SuicideFuel I just wait for death, because the suffering will end

[Cryo]

It can't come any sooner. The only thing that's keeping my alive is fear of dying. Because I am very scared of it. If it wasn't for that

And I bet I'll just remain like this everyday until I die. Maybe life more suffering, but I live in the age where I can witness people being happy and avoiding all the suffering off life, by having sex, mating and having fun and party.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoKluzn07eQ

Maybe I still hold to some hope unconsciously, but even so this world is just disgusting. I just want it all to end man. I hope this world gets torn apart I hate everyone I just want it all to end man fuck. Disgusting earth. I hope it gets blown up by a thousand nukes.

Some people just born to suffer, and people gaslight that and torture because they cant imagine, they can avoid suffering by doing fun activities, and that takes off the pain.

Without the fun activity of human it is all pain, the boredom and the hollowness is just pain. Bleak

 

[Cryo]

 

[Cryo]

I am poor retarded and ugly

 

[Cryo]

I just want to be headshotted

I constantly switch between brimming with hope and feeling the deepest despair. Multiple times per day. I switch between feeling like a beautiful angel to feeling like the most disgusting subhuman on the planet. Because of the hope part (which I can't just rationalize away) I don't see myself...

incels.is

 

[Freixel]

70 virgin whores waiting in heaven