Spent all day crying sleeping and punching myself

[azakhan]

This is it my final chapter in life I never thought depression could get that bad again but God provee hevcan give me another challenge to over me except he forget I can't overcome this challenge cause it's not physically possible.
All I want to do is die fuck what family and friends will think I just have enough of this clown world.

 

[sadboyo123]

I hope you feel better soon, we can only pray that It gets better for all of us.

 

[azakhan]

I hope you feel better soon, we can only pray that It gets better for all of us.

I won't. I have penis condition that is incurable and because of that I will never have sex. I lost all hope and now I'm just crying like a baby

 

[sadboyo123]

I won't. I have penis condition that is incurable and because of that I will never have sex. I lost all hope and now I'm just crying like a baby

 

[Deleted member 21324]

@foidologist what're your thoughts on this?

 

[Deleted member 28903]

@foidologist what're your thoughts on this?

brutal

 

[Deleted member 21324]

brutal

Insightful. Thank you very much Sir. Foid II.

 

[imsorry]

brutal. what penis conditon do you have?

also what about gymcelling?

what about greek god physique

do you still workout? any progress?

Zyzz brahh.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

This is it my final chapter in life I never thought depression could get that bad again but God provee hevcan give me another challenge to over me except he forget I can't overcome this challenge cause it's not physically possible.
All I want to do is die fuck what family and friends will think I just have enough of this clown world.

That’s rough bro

 

[azakhan]

brutal. what penis conditon do you have?

also what about gymcelling?

what about greek god physique

do you still workout? any progress?

Zyzz brahh.

its lichen sclerosis, makes my dick covered in white spots and it's disgusting
the only known cure is applying steroid creme with estrogen but I will rather kill myself than get gyno or lose hair fuck this shit

I finally got somehow of a aesthetic physique, some guy on 4chan said I already look better than 80% of men and 50% of men at the gym but it's pointless, I can have a great physique but what 's the poiint if I can't show my perfect body to any girl because she will laugh at my ruined penis

for anyone wondering how it looks like here is a picture from the internet except mine looks a little bit worse and more visible
imagine girl seeing this and thinking I have STD or Yeast infection
hopefully i will have balls to end my life soon bros

 

[XANDIARIES]

its lichen sclerosis, makes my dick covered in white spots and it's disgusting
the only known cure is applying steroid creme with estrogen but I will rather kill myself than get gyno or lose hair fuck this shit

I finally got somehow of a aesthetic physique, some guy on 4chan said I already look better than 80% of men and 50% of men at the gym but it's pointless, I can have a great physique but what 's the poiint if I can't show my perfect body to any girl because she will laugh at my ruined penis

for anyone wondering how it looks like here is a picture from the internet except mine looks a little bit worse and more visible
imagine girl seeing this and thinking I have STD or Yeast infection
hopefully i will have balls to end my life soon bros
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are the spots the only issue? Is your dick still functional? Perhaps you could mask the problem with darker condoms but that of course restricts the amount of pleasure you can have. Then again you would be fucking escorts

 

[Deleted member 32197]

This is it my final chapter in life I never thought depression could get that bad again but God provee hevcan give me another challenge to over me except he forget I can't overcome this challenge cause it's not physically possible.
All I want to do is die fuck what family and friends will think I just have enough of this clown world.

I punch myself in head as well. I hate this modern age as well, and I want to rope every second thats im still living in here. But don’t severely harm youself bro, Just remember that you’ll never be as much as a fuck up as me. Compared to me, your probably the best person that has ever walked this earth. Just at least attempt to keep on going, just do it for me or your family most importantly. The rope is meant for people like me, not for people lime you. I’ll be praying tonight that you get better.

 

[azakhan]

are the spots the only issue? Is your dick still functional? Perhaps you could mask the problem with darker condoms but that of course restricts the amount of pleasure you can have. Then again you would be fucking escorts

yes but what if a girl would want to give me a blowjob? it would be disgusting for her
I want to fuck normal women not escorts bro

I punch myself in head as well. I hate this modern age as well, and I want to rope every second thats im still living in here. But don’t severely harm youself bro, Just remember that you’ll never be as much as a fuck up as me. Compared to me, your probably the best person that has ever walked this earth. Just at least attempt to keep on going, just do it for me or your family most importantly. The rope is meant for people like me, not for people lime you. I’ll be praying tonight that you get better.

idk man I am a pretty big failure, dropped college, no job, no gf, manlet etc etc
i stopped seeing any pooint in continuing livnig bro, everysecond is torture, million issues, when i solve one another 10 that I can;'t solve appear, life is hell my friend

 

[XANDIARIES]

yes but what if a girl would want to give me a blowjob? it would be disgusting for her
I want to fuck normal women not escorts bro

idk man I am a pretty big failure, dropped college, no job, no gf, manlet etc etc
i stopped seeing any pooint in continuing livnig bro, everysecond is torture, million issues, when i solve one another 10 that I can;'t solve appear, life is hell my friend

yeah i understand, escorts are ragefuel. Does it affect the scent of your dick? weird question jfl. If you ever do ascend perhaps the foid will overlook this falio

 

[azakhan]

yeah i understand, escorts are ragefuel. Does it affect the scent of your dick? weird question jfl. If you ever do ascend perhaps the foid will overlook this falio

idk my dick sometimes smell weird but if it's from that or naturally I have no idea tbh

 

[XANDIARIES]

idk my dick sometimes smell weird but if it's from that or naturally I have no idea tbh

ehh, i can think of worse falio's then like a non-functional dick or severe dicklet. If you aren't burdened by those there might still be hope boyo

 

[azakhan]

ehh, i can think of worse falio's then like a non-functional dick or severe dicklet. If you aren't burdened by those there might still be hope boyo

actually I was a dicklet even two years ago but now it grew to some insane size i don't really know how, I tried sigils and maybe that's it, I was 12 cm in 2019 and now I'm 17-19cm bonepressed streigthened out (my dick is bend a little bit) depending on the erection strenght, I really don't know how it happened I wasn't using any penis enlargment methods or anything

shame I won't be able to use that dick ever because of the skin condition

 

[XANDIARIES]

actually I was a dicklet even two years ago but now it grew to some insane size i don't really know how, I tried sigils and maybe that's it, I was 12 cm in 2019 and now I'm 17-19cm bonepressed streigthened out (my dick is bend a little bit) depending on the erection strenght, I really don't know how it happened I wasn't using any penis enlargment methods or anything

shame I won't be able to use that dick ever because of the skin condition

if you were post-puberty 2 years ago that's massive. 18 cm mogs many men, non-larping of course

 

[Deleted member 16390]

I would opt for the steroid cream and possibly ultraviolet/red light therapy from tanning beds.
It got my psoriasis under control when I can afford.

Also tumuric pill help in autoimmune skin condition

 

[azakhan]

I would opt for the steroid cream and possibly ultraviolet/red light therapy from tanning beds.
It got my psoriasis under control when I can afford.

Also tumuric pill help in autoimmune skin condition

steroid cream causes gyno and lowers testosterone I don't want that
but I will try tumuric pills thanks

if you were post-puberty 2 years ago that's massive. 18 cm mogs many men, non-larping of course

I know, pretty weird, unfortunetely my width is only 13cm which isn't enough to please a women

sometimes I become manic and start hitting my head in the wall, fighting the air, almost killed an animal a time ago.

I did that too few times maybe that's why I am so low IQ
how did you almost kill an animal btw? what animal was it?

 

[Julaybib]

hold everything together , i cant promise you better times but dont end it here

 

[patheticmanletcel]

I spent the whole day in bed

 

[Deleted member 17606]

If you can fap then you can fuck (assuming you find a foid). Foids fuck stinking dirt covered chads all the time and have fetishes for far more disgusting things then some skin on your dick. The depression is understandable, but its either cope or rope, and after going through more then a decade of mental hell I can say coming out of it theres copes worth living for.

 

[azakhan]

If you can fap then you can fuck (assuming you find a foid). Foids fuck stinking dirt covered chads all the time and have fetishes for far more disgusting things then some skin on your dick. The depression is understandable, but its either cope or rope, and after going through more then a decade of mental hell I can say coming out of it theres copes worth living for.

idk bro it seems like a major red flag if guy has some weird shit on his dick

 

[Deleted member 17606]

idk bro it seems like a major red flag if guy has some weird shit on his dick

I would think the depression about it is far less attractive then the issue itself but im no slayer so I cant say too much. Take the pressure off yourself over it, if u can fap u can fuck and if u can fuck then u can no longer use .co

 

[patheticmanletcel]

yes but what if a girl would want to give me a blowjob? it would be disgusting for her
I want to fuck normal women not escorts bro

idk man I am a pretty big failure, dropped college, no job, no gf, manlet etc etc
i stopped seeing any pooint in continuing livnig bro, everysecond is torture, million issues, when i solve one another 10 that I can;'t solve appear, life is hell my friend

Fuck this is exactly my life