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Venting My mental health ruined after i lost my virginity to a escort

Dravidiancel

Dravidiancel

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My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there she was wearing a woolen white tank top and I entered quickly into her room cause i didn't want anyone to see me.She was Asian and chubby but fit with 7/10 face with medium bust and medium ass.In her page her age was mentioned as 22 but her real age was 27 so she and I sat on the sofa and started chatting for some time and she asked if I liked older girls and I said no that she looked very young in her photos.I paid her the money for 2 sessions.




She asked me if I wanted to smoke and I said no and she asked me whether she could smoke a cigarette and then after she finished it,we went to the bed.Her room was decorated with candles and flowers and it set up the mood very nicely.I started removing my shirt and told her it was my first time but she started laughing saying that she doesn't believe me.I was so horny at this time and she removed her tank top and her black bra and panties,her breasts were beautiful and i started kissing her.It felt amazing to kiss her her soft pink thick lips.i started the foreplay kissing her on the breast sucking her nipples and her stomach and slowly came down to her pink pussy and gave her oral.I know it's bad to give oral to escort but she started this job only recently and I wanted to taste her beautiful pink pusssy and as i gave licking her clitoris she was squirming with joy and I liked it very much that she was enjoying it.Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.she gave me a blowjob and licked my balls without condom and it felt great.





She was asking for intercourse so I took my 5 inch cock and started slamming her pussy missionary style and she was acting like she was enjoying it, but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock.I wasn't enjoying it because I was wearing a condom and I couldn't feel I shit.It was so annoying.Then i went to doggystyle but I still couldn't feel anything because of the condom.After 20 minutes i came in the condom after trying so hard to cum.That right there was the end of the first session.





Then we took a smoke break and she showed me her Instagram and chatted for some time(it was a gf experience).This time we were sitting on the sofa and i removed the towel and she started bouncing on my cock and I grabbed her thick ass and sucking on her right breast nipple and kissing her pink lips at the same time.The feeling of me squeezing her ass felt better than sex with all the blood rushing through my veins.I took her to bed and started to thrust her from the back and she was yelling 'deeper and go deeper baby ' but my penis was already deep inside her and it kinda felt awful because i wished i had a bigger penis so she would scream in pain and I could go in deeper but i knew she was faking the pleasure.She knew i wasn't enjoying the sex with condom so she suddenly removed the condom and i was worried if i would get any std but i didn't give a fk and i just wanted to feel her tight pussy.I started thrusting her from the side and this time i can actually feel my cock inside her pussy.It felt so much better to have sex without a condom but this entire process felt like too much work as i was suffering from mild asthma and i couldn't control my breath properly.I just wanted to quickly cum and end the session.I went to back to doggy style and in about 10 minutes i was about to cum and i pulled out immediately and sprayed my cum all over her bed and she told me I needed more practice and I felt bad that i couldnt satisfy her but who cares ,she's just a whore.There was a lot of cum as I didn't fap for an entire month.She told me my penis size was the perfect size for her and i called her a liar.Then i dressed up and left her place after wishing her goodbye.For the next two hours i felt like a superman flying in the sky with adrenaline pumping through my veins.I was almost in a trance state.Felt like i had achieved something in life.



I went to my room and immediately that night I started missing her smell and the feeling of me being inside her.I still have dreams about her often and it's been 3 weeks since I met her.I know she is a whore and it feels like there is some part of me missing.I fell in into the dark hole and started feeling depressed.



I just hit the gym last week to not be a skinny framlet, so at least an escort would respect me, but I know that no good foid would love my face and my 5'7 height, but lifting weights feels like a really good cope and I can channel all my sexual energy into getting stronger. I will rate my escort experience a 6/10. I wouldn't waste my money again even though I miss her.It didn't feel much better than masturbation but the feeling of licking her pussy and sucking on her nipples while I grabbed her ass was the part i liked the most.I would rather play video games and gymmaxx as I know I can never pleasure a foid while she loves me.
 
Now that you have taken the drug, it will be a hard time living without it.
 

Proverbs 23:27 “For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit.”​

 
great, now I'm horny and want to go fuck a whore
 
Dravidiancel said:
For the next two hours i felt like a superman flying in the sky with adrenaline pumping through my veins.
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Very interesting experiencing. I do recommend going again with her because seems like you really enjoyed, it uplifted you a bit and second time should be better. When I went to escort the first time I felt much more confident after and actually went back to OLD.

Dravidiancel said:
She was asking for intercourse so I took my 5 inch cock and started slamming her pussy missionary style and she was acting like she was enjoying it, but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock.I wasn't enjoying it because I was wearing a condom and I couldn't feel I shit.It was so annoying.Then i went to doggystyle but I still couldn't feel anything because of the condom.After 20 minutes i came in the condom after trying so hard to cum.That right there was the end of the first session.
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Dick size really doesn't matter here and your is exactly average. Nothing wrong with that. Dickpill is the weakest and less important of all pills. Dick alone doesn't make an incel.

I didn't cum when I went with an escort and condom. Bought thinner condoms but haven't tried yet.
 
Dravidiancel said:
but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock
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Feels like maybe depressive people shouldn't be exposed to demoralizing information, they can't process it rationally. Obviously women can enjoy a 5 inch cock.
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Buried Alive 2.0 said:
Very interesting experiencing. I do recommend going again with her because seems like you really enjoyed, it uplifted you a bit and second time should be better. When I went to escort the first time I felt much more confident after and actually went back to OLD.


Dick size really doesn't matter here and your is exactly average. Nothing wrong with that. Dickpill is the weakest and less important of all pills. Dick alone doesn't make an incel.

I didn't cum when I went with an escort and condom. Bought thinner condoms but haven't tried yet.
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OLD?
 
Women are worse than drugs, once you taste one you'll forever feel like you have something missing
Still at some point doesn't matter because only being in presence of one will make you feel the same void inside your soul, not even touching, just by looking at one you'll feel that emptiness killing you from the inside
My advice, avoid them
 
Dravidiancel said:
she removed her tank top and her black bra and panties,her breasts were beautiful and i started kissing her.It felt amazing to kiss her her soft pink thick lips.i started the foreplay kissing her on the breast sucking her nipples and her stomach and slowly came down to her pink pussy and gave her oral.I know it's bad to give oral to escort but she started this job only recently and I wanted to taste her beautiful pink pusssy and as i gave licking her clitoris she was squirming with joy and I liked it very much that she was enjoying it.Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.she gave me a blowjob and licked my balls without condom and it felt great.
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Incels.is btw
 
Mortis said:
Incels.is btw
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Escortcelling is nothing like a being inside a foid who loves you.I bet the escort was disgusted that I was not a white Chad.
 
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Dravidiancel said:
Escortcelling is nothing like a being inside a foid who loves you.I bet the escort was disgusted that I was not a white Chad.
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You are probably torturing yourself for nothing. She no doubt sees many much more unappealing / repulsive customers every week. Secondly, your dick is only very slightly smaller than average. You are taking the contents of the dickpill to irrational extremes. Thirdly, if she really removed the condom herself, that is a pretty huge indicator against her finding you disgusting.

Obviously escorts pretend to like you for money, but it doesn't follow that they all feel nothing but hate and disgust for every single one of their customers.
 
How much did it cost for 1 session
 
Buried Alive 2.0 said:
These are in centimeters, by the way.

EDIT: actually even in cm the data doesn't make sense.
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The real reasons to question this data is that it's a survey of women, so very likely
a) they don't know what 9 or 11 or 5 inches actually look like and either under or overestimate (probably more likely to underestimate) the length of their partner.
b) are lying to signal something. Either they pretend to be more modest than they are by pretending like they don't need as huge a cock as they really want, or they pretend to be more experienced and ... I don't know the right englisch word. Like, they are dominant and not easily intimidated and girlbossy. Either way, there are reasons one can imagine for them lying both ways.

That being said, I have not the slightest doubt that OP's 5 inch cock is still very much capable of satisfying a woman, even if some of them might optimally prefer someone larger.
 
Based, nice of her to let u go raw. Happen to me a couple of times but usually you have to pay like dubble to go raw..
That good feeling of endless possibilities and happiness lasts less end less each time u escort cope. When I was a youngcel that feeling could last for almost a week. Now I literally feel suicidal the moment I leave...
And I dont even have enough money and energy to fuck anymore... its truly over for me :feelsrope:
 
OutcompetedByRoomba said:
The real reasons to question this data is that it's a survey of women, so very likely
a) they don't know what 9 or 11 or 5 inches actually look like and either under or overestimate (probably more likely to underestimate) the length of their partner.
b) are lying to signal something. Either they pretend to be more modest than they are by pretending like they don't need as huge a cock as they really want, or they pretend to be more experienced and ... I don't know the right englisch word. Like, they are dominant and not easily intimidated and girlbossy. Either way, there are reasons one can imagine for them lying both ways.

That being said, I have not the slightest doubt that OP's 5 inch cock is still very much capable of satisfying a woman, even if some of them might optimally prefer someone larger.
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Dicks at or around 8 inches are extremely rare. And those smaller than 4 are ever rarer. Even combined they make up less than the amount of over 30 incels, so both these points makes a lot of sense.
 
Buried Alive 2.0 said:
Dicks at or around 8 inches are extremely rare. And those smaller than 4 are ever rarer. Even combined they make up less than the amount of over 30 incels, so both these points makes a lot of sense.
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The % is the fraction of women who said that they orgasmed AND said their partner was of the respective size. Meaning the actual number of individual cases out of the 4000+ women is not given. So yeah, 8+ dicks are fairly rare and the sample size for dicks larger than that is probably much smaller than for the more average dick sizes in the survey.
 
PSYGNOSIS-OWL said:
Now that you have taken the drug, it will be a hard time living without it.
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That is very true.I miss her looking straight into my soul with her cute eyes and smilewhile i was inside her.I have tried every single drug and quit it immediately but i'm having a big withdrawal after meeting her.I felt like spending my life with her just travelling the world because she loves travelling very much but i suddenly remembered that she was nothing but a whore and a cum dumpster.She was a maneater and she chewed me up.
 
JesusReturns said:

Proverbs 23:27 “For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit.”​

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Her hole felt real tight like it was sucking my penis inside but it kept slipping out because she was so wet
 
mknova said:
great, now I'm horny and want to go fuck a whore
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She was immediately wet after I gave her a oral and she wanted me stop because she was about to orgasm just from oral lol.Her pussy felt real tight and my penis kept slipping out as I was very inexperienced
 
OutcompetedByRoomba said:
You are probably torturing yourself for nothing. She no doubt sees many much more unappealing / repulsive customers every week. Secondly, your dick is only very slightly smaller than average. You are taking the contents of the dickpill to irrational extremes. Thirdly, if she really removed the condom herself, that is a pretty huge indicator against her finding you disgusting.

Obviously escorts pretend to like you for money, but it doesn't follow that they all feel nothing but hate and disgust for every single one of their customers.
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Yeah I think I'm putting myself down.She told me I was the youngest guy she ever met(22).I was really surprised when she removed the condom because it was written that safety was her top priority and Protections are non-negotiable.She probably went ahead because I was a virgin.Another surprise for me was when i told her I was about was to cum inside her,she didn't say anything but I was real careful and pulled my cock out.It was a confusing experience for me.This actually boosted my confidence somewhat.She is one of the reasons why I'm hitting the gym everyday.The only thing that slightly hurt me was when she told me I needed more practice but that was probably because she was trying to get me spend all my money on her but I try to remind myself that she's nothing but a whore.
 
NonNTsubhuman said:
Based, nice of her to let u go raw. Happen to me a couple of times but usually you have to pay like dubble to go raw..
That good feeling of endless possibilities and happiness lasts less end less each time u escort cope. When I was a youngcel that feeling could last for almost a week. Now I literally feel suicidal the moment I leave...
And I dont even have enough money and energy to fuck anymore... its truly over for me :feelsrope:
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Dravidiancel said:
Yeah I think I'm putting myself down.She told me I was the youngest guy she ever met(22).I was really surprised when she removed the condom because it was written that safety was her top priority and Protections are non-negotiable.She probably went ahead because I was a virgin.Another surprise for me was when i told her I was about was to cum inside her,she didn't say anything but I was real careful and pulled my cock out.It was a confusing experience for me.This actually boosted my confidence somewhat.She is one of the reasons why I'm hitting the gym everyday.The only thing that slightly hurt me was when she told me I needed more practice but that was probably because she was trying to get me spend all my money on her but I try to remind myself that she's nothing but a whore.
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Buried Alive 2.0 said:
Very interesting experiencing. I do recommend going again with her because seems like you really enjoyed, it uplifted you a bit and second time should be better. When I went to escort the first time I felt much more confident after and actually went back to OLD.


Dick size really doesn't matter here and your is exactly average. Nothing wrong with that. Dickpill is the weakest and less important of all pills. Dick alone doesn't make an incel.

I didn't cum when I went with an escort and condom. Bought thinner condoms but haven't tried yet.
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She's out of town rn but I plan to meet her again as I think I'm ready to fully satisfy her this time.I was really surprised when she removed the condom because it was written that safety was her top priority and Protections are non-negotiable.She probably went ahead because I was a virgin.Another surprise for me was when i told her I was about was to cum inside her,she didn't say anything but I was real careful and pulled my cock out.It was a confusing experience for me.This actually boosted my confidence somewhat

Did any of the escorts you met removed the condom without your permission?I was only able to cum because of her tight pussy and she was really wet because of the oral I gave her.She was about to orgasm just from the oral sex.
 
Dravidiancel said:
She's out of town rn but I plan to meet her again as I think I'm ready to fully satisfy her this time.I was really surprised when she removed the condom because it was written that safety was her top priority and Protections are non-negotiable.She probably went ahead because I was a virgin.Another surprise for me was when i told her I was about was to cum inside her,she didn't say anything but I was real careful and pulled my cock out.It was a confusing experience for me.This actually boosted my confidence somewhat

Did any of the escorts you met removed the condom without your permission?I was only able to cum because of her tight pussy and she was really wet because of the oral I gave her.She was about to orgasm just from the oral sex.
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Forgot to comment on this, but be careful with the condom removal thing. She probably has done it with other clients.

Mine never talked about condom removal, but blow job was without. I wouldn't let her remove it.

Like you, I thought grabbing their asses and boobs was the best part.

Unrelated, but I got throat infection after seeing one.
 
Man :feelsbadman: Reading descriptions of sex here is kind of brutal… also reading how you began to miss her was brutal too :feelsbadman: reading your post was just an all around brutal experience. I mean it was maybe a 5/10 in brutality so not that bad.
JesusReturns said:

Proverbs 23:27 “For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit.”​

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Fascinating. This makes a strange woman sound worse than a whore… having never personally experienced whores but having spoken to strange women I can say this seems accurate
 
ldargoblin said:
How can human flesh taste "good"? You must have imagined it because of her perfume
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when a person with a vagina is sexually excited, blood flow increases to their genitals so that the vulva and clitoris swell and the vagina lubricates itself,it can also be this.She told me she was wet
 
General Alek said:
nah I don't want one who's too used up
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Ahh,I guess I got lucky then.She was just doing this because she needed money for travelling and I have no idea if she'll come back.
 
Fucking sexhaver
 
Dravidiancel said:
:feelsUgh: it was not a heavenly experience but it was alright.I was just like you hating all escortcels in here now I don't care anymore.
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Cope you are going to go every week now
 
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