Why is that? See, your problem is already in how you've framed this. WTF is an "antivaxxer"? That was the mainstream media buzzword to paint badly (and make them look like kooks) anyone critical of the new experimental drug that the media bosses either were being paid to shill for, or they had stocks in the pharma companies and were supporting their investments.
The first tragedy here is that you trusted what the media and governments were telling you. The second tragedy is that you fell for the media propaganda and failed to exercise the very thing the narrative never wants you to be exercising: free thought. It's rational and scientific to question things, especially testing new drugs on your body that, not only did not complete proper rigorous testing, but were for a virus that is non-lethal to almost 99% of people and recoverable. It was effectively a glorified cold and flu virus. Far more people yearly die of heart disease, cancer, and automobile accidents.
The third tragedy is your current health condition as a result of the side effects.
In addition, governments were aggressively cracking down on safe and alternative medicines that are proven to be effective and even prescribed by MDs. The media also ramped up its propaganda to the point of absolute clown fuckery (see: CNN and ivermectin). The US government even issued a customs ban on the import of ivermectin when it's a perfectly safe a viable alternative to the jabs in dealing with the novel virus.
They were all doing everything in their power to coerce you into injecting your body with this experimental drug for a virus that almost everyone will recover from. Everything from losing the ability to feed and clothe yourself (lost jobs from shot mandates) to fines and jail time (not 100% sure about jail time, but there were definitely numerous fines across multiple countries). The question now you must ask yourself is why. Why would they go to such lengths to push this thing?
