Pointless
another embarrassment today
Not even girls just friends and everyone laughs
What’s the point of all of this. Real life without drugs sucks. 1.5 months left till end of summer. If I don’t fuck I’m ordering heroin and going feel joy at least. I’m only making things worse for everyone that surrounds me, I am cursed with being ugly. Pointless everything. I cope with drugs lately and I feel good but it’s all in my head. In real life I’m still a loser. Fucked up. SHould end it.
another embarrassment today
Not even girls just friends and everyone laughs
What’s the point of all of this. Real life without drugs sucks. 1.5 months left till end of summer. If I don’t fuck I’m ordering heroin and going feel joy at least. I’m only making things worse for everyone that surrounds me, I am cursed with being ugly. Pointless everything. I cope with drugs lately and I feel good but it’s all in my head. In real life I’m still a loser. Fucked up. SHould end it.
