit me. When I said, "Please don't hit me!" once, she started laughing.

One day, Mother was asked by my father to write a check, which she did. However, he was angry because she was drying off after a shower. This led him to shove her onto the floor(She was naked) and kick her legs repeatedly, which I was present for and saw. He also broke her fingers and cut her knuckles, injured her knees and kicked her abdomen. Our utilities were cut off three times due to failure to pay, and the result was living with my paternal grandparents for weeks at a time. On the day we moved in with my maternal grandparents, me and Mother sat in the dark since my father didn't pay the utility bill("Well, then leave"; he left the house after yelling, which I hid from).

 

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Height & Weight:

 

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Personal Studies(Biology):

Re: White people love kissing their pets

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#154465407Thursday, January 22, 2015 9:15 PM CST "Dogs have certain chemicals in their mouths that clean bacteria" The chemicals themselves are rather limited in eradicating certain pathogens. The oral-immunological signalling system is regulated different from the immunological response in the blood-stream, the system itself allows many different variations of bacteria to survive while restricting their division. However, various parasites and virions are capable of surviving extensively in the salivary fluid of canines.

Re: post here so i can get attention?

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#147054877Monday, September 29, 2014 9:50 PM CDT "Because I don't have what you consider a life." Hmm? My interpretation of "life" refers to actual biological survival rather than being used as a term to denote "Social-Status", you aren't "lifeless", you simply just have a life-style that varies from what's commonly found in other areas, I would suggest finding someone that you can enjoy that entertains you that will have positive rather than negative effects on you

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Re: A small question

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#145888041Friday, September 12, 2014 5:02 AM CDT "so,basically,just like those swag things,those are caused by uneducated kids trying to act cool?" No, it's caused by negativity due to numerous preceding events , either way, many of them are actually quite insecure and view themselves as inferior to other people simply due to the negativity they had to deal with. It's not necessarily a matter of how much education they're receiving, it's a matter of how the education they're receiving affects them.

Re: @Anonymust

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#148250788Sunday, October 19, 2014 2:36 PM CDT Why are you giving the user more negative attention? They specifically stated themselves that the negativity gives them pleasure and creating thread's centered around insulting them will only result in further problems.

 

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Re: why does everyone have to be so unique on this forum AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #151879991Wednesday, December 17, 2014 4:32 PM CST The answer to the problem you presented is somewhat complex and varied. Many individuals utilize this website as a medium for conveying their issues simply because they lack supportive attention from relatives/acquaintances. Yet other users have to deal with consistent negativity and thus using the website enables them to 'manipulate' a virtual social-cycle as a means of cognitively escaping their problems. I'm certain that the majority of the excessive 'attention-seekers' on the website have some degree of self-perceived inferiority that contributes to their perception of the situation. Altogether, though, it's likely going to be much more beneficial to communicate with someone offline rather than becoming upset when random users over the internet show a lack of significant sympathy towards the various problems you may have, though I could understand the difficulty.

Re: [ Content Deleted ] AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332 #151957522Thursday, December 18, 2014 9:37 PM CST "Ok, accept me peers from east india. Atleast I think that's where all of OT is from." I'd personally suggest that you avoid trying to consistently conform to the standards of random individuals over a screen. A "Myriad" of times has this resulted in eventual negativity for the user who desires positive communication.

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AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#152217810Monday, December 22, 2014 8:24 PM CST Each individual afflicted with "Autism" is effective differently and function at varying levels. Although it's a cognitive disorder, Autism doesn't necessarily make the sufferer oblivious to the negativity of civilization.

Re: Why Do People Say They Hate Their Siblings?

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#152231789Tuesday, December 23, 2014 12:04 AM CST The majority of individuals who make claims such as this aren't actually harboring unwarranted hatred towards their siblings, they're simply referring to the occasional problems that may arise. There's positivity and negativity in each situation.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Re: I cant get over the fact that my friend is better than me

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#158458104Sunday, March 22, 2015 6:11 PM CDT You aren't inferior to your friend whatsoever. Each individual varies in personality characteristics from another person, I'm certain that you have plenty of positive and beneficial characteristics without having to conform to the social standards of another adolescent. It's much better to divide yourself from the psychological entrapment of a clique than it is to allow yourself to become attached to something that could eventually damage your social perception of other humans when negativity occurs. Furthermore, you may want to discuss your recent thoughts with your acquaintance.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Programming:

Skill Languages;

• TorqueScript
• Lua(CodeChef)
• C(CodeChef)
• Perl(CodeChef)
• Excel Formulas(School Course)
• JavaScript(CoderByte + CodeChef)
• XML/AIML(Slightly)
• HTML/CSS(Slightly)
• Assembly(Slightly)
• Visual Basic(Slightly)
• GDScript(Slightly)
• XSE-Script(As a young child; Slightly)
• Batch(As a young child)

(He also toyed with Python, C++, Haskell, LISP, C#, SQLite)

As a Blasian with NLD(Brain lesion), his PIQ is lower than that of the full-Asian Matthew, his fellow programmer

Re: Pokemon: Forces Unite Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #37919872Wednesday, December 01, 2010 12:10 AM CST MY STARTER UH SQUIRTLE ORIGINAL TOWN PALLET TOWN READY TO BATTLE YOU BET

Re: Rate My ROBLOXian Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451 #45789550Monday, April 18, 2011 11:19 PM CDT 0-0

GAMES

Moronism Join Date: 2010-02-08 Post Count: 451

#25907873Monday, May 17, 2010 10:54 PM CDT VISIT MY PLACE FOR FUN FULL GAMES

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Re: goodbye everyone i'm getting ip banned

narutobow26 Join Date: 2010-10-18 Post Count: 8

#190557790Sunday, June 05, 2016 10:38 PM CDT Simple solution: use a VPN. It is my hope that your plot for tomorrow succeeds well.

 

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Re: poetry is aids to analyse narutobow26 Join Date: 2010-10-18 Post Count: 8 #190272677Wednesday, June 01, 2016 8:41 PM CDT "do math instead" The same issue will occur. This also applies to Science. Only those of greater than Negroid range IQ can understand abstract concepts.

Re: who here dislikes black people narutobow26 Join Date: 2010-10-18 Post Count: 8 #190273385Wednesday, June 01, 2016 8:51 PM CDT "black people song" Yes, I also listen to this one regularly: View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ua8Zeo0yH8M

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Re: Where did Latin American come from?

UnsourcedAnon Join Date: 2016-01-12 Post Count: 563

#184813661Saturday, March 05, 2016 3:09 PM CST Simple. They have been tainted with inferior "Amerindian" DNA. It is quite comparable to mulatto hybrids. Various parasitic groups also have remnants of Polynesian DNA. It is quite repulsive.

Re: if the age is on the clock, shes ready for the co_k :^)

Unsourced_Anon Join Date: 2016-03-08 Post Count: 58

#190266129Wednesday, June 01, 2016 7:20 PM CDT Perhaps you do not understand how to read clocks? I presume that you are a Mulatto, given your stupidity.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Indeed. I preached self-love in the past and hope to do so soon. We should all love ourselves enough to resist NT brainwashing.

My Personal Exploits:

Downtown Milwaukee, Brookfield, Tomah, Eau Claire, St. Paul...Minneapolis!

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[Incelius Savage]

Room Photos:

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@Zer0/∞ truecel

 

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@Zer0/∞ truecel

I told you, Intellau is a saint of inceldom.

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

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(I'm going to start compiling my...records now)

Is this a suicide note?

Hope you're OK man.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Is this a suicide note?

This will make it much easier to quote things when I need them.

 

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[Khanivore]

My mining rig is expanding:

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Target is 1 Gh/s. I'll likely use my credit for the next expansion. I'll need a separate PSU for the second L3, quieter fans with lower power use, and a new PSU for several Mini Doge machines.

Gimme that

 

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Bans:

 

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[Khanivore]

Bans:

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Why ppl even give warnings to you, you wouldnt hurt a fly

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Infiltrators:

@HarryDresden

Boy don’t mention me or my real name. If any of you incels dox me yall and whoever you send will be deadcels ( in Elliot Rodgers manifesto)

@Experiment626

Thoughts on a 4 year age gap @Experiment626

Nothing wrong with it at all.

You didn't block him for no reason, you blocked him because you saw him as a useless friend. You could build a good friendship, but you don't want that, you just want sex.

So to answer your question" "AITA", I would have to say yes.

Whatever. Admins are too busy sniffing coke on Stacey's genitals so they probably don't give a shit about foid infiltrators anyway.

Yep, so...

@Baldingegghead

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Why ppl even give warnings to you, you wouldnt hurt a fly

Not sure.

Tentatively however since this is intellau’s first “major” rule breaking offense, I believe Komesarj has decided to give him a two weeks long ban over it, with presumably any more violations of the same kind ending with a permanent one.

 

[Khanivore]

I see, thank you. Yes, ppl can misunderstand.. i, personally, think that you, Intellau, is a quite nice guy who got no luck in life