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Venting My mental health ruined after i lost my virginity to a escort

she should've done it because she loved you
The fact that she removed the condom without my permission and almost let me cum inside her, maybe she was in love with me :feelsautistic: but I will never love a whore
 
I was really surprised when she removed the condom because it was written that safety was her top priority and Protections are non-negotiable.She probably went ahead because I was a virgin.
you told that you were virgin beforehand?
 
you told that you were virgin beforehand?
Yep I told her that it was my first time before we removed our clothes.She laughed and didn't believe me.I talked to a woman after 2 years and she gave me a great gfe.
 
My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there she was wearing a woolen white tank top and I entered quickly into her room cause i didn't want anyone to see me.She was Asian and chubby but fit with 7/10 face with medium bust and medium ass.In her page her age was mentioned as 22 but her real age was 27 so she and I sat on the sofa and started chatting for some time and she asked if I liked older girls and I said no that she looked very young in her photos.I paid her the money for 2 sessions.




She asked me if I wanted to smoke and I said no and she asked me whether she could smoke a cigarette and then after she finished it,we went to the bed.Her room was decorated with candles and flowers and it set up the mood very nicely.I started removing my shirt and told her it was my first time but she started laughing saying that she doesn't believe me.I was so horny at this time and she removed her tank top and her black bra and panties,her breasts were beautiful and i started kissing her.It felt amazing to kiss her her soft pink thick lips.i started the foreplay kissing her on the breast sucking her nipples and her stomach and slowly came down to her pink pussy and gave her oral.I know it's bad to give oral to escort but she started this job only recently and I wanted to taste her beautiful pink pusssy and as i gave licking her clitoris she was squirming with joy and I liked it very much that she was enjoying it.Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.she gave me a blowjob and licked my balls without condom and it felt great.





She was asking for intercourse so I took my 5 inch cock and started slamming her pussy missionary style and she was acting like she was enjoying it, but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock.I wasn't enjoying it because I was wearing a condom and I couldn't feel I shit.It was so annoying.Then i went to doggystyle but I still couldn't feel anything because of the condom.After 20 minutes i came in the condom after trying so hard to cum.That right there was the end of the first session.





Then we took a smoke break and she showed me her Instagram and chatted for some time(it was a gf experience).This time we were sitting on the sofa and i removed the towel and she started bouncing on my cock and I grabbed her thick ass and sucking on her right breast nipple and kissing her pink lips at the same time.The feeling of me squeezing her ass felt better than sex with all the blood rushing through my veins.I took her to bed and started to thrust her from the back and she was yelling 'deeper and go deeper baby ' but my penis was already deep inside her and it kinda felt awful because i wished i had a bigger penis so she would scream in pain and I could go in deeper but i knew she was faking the pleasure.She knew i wasn't enjoying the sex with condom so she suddenly removed the condom and i was worried if i would get any std but i didn't give a fk and i just wanted to feel her tight pussy.I started thrusting her from the side and this time i can actually feel my cock inside her pussy.It felt so much better to have sex without a condom but this entire process felt like too much work as i was suffering from mild asthma and i couldn't control my breath properly.I just wanted to quickly cum and end the session.I went to back to doggy style and in about 10 minutes i was about to cum and i pulled out immediately and sprayed my cum all over her bed and she told me I needed more practice and I felt bad that i couldnt satisfy her but who cares ,she's just a whore.There was a lot of cum as I didn't fap for an entire month.She told me my penis size was the perfect size for her and i called her a liar.Then i dressed up and left her place after wishing her goodbye.For the next two hours i felt like a superman flying in the sky with adrenaline pumping through my veins.I was almost in a trance state.Felt like i had achieved something in life.



I went to my room and immediately that night I started missing her smell and the feeling of me being inside her.I still have dreams about her often and it's been 3 weeks since I met her.I know she is a whore and it feels like there is some part of me missing.I fell in into the dark hole and started feeling depressed.



I just hit the gym last week to not be a skinny framlet, so at least an escort would respect me, but I know that no good foid would love my face and my 5'7 height, but lifting weights feels like a really good cope and I can channel all my sexual energy into getting stronger. I will rate my escort experience a 6/10. I wouldn't waste my money again even though I miss her.It didn't feel much better than masturbation but the feeling of licking her pussy and sucking on her nipples while I grabbed her ass was the part i liked the most.I would rather play video games and gymmaxx as I know I can never pleasure a foid while she loves me.
Holy fuck. I read the whole thing. It makes me want to get an escort now. Did she say what you needed to work on specifically for extra practice?
 
My last post was about being scammed by a escort because I paid a advance and booked an outcall.So I took all the advice from the escortcels and went for incall this time.It was pretty hard to find to find her address but it was worth it.She opened the door as i walked up the stairs and there she was wearing a woolen white tank top and I entered quickly into her room cause i didn't want anyone to see me.She was Asian and chubby but fit with 7/10 face with medium bust and medium ass.In her page her age was mentioned as 22 but her real age was 27 so she and I sat on the sofa and started chatting for some time and she asked if I liked older girls and I said no that she looked very young in her photos.I paid her the money for 2 sessions.




She asked me if I wanted to smoke and I said no and she asked me whether she could smoke a cigarette and then after she finished it,we went to the bed.Her room was decorated with candles and flowers and it set up the mood very nicely.I started removing my shirt and told her it was my first time but she started laughing saying that she doesn't believe me.I was so horny at this time and she removed her tank top and her black bra and panties,her breasts were beautiful and i started kissing her.It felt amazing to kiss her her soft pink thick lips.i started the foreplay kissing her on the breast sucking her nipples and her stomach and slowly came down to her pink pussy and gave her oral.I know it's bad to give oral to escort but she started this job only recently and I wanted to taste her beautiful pink pusssy and as i gave licking her clitoris she was squirming with joy and I liked it very much that she was enjoying it.Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.she gave me a blowjob and licked my balls without condom and it felt great.





She was asking for intercourse so I took my 5 inch cock and started slamming her pussy missionary style and she was acting like she was enjoying it, but I knew no women could enjoy a 5 inch cock.I wasn't enjoying it because I was wearing a condom and I couldn't feel I shit.It was so annoying.Then i went to doggystyle but I still couldn't feel anything because of the condom.After 20 minutes i came in the condom after trying so hard to cum.That right there was the end of the first session.





Then we took a smoke break and she showed me her Instagram and chatted for some time(it was a gf experience).This time we were sitting on the sofa and i removed the towel and she started bouncing on my cock and I grabbed her thick ass and sucking on her right breast nipple and kissing her pink lips at the same time.The feeling of me squeezing her ass felt better than sex with all the blood rushing through my veins.I took her to bed and started to thrust her from the back and she was yelling 'deeper and go deeper baby ' but my penis was already deep inside her and it kinda felt awful because i wished i had a bigger penis so she would scream in pain and I could go in deeper but i knew she was faking the pleasure.She knew i wasn't enjoying the sex with condom so she suddenly removed the condom and i was worried if i would get any std but i didn't give a fk and i just wanted to feel her tight pussy.I started thrusting her from the side and this time i can actually feel my cock inside her pussy.It felt so much better to have sex without a condom but this entire process felt like too much work as i was suffering from mild asthma and i couldn't control my breath properly.I just wanted to quickly cum and end the session.I went to back to doggy style and in about 10 minutes i was about to cum and i pulled out immediately and sprayed my cum all over her bed and she told me I needed more practice and I felt bad that i couldnt satisfy her but who cares ,she's just a whore.There was a lot of cum as I didn't fap for an entire month.She told me my penis size was the perfect size for her and i called her a liar.Then i dressed up and left her place after wishing her goodbye.For the next two hours i felt like a superman flying in the sky with adrenaline pumping through my veins.I was almost in a trance state.Felt like i had achieved something in life.



I went to my room and immediately that night I started missing her smell and the feeling of me being inside her.I still have dreams about her often and it's been 3 weeks since I met her.I know she is a whore and it feels like there is some part of me missing.I fell in into the dark hole and started feeling depressed.



I just hit the gym last week to not be a skinny framlet, so at least an escort would respect me, but I know that no good foid would love my face and my 5'7 height, but lifting weights feels like a really good cope and I can channel all my sexual energy into getting stronger. I will rate my escort experience a 6/10. I wouldn't waste my money again even though I miss her.It didn't feel much better than masturbation but the feeling of licking her pussy and sucking on her nipples while I grabbed her ass was the part i liked the most.I would rather play video games and gymmaxx as I know I can never pleasure a foid while she loves me.
How pretty was she? From scale of 1 to 10
 
Holy fuck. I read the whole thing. It makes me want to get an escort now. Did she say what you needed to work on specifically for extra practice?
You should definitely visit an escort.I didn't ask more about it because I knew I was a weak ass framelet who needed more cardio and upper body strength.I couldn't control my breath during intercourse and my hip movement was very stiff.She's the reason I'm hitting the gym.
 
Thats why I wait sexbots, better then masturbation
 
How pretty was she? From scale of 1 to 10
Would easily rate her a 7/10,she looked much better than the pictures in her profile.perfect boobs and ass.A little chubby but really fit.A body and a face that i could only dream of touching without paying the price.
 
My journey to find an actual intelligent incel is still ongoing. Nobody in this thread is smarter than a husky.
 
-don't pay for two sessions (who does that?)
-I've never met an escort that didn't shower with you before any sex, usually they make you use mouthwash too
just got to the last paragraph and it's an obvious LARP. BBFS is an additional +200 dollars always.
 
-don't pay for two sessions (who does that?)
-I've never met an escort that didn't shower with you before any sex, usually they make you use mouthwash too
just got to the last paragraph and it's an obvious LARP. BBFS is an additional +200 dollars always.
Sounds like you have never visited an escort before.Her place was nearby and i showered twice before meeting her.You can even pay for the entire night with almost all escorts.I just didn't enjoy intercourse that much.The experience will differ from person to person.Prices differ in each country.
 
I'm thinking of becoming an escortcell too. I messaged my first incall escort today. What should I expect? Anything to watch out for?
 
I'm thinking of becoming an escortcell too. I messaged my first incall escort today. What should I expect? Anything to watch out for?
How tall are you and how much do you weigh? Never pay advance for incall.Make sure you use throwaway number to message that whore.never go down on the escort if she looks used up or unclean.Make sure that she's young and short so that you can dominate her.Be confident or they will try to finish it quick,make sure they give a blowjob for a few minutes.For me she only gave blowjob for a minute.Next time I'll make that she sucks my cock for 5 minutes
 
How tall are you and how much do you weigh? Never pay advance for incall.Make sure you use throwaway number to message that whore.never go down on the escort if she looks used up or unclean.Make sure that she's young and short so that you can dominate her.Be confident or they will try to finish it quick,make sure they give a blowjob for a few minutes.For me she only gave blowjob for a minute.Next time I'll make that she sucks my cock for 5 minutes

I will pay with cash on the spot. I'm 5'7. Weigh around 75kg (on a bulk atm). She's 30 while I'm 27. Checked the reviews and people say she's good. Also she's shorter than me so that shouldn't be an issue. From the photos she has posted of her, she looks to be alright. Not rotund.

Prices are good for what she is offering.
 
I will pay with cash on the spot. I'm 5'7. Weigh around 75kg (on a bulk atm). She's 30 while I'm 27. Checked the reviews and people say she's good. Also she's shorter than me so that shouldn't be an issue. From the photos she has posted of her, she looks to be alright. Not rotund.

Prices are good for what she is offering.
Go ahead then.Go with the flow and enjoy the experience.Good luck brocel.
 
Go ahead then.Go with the flow and enjoy the experience.Good luck brocel.

Thanks fellow brocel. I'm kinda nervous before the meeting though, do you have any tips on how to wind down? I plan on going either tomorrow or sunday.
 
Thanks fellow brocel. I'm kinda nervous before the meeting though, do you have any tips on how to wind down? I plan on going either tomorrow or sunday.
Smoke a cigarette or two before you meet her.If you're nervous you can let her know that it's your first time.If she's genuine she will guide you through the entire process.The girl I met was such a kind soul and she made sure that I had a good time for the money i paid and made my first time special.
 
where is the part that your mental health is ruined?
 
where is the part that your mental health is ruined?
I miss her and keep seeing images of her. She's not seeing my replies anymore.So I'm feeling kinda depressed.She was the only woman who didn't friendzone me or treat me like shit,doesn't matter if I paid her the $100
 
I miss her and keep seeing images of her. She's not seeing my replies anymore.So I'm feeling kinda depressed.She was the only woman who didn't friendzone me or treat me like shit,doesn't matter if I paid her the $100
I understand that. Try to get other escorts, that may help you forget her. If she wasn't an escort and if she was your girlfriend, the advice would be the same, try to meet and go out with other foids but...
 
I understand that. Try to get other escorts, that may help you forget her. If she wasn't an escort and if she was your girlfriend, the advice would be the same, try to meet and go out with other foids but...
Sounds like a good idea. When I was a bluepilled kid, I was confused why others saw foids as cumdumpsters - it must have been that when Chads get to dump their load into so many holes, they start seeing them as worthless individually.
 
Sounds like a good idea. When I was a bluepilled kid, I was confused why others saw foids as cumdumpsters - it must have been that when Chads get to dump their load into so many holes, they start seeing them as worthless individually.
Every bluepill phase is like being stuck in a matrix.One you get out of that phase,you will realise that foids are fuck machines made for breeding.I was really scared when she removed the condom without asking me and let me fuck her raw.I still check my penis for any STDs,thankfully I don't see any.
 
Every bluepill phase is like being stuck in a matrix.
It was worse than the Matrix because at least in the Matrix, you have a normal life. I knew my life wasn't normal and I was relieved when I found out why. The only thing I lost was my elusive hope for a normal future life.
 
I hadnt thought of this, i assumed most guys could just get addicted like a drug, but instead you got a oneitis.

Do you regret doing it ? Or would you do the same again ?
 
I hadnt thought of this, i assumed most guys could just get addicted like a drug, but instead you got a oneitis.

Do you regret doing it ? Or would you do the same again ?
On some nights I wish I could be inside her every single day and spend all my money on her until I go broke and homeless.Women are worse than drug.She probably forgot how I look and now travelling the world without a speck of worry in her mind.Such a cruel world this is.

I listen to this song very often thinking about her in my sleepness nights and wish what my life could be if I was a Chad.She was nothing but a maneater.


View: https://youtu.be/TAM-NNK_LYc?si=2KCWY84L-9xt0fx4
 
How sucking tits feels like?
 
How sucking tits feels like?
I was at the gates of heaven. The entire time, I was sucking on her cold right nipple while I was inside her. I still remember the feeling. I get hard every time I think of her tits.
 
I was at the gates of heaven. The entire time, I was sucking on her cold right nipple while I was inside her. I still remember the feeling. I get hard every time I think of her tits.
:feelsohh::ahegao::reeeeee:.
 
Brutal racepill.
Noodles would rather fuck armies of curries than be betabuxxed by someone like me, she probably enjoyed it too.
 
Brutal racepill.
Noodles would rather fuck armies of curries than be betabuxxed by someone like me, she probably enjoyed it too.
I'm sorry brocel,I'll go with my own race next time.
 
What did it tasted like brocel :ahegao: ?
The taste of her pussy was like a delicate symphony playing on the taste buds. It's a luscious blend of honeyed sweetness with a hint of tangy intrigue. Imagine the subtle notes of ripe fruits, the succulent essence of a summer breeze, and the intoxicating aroma of flowers in full bloom.


With each delicate lick, you're greeted by a melody of flavors that dance across your tongue. It's a unique fusion of sensuality and desire, a tantalizing concoction that leaves you craving for more. It's a taste that can transport you to realms of pleasure you never thought possible.
 
I'm alive. Didn't get caught.

Best experience I've ever had. The hooker was nice and patient. I probably ruined the experience though cuz I coomed too fast from receiving a BJ :feelsbadman:, but it felt amazing. Her mouth felt so good that I almost passed out lmao. Didn't get to fuck though, but that's on the list for next time.
 
I'm alive. Didn't get caught.

Best experience I've ever had. The hooker was nice and patient. I probably ruined the experience though cuz I coomed too fast from receiving a BJ :feelsbadman:, but it felt amazing. Her mouth felt so good that I almost passed out lmao. Didn't get to fuck though, but that's on the list for next time.
Glad that you had fun brocel.That's All That Matters.Just don't get addicted to them.
 
Glad that you had fun brocel.That's All That Matters.Just don't get addicted to them.
Thanks fellow brocel. I plan on paying for one more session maybe next month just so that I can lose my V-card and then I'm probably done for years.
 
Thanks fellow brocel. I plan on paying for one more session maybe next month just so that I can lose my V-card and then I'm probably done for years.
How long did she give you oral
 
God I love women,why did I have to be born as an incel:reeeeee::reeeeee:.Fuck this piece of shit worthless life
 
How long did she give you oral

Maybe 2-5 mins, two times. I came too fast first time lmao, probably cuz I haven't coomed for weeks. Second time was better.

Whole session was around 15 mins.
 
I can't forget her,she keeps haunting me in my dreams.Wtf this whore won't get out my mind.I'm gonna rope
 
Maybe 2-5 mins, two times. I came too fast first time lmao, probably cuz I haven't coomed for weeks. Second time was better.

Whole session was around 15 mins.
I didn't coom for an entire month and we fucked for an entire hour.I was so nervous thinking I was gonna cum as soon I kiss her.I have no idea how I lasted that long.I usually cum in 2 minutes when i masturbate lmao
 
I didn't coom for an entire month and we fucked for an entire hour.I was so nervous thinking I was gonna cum as soon I kiss her.I have no idea how I lasted that long.I usually cum in 2 minutes when i masturbate lmao
Same bro. I'm staying off porn until the next session and just fapping without it. I think porn gives you premature ejaculation unironically.
 
I didn't coom for an entire month and we fucked for an entire hour.I was so nervous thinking I was gonna cum as soon I kiss her.I have no idea how I lasted that long.I usually cum in 2 minutes when i masturbate lmao
Same bro. I'm staying off porn until the next session and just fapping without it. I think porn gives you premature ejaculation unironically.
Once you become an escortcel, you probably coom faster or never depending on the hooker. I had one session when I came twice within 20 minutes, the funny thing was that she didn't seem to be into it. The next day I was fucking another hooker for 45 minutes without cumming & she couldn't finish me with a handjob, this one was more 'passionate'.

I will say just give yourselves a week, maybe 3 days minimum of no masturbation before the hooker.
 
Brutal emotional attachment pill. We are designed to be with the person we have sex with as a virgin (unless you are dark triad). This is why I’ll probably just be a virgin my whole life.

Her roast beef smelled and tasted good nothing like the fish taste that a Turkish retard would keep posting in this forum.
@tehgymcel420 thoughts?
 

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