It is all a lie

[Eternatus]

The girl I loved the most in this world actually befriended, coalesced another collegue of mine, the men eater/girlboss prototype that probably conditioned her even more to despise me like a piece of shit. I don’t know why I deserved so much hate, knowing all the love I poured from my heart to her.

My posts have been trite lately because I’m feeling desperate and clingy, and I cannot accept that my love has been unrequited, and that she isn’t as kind as she looks like and probably laughed at my attempts to get close to her. I hate this place, hate, Hate, that’s all what remains to me. Hate.

That’s all I’m gonna be left with, no matter how much love I had to give, it doesn’t matter, it will never matter, nor the amount of hours I spent crying in my bed, in my car, at work, at the bathroom, at every possible occurrence I can think about for this same girl.

It is all a lie, all it was meant for me is to die.

 

[elephant man]

its over im sorry

 

[BoredWolf]

The girl I loved the most in this world actually befriended, coalesced another collegue of mine, the man eater/girlboss prototype that probably conditioned her even more to despise me like a piece of shit. I don’t know why I deserved so much hate, knowing all the love I poured from my heart to her.

My posts have been trite lately because I’m feeling desperate and clingy, and I cannot accept that my love has been unrequited, and that she isn’t as kind as she looks like and probably laughed at my attempts to get close to her. I hate this place, hate, Hate, that’s all what remains to me. Hate.

That’s all I’m gonna be left with, no matter how much love I had to give, it doesn’t matter, it will never matter, nor the amount of hours I spent crying in my bed, in my car, at work, at the bathroom, at every possible occurrence I can think about for this same girl.

It is all a lie, all it was meant for me is to die.

All I can say is that we all learn eventually, its a brutal and painful reality to accept but it must be accepted so you can move on with your life .Someday you are going to need to start thinking outside the box(see what I did there) "Outside the Box".I remember what those feelings of loneliness and isolation can do to you and I feel your pain, but you have to find some way to live and be happy or at least tolerate your life.Only tip I have that works is to not interact with her, unfollow her IG or social media, don't feed thoughts about her, put as much distance between her and you as is possible

 

[BoredWolf]

Also dope that you know Yu Gi Oh I though I was the only one who grew up watching that instead of Pokemon

 

[Sir Silentium]

and that she isn’t as kind as she looks like and probably laughed at my attempts to get close to her

I can relate. It's a halo effect. She looks nice so our brain naturally wants to think everything else about her is nice too. I learnt it the hard way. Modern 'christian' women are not as innocent as they used to be.

 

[passedawayinapril]

Love dies, death is eternal

 

[Fraud.]

Brutal

 

[Doomed4ever]

I don't even bother trying with a girl. Never approached and hence never rejected because I'm smart enough to know the outcome. Only escorts for me

 

[Eternatus]

I don't even bother trying with a girl. Never approached and hence never rejected because I'm smart enough to know the outcome. Only escorts for me

how does it feel?

 

[Doomed4ever]

how does it feel?

feel about what? escorts?

 

[DefeatedTanto]

Know exactly how you feel

 

[captchawaffen]

The girl I loved the most in this world actually befriended, coalesced another collegue of mine, the men eater/girlboss prototype that probably conditioned her even more to despise me like a piece of shit. I don’t know why I deserved so much hate, knowing all the love I poured from my heart to her.

My posts have been trite lately because I’m feeling desperate and clingy, and I cannot accept that my love has been unrequited, and that she isn’t as kind as she looks like and probably laughed at my attempts to get close to her. I hate this place, hate, Hate, that’s all what remains to me. Hate.

That’s all I’m gonna be left with, no matter how much love I had to give, it doesn’t matter, it will never matter, nor the amount of hours I spent crying in my bed, in my car, at work, at the bathroom, at every possible occurrence I can think about for this same girl.

It is all a lie, all it was meant for me is to die.

it never gets better after something like this, from experience