High IQ
I was in an unpopular geek club in high school that followed this exact fate, this exact chronology, it's crazy how enlightening and accurate this is.
The thing is in my club, I was some kind of a "green" myself, but still I merely used the club for its original purpose until the end, and also to keep contact with former members or green members. I was part of the original second way of members, which means old members put all their confidence in me and some of my friends to keep it afloat. I failed.
I was somehow high ranked in the club, though I hated "social" stuffs and was always doing "my" stuffs first, because the club purpose was to make our own IT related project. Then, another guy got high ranked because he was somehow the far nephew of an ex member and "wanted" the title (I didn't even wanted mine, I was just too autistically invested in my projects not to get some kind of honorary title according to the administration, jfl at me).
Then the girls arrived, one tried to get with one of my friend, they broke up after a month and he stopped to get involved for serious shit in the club because depression (though he used to be a constructive green member, he then only came to sit, drink alcohol, and play with random objects like some sort of intelligent animal), another girl got with the other high ranked dude, and then everything collapsed.
The club was now some kind of antechamber of the prom dressing and watching youtube all day and gaming with normies that had nothing to do with the club ...
I failed my mission because I was too autistic, and will regret it until my death.
