(Vent) I feel so lost

[maximoos]

In 2021 I lost my dad and to cope I started smoking weed, it was a lot of fun I had a good social life. I had this big group of friends (tho I never had a gf) by and by the group got smaller and split up into different groups. It was then just me and 2 other guys I would smoke weed with. Eventually they moved on to their own thing which leaves me on my own.

They all got their social life’s in check pretty easily except for me idk why it feels like I lost a part of myself that I can’t get back. Everyone I’ve bumped into over the years is either not interested or an asshole I seriously don’t know what to do or where to go I feel so lost. Is this my life? Spending the rest of my life just playing cod and jerking off? I went down a path in the workforce that has shit pay aswell so it feels like the future of my life is going to be really shit.

I can’t connect with people to get a social life let alone get a girlfriend. If my life keeps going this way until my mid 20s I’m roping end off

 

[Freixel]

I too lost a lot of friends in the mid-20's, they are probably fake friends anyways

 

[maximoos]

I too lost a lot of friends in the mid-20's, they are probably fake friends anyways

Sorry to hear that bro and yes they were

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I feel lost too everything feels fake its depressing

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

can’t connect with people to get a social life

it was a lot of fun I had a good social life. I had this big group of friends

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

No sympathy for friendhavers