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Venting My mental health ruined after i lost my virginity to a escort

NazarOps said:
She even complimented my body when I told her I go to the gym. :ha..feels:
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Damn that must have felt good:cryfeels:,all my girl did was insult me saying that I needed more practice
 
Dravidiancel said:
Yay! Finally :feelsLightsaber: .How did the intercourse feel without condom and did you give her oral
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It was with condom on even blowjob. Idk why you would give a blowjob to someone with a condom on, really weird lmao. I didn't give her oral, sadly. I should've planned this more through cuz I wanted to kiss her but it only crossed my mind now. It felt nice hugging her though, probably even better than sex. Her warm body and tits felt so nice

:feelsbadman::feelsbadman::feelsbadman:
 
NazarOps said:
Brutal, are they even allowed to do that?
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I don't know why she said that dumb bitch.I'm gonna choke the shit outta her and turn her ass into a pulp the next the I meet her for saying that but that truth is my cardio was rough and my hip movement was bad so I didn't say anything to her.Maybe she genuinely wanted to experience a young body like mine and wanted me to me her cum(might be why she removed the condom without asking me) but I couldn't do that so she wasn't happy:feelsrope:
 
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NazarOps said:
It was with condom on even blowjob. Idk why you would give a blowjob to someone with a condom on, really weird lmao. I didn't give her oral, sadly. I should've planned this more through cuz I wanted to kiss her but it only crossed my mind now. It felt nice hugging her though, probably even better than sex. Her warm body and tits felt so nice

:feelsbadman::feelsbadman::feelsbadman:
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Condom blowjob :feelsUnreal: she must be a high class whore if she cares that much
 
Dravidiancel said:
I don't know why she said that dumb bitch.I'm gonna choke the shit outta her and turn her ass into a pulp the next the I meet her for saying that but that truth is my cardio was rough and my hip movement was bad so I didn't say anything to her.Maybe she genuinely wanted to experience a young body like mine and wanted me to me her cum(why she removed the condom without asking me) but I couldn't do that so she's wasn't happy:feelsrope:
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Yeah same, I sucked at missionary though lmao, it was kinda hard for me to thrust deep inside her. I preferred cow girl when she was on top of me. I guess this means I will have to add hip thrusts to my gym routine, lmaoo.
 
NazarOps said:
Yeah same, I sucked at missionary though lmao, it was kinda hard for me to thrust deep inside her. I preferred cow girl when she was on top of me. I guess this means I will have to add hip thrusts to my gym routine, lmaoo.
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Same.Missionary sucked for me.My penis was curved upside and she was wet so it kept slipping out.Cow girl and doggy is the best:smonk:
 
Dravidiancel said:
Same.Missionary sucked for me.My penis was curved upside and she was wet so it kept slipping out.Cow girl and doggy is the best:smonk:
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Based. I will have to practice missionary more with the first escort I went to. Honestly escorting has given me a bit of a confidence boost about myself. Maybe I'm not that grotesque looking after all. I even got two Tinder matches today, lmao.
 
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NazarOps said:
Based. I will have to practice missionary more with the first escort I went to. Honestly escorting has given me a bit of a confidence boost about myself. Maybe I'm not that grotesque looking after all. I even got two Tinder matches today, lmao.
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Wtf :feelswhat: man you must be a fakecel if you get tinder matches:feelsree::feelsree:.Get Outta here before you ruin your mental health and confidence
 
Dravidiancel said:
Wtf :feelswhat: man you must be a fakecel if you get tinder matches:feelsree::feelsree:
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One is a muslim woman that replied back and the other one is Swedish but she hasn't replied to my message lmao. Idk man, it's weird. I wish I wasn't a fakecel, but I'm not that good looking.
 
NazarOps said:
One is a muslim woman that replied back and the other one is Swedish but she hasn't replied to my message lmao. Idk man, it's weird. I wish I wasn't a fakecel, but I'm not that good looking.
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@CopeHarderNow it's over for us :feelsUnreal:
 
@Dravidiancel It's over for me. I'm thinking about going to her again tomorrow but just for hugs and kisses. Should I do it, I can't hold myself. :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman:
 
NazarOps said:
@Dravidiancel It's over for me. I'm thinking about going to her again tomorrow but just for hugs and kisses. Should I do it, I can't hold myself. :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman:
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That's too soon bruh.You should wait atleast a week or else you gonna get addicted to this.These whores don't deserve our hard earned money.
 
Dravidiancel said:
That's too soon bruh.You should wait atleast a week or else you gonna get addicted to this.These whores don't deserve our hard earned money.
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The problem is that she doesn't live here. She has a visa, she said she would stay until next week in my city and then fly somewhere else.

I asked her if she has any plans on coming back and she said not until next year, fuck I will miss her :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman::feelscry::cryfeels:
 
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Dravidiancel said:
The taste of her pussy was like a delicate symphony playing on the taste buds. It's a luscious blend of honeyed sweetness with a hint of tangy intrigue. Imagine the subtle notes of ripe fruits, the succulent essence of a summer breeze, and the intoxicating aroma of flowers in full bloom.

With each delicate lick, you're greeted by a melody of flavors that dance across your tongue. It's a unique fusion of sensuality and desire, a tantalizing concoction that leaves you craving for more. It's a taste that can transport you to realms of pleasure you never thought possible.
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JFL @ this poetic description. What a fucking cuck faggot.

SHE'S A GODDAMN WHORE WITH A DIRTY, USED UP PUSSY THAT HAS SEEN MORE METERS OF DICK THAN SOME SKYSCRAPERS.
 
based_meme said:
JFL @ this poetic description. What a fucking cuck faggot.

SHE'S A GODDAMN WHORE WITH A DIRTY, USED UP PUSSY THAT HAS SEEN MORE METERS OF DICK THAN SOME SKYSCRAPERS.
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Cope,she only started this job two days before I met her.I have done my research.
 
based_meme said:
JFL @ this poetic description. What a fucking cuck faggot.

SHE'S A GODDAMN WHORE WITH A DIRTY, USED UP PUSSY THAT HAS SEEN MORE METERS OF DICK THAN SOME SKYSCRAPERS.
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It was a joke ,i copied it from chatgpt.Stfu cunt
 
based_meme said:
Cope harder. Simp lies.
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Did you really think that poem was real,it was sarcasm you dumbass because some guys kept asking how it tasted like even after i answered the question multiple time.I wanted to lick her pussy because it was my first time I touched a pussy and the thought of curiosity got me.In the midst of foreplay i didn't really care.We were both horny and she was wet after i gave that oral.I ain't gonna keep doing that because I have already experienced it once and i know the risks.
 
NazarOps said:
The problem is that she doesn't live here. She has a visa, she said she would stay until next week in my city and then fly somewhere else.

I asked her if she has any plans on coming back and she said not until next year, fuck I will miss her :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman::feelscry::cryfeels:
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That's brutal man.I guess you have to cope with something else until she comes back or visit a different whore later.
 
Dravidiancel said:
Did you really think that poem was real,it was sarcasm you dumbass because some guys kept asking how it tasted like even after i answered the question multiple time.I wanted to lick her pussy because it was my first time I touched a pussy and the thought of curiosity got me.In the midst of foreplay i didn't really care.We were both horny and she was wet after i gave that oral.I ain't gonna keep doing that because I have already experienced it once and i know the risks.
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It was just a prank theory.
 
Dravidiancel said:
My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there she was wearing a woolen white tank top and I entered quickly into her room cause i didn't want anyone to see me.She was Asian and chubby but fit with 7/10 face with medium bust and medium ass.In her page her age was mentioned as 22 but her real age was 27 so she and I sat on the sofa and started chatting for some time and she asked if I liked older girls and I said no that she looked very young in her photos.I paid her the money for 2 sessions.




She asked me if I wanted to smoke and I said no and she asked me whether she could smoke a cigarette and then after she finished it,we went to the bed.Her room was decorated with candles and flowers and it set up the mood very nicely.I started removing my shirt and told her it was my first time but she started laughing saying that she doesn't believe me.I was so horny at this time and she removed her tank top and her black bra and panties,her breasts were beautiful and i started kissing her.It felt amazing to kiss her her soft pink thick lips.i started the foreplay kissing her on the breast sucking her nipples and her stomach and slowly came down to her pink pussy and gave her oral.I know it's bad to give oral to escort but she started this job only recently and I wanted to taste her beautiful pink pusssy and as i gave licking her clitoris she was squirming with joy and I liked it very much that she was enjoying it.Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.she gave me a blowjob and licked my balls without condom and it felt great.





She was asking for intercourse so I took my 5 inch cock and started slamming her pussy missionary style and she was acting like she was enjoying it, but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock.I wasn't enjoying it because I was wearing a condom and I couldn't feel I shit.It was so annoying.Then i went to doggystyle but I still couldn't feel anything because of the condom.After 20 minutes i came in the condom after trying so hard to cum.That right there was the end of the first session.





Then we took a smoke break and she showed me her Instagram and chatted for some time(it was a gf experience).This time we were sitting on the sofa and i removed the towel and she started bouncing on my cock and I grabbed her thick ass and sucking on her right breast nipple and kissing her pink lips at the same time.The feeling of me squeezing her ass felt better than sex with all the blood rushing through my veins.I took her to bed and started to thrust her from the back and she was yelling 'deeper and go deeper baby ' but my penis was already deep inside her and it kinda felt awful because i wished i had a bigger penis so she would scream in pain and I could go in deeper but i knew she was faking the pleasure.She knew i wasn't enjoying the sex with condom so she suddenly removed the condom and i was worried if i would get any std but i didn't give a fk and i just wanted to feel her tight pussy.I started thrusting her from the side and this time i can actually feel my cock inside her pussy.It felt so much better to have sex without a condom but this entire process felt like too much work as i was suffering from mild asthma and i couldn't control my breath properly.I just wanted to quickly cum and end the session.I went to back to doggy style and in about 10 minutes i was about to cum and i pulled out immediately and sprayed my cum all over her bed and she told me I needed more practice and I felt bad that i couldnt satisfy her but who cares ,she's just a whore.There was a lot of cum as I didn't fap for an entire month.She told me my penis size was the perfect size for her and i called her a liar.Then i dressed up and left her place after wishing her goodbye.For the next two hours i felt like a superman flying in the sky with adrenaline pumping through my veins.I was almost in a trance state.Felt like i had achieved something in life.



I went to my room and immediately that night I started missing her smell and the feeling of me being inside her.I still have dreams about her often and it's been 3 weeks since I met her.I know she is a whore and it feels like there is some part of me missing.I fell in into the dark hole and started feeling depressed.



I just hit the gym last week to not be a skinny framlet, so at least an escort would respect me, but I know that no good foid would love my face and my 5'7 height, but lifting weights feels like a really good cope and I can channel all my sexual energy into getting stronger. I will rate my escort experience a 6/10. I wouldn't waste my money again even though I miss her.It didn't feel much better than masturbation but the feeling of licking her pussy and sucking on her nipples while I grabbed her ass was the part i liked the most.I would rather play video games and gymmaxx as I know I can never pleasure a foid while she loves me.
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Ok, chaddy
 
Take some tests for STD just in case.
 
Good on you. Can't wait for my turn
 
Dravidiancel said:
I'm also short thin and ugly and she fucked me without condom bruh.They don't give a fuck
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being incel impossible in western countries and usa. Inceldom is only eastern europe and asia
 
Veniamin Pupunin said:
Yes. I get rejected by escort because im short and thin and ugly
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Impossible, they can reject you but then it would mean a loss on their end because they won't get paid. Maybe it's your pERsonality after all? I'm being serious. I live in a Western Country and I've gotten laid yesterday with an escort even though I'm not attractive. Have you tried an escort that is your height or shorter?
 
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NazarOps said:
The problem is that she doesn't live here. She has a visa, she said she would stay until next week in my city and then fly somewhere else.

I asked her if she has any plans on coming back and she said not until next year, fuck I will miss her :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman::feelscry::cryfeels:
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Lmao my girl flew out of the country again.I was planning to meet her next week.Now she'll only come back next month.As soon as these whores make some money they run off to explore the world with Chad.

We are both stuck in the same situation brutal :feelsree: :feelsree:
 
Dravidiancel said:
Lmao my girl flew out of the country again.I was planning to meet her next week.Now she'll only come back next month.As soon as these whores make some money they run off to explore the world with Chad.

We are both stuck in the same situation brutal :feelsree: :feelsree:
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Brutal :feelsrope: :feelsrope:

My first escort sent me a message though saying her period is over, asking me if I want to come over at Saturday though.

Obviously I will go, I just want someone to hug me and someone I can fuck :feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsbadman::feelsbadman:.


I hope I can forget about about the Latina until next year because it's killing me. Pretending like she never existed, but my mind won't let that happen.

Imagine having withdrawal symptoms over an escort, holy fuck I wish someone would just hug me besides my mom and without paying for it telling me that everything is going to be okay (it won't).
 
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@Dravidiancel I had to go to town today to pick up my ID and when the tram passed the street where I had sex with her, I got flashbacks.

Brutal, this memory will haunt me forever, I hope she comes back next year. I already miss her so much.


:cryfeels: :cryfeels::cryfeels:
 
Sounds like a decent experience tbh. I've read accounts of other escortcels that sound considerably worse and that puts me off.
 
Did you end up with any stds after all?
 
Dravidiancel said:
My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there she was wearing a woolen white tank top and I entered quickly into her room cause i didn't want anyone to see me.She was Asian and chubby but fit with 7/10 face with medium bust and medium ass.In her page her age was mentioned as 22 but her real age was 27 so she and I sat on the sofa and started chatting for some time and she asked if I liked older girls and I said no that she looked very young in her photos.I paid her the money for 2 sessions.




She asked me if I wanted to smoke and I said no and she asked me whether she could smoke a cigarette and then after she finished it,we went to the bed.Her room was decorated with candles and flowers and it set up the mood very nicely.I started removing my shirt and told her it was my first time but she started laughing saying that she doesn't believe me.I was so horny at this time and she removed her tank top and her black bra and panties,her breasts were beautiful and i started kissing her.It felt amazing to kiss her her soft pink thick lips.i started the foreplay kissing her on the breast sucking her nipples and her stomach and slowly came down to her pink pussy and gave her oral.I know it's bad to give oral to escort but she started this job only recently and I wanted to taste her beautiful pink pusssy and as i gave licking her clitoris she was squirming with joy and I liked it very much that she was enjoying it.Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.she gave me a blowjob and licked my balls without condom and it felt great.





She was asking for intercourse so I took my 5 inch cock and started slamming her pussy missionary style and she was acting like she was enjoying it, but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock.I wasn't enjoying it because I was wearing a condom and I couldn't feel I shit.It was so annoying.Then i went to doggystyle but I still couldn't feel anything because of the condom.After 20 minutes i came in the condom after trying so hard to cum.That right there was the end of the first session.





Then we took a smoke break and she showed me her Instagram and chatted for some time(it was a gf experience).This time we were sitting on the sofa and i removed the towel and she started bouncing on my cock and I grabbed her thick ass and sucking on her right breast nipple and kissing her pink lips at the same time.The feeling of me squeezing her ass felt better than sex with all the blood rushing through my veins.I took her to bed and started to thrust her from the back and she was yelling 'deeper and go deeper baby ' but my penis was already deep inside her and it kinda felt awful because i wished i had a bigger penis so she would scream in pain and I could go in deeper but i knew she was faking the pleasure.She knew i wasn't enjoying the sex with condom so she suddenly removed the condom and i was worried if i would get any std but i didn't give a fk and i just wanted to feel her tight pussy.I started thrusting her from the side and this time i can actually feel my cock inside her pussy.It felt so much better to have sex without a condom but this entire process felt like too much work as i was suffering from mild asthma and i couldn't control my breath properly.I just wanted to quickly cum and end the session.I went to back to doggy style and in about 10 minutes i was about to cum and i pulled out immediately and sprayed my cum all over her bed and she told me I needed more practice and I felt bad that i couldnt satisfy her but who cares ,she's just a whore.There was a lot of cum as I didn't fap for an entire month.She told me my penis size was the perfect size for her and i called her a liar.Then i dressed up and left her place after wishing her goodbye.For the next two hours i felt like a superman flying in the sky with adrenaline pumping through my veins.I was almost in a trance state.Felt like i had achieved something in life.



I went to my room and immediately that night I started missing her smell and the feeling of me being inside her.I still have dreams about her often and it's been 3 weeks since I met her.I know she is a whore and it feels like there is some part of me missing.I fell in into the dark hole and started feeling depressed.



I just hit the gym last week to not be a skinny framlet, so at least an escort would respect me, but I know that no good foid would love my face and my 5'7 height, but lifting weights feels like a really good cope and I can channel all my sexual energy into getting stronger. I will rate my escort experience a 6/10. I wouldn't waste my money again even though I miss her.It didn't feel much better than masturbation but the feeling of licking her pussy and sucking on her nipples while I grabbed her ass was the part i liked the most.I would rather play video games and gymmaxx as I know I can never pleasure a foid while she loves me.
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Ok questions.
1) why she didn't believe you when you said to her that it was your first time?
2)how much you paid?
i never had sex but I was thinking about do this type of things if I get a job after school ,
 
Some news with that story ?
 
Dravidiancel said:
I just hit the gym last week to not be a skinny framlet, so at least an escort would respect me, but I know that no good foid would love my face and my 5'7 height, but lifting weights feels like a really good cope and I can channel all my sexual energy into getting stronger. I will rate my escort experience a 6/10. I wouldn't waste my money again even though I miss her.It didn't feel much better than masturbation but the feeling of licking her pussy and sucking on her nipples while I grabbed her ass was the part i liked the most.I would rather play video games and gymmaxx as I know I can never pleasure a foid while she loves me.
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I read this post and I gymmaxx as well and if you get lucky the prostitute will tell you that you have a nice body
 
OutcompetedByRoomba said:
Feels like maybe depressive people shouldn't be exposed to demoralizing information, they can't process it rationally. Obviously women can enjoy a 5 inch cock.
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tallfags never lose

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Dravidiancel said:
The taste of her pussy was like a delicate symphony playing on the taste buds. It's a luscious blend of honeyed sweetness with a hint of tangy intrigue. Imagine the subtle notes of ripe fruits, the succulent essence of a summer breeze, and the intoxicating aroma of flowers in full bloom.


With each delicate lick, you're greeted by a melody of flavors that dance across your tongue. It's a unique fusion of sensuality and desire, a tantalizing concoction that leaves you craving for more. It's a taste that can transport you to realms of pleasure you never thought possible.
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Lmao, 10/10 review. Mine was the same. People who say it tastes like yoghurt or fish are wrong. Also funny thing, I dreamed of tasting pussy years before I did, and it tasted pretty much as I imagined. DNA memory is real.
 
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