4 days ago I was so fucking horny I started searching for prostitute numbers and dming them via whatsapp. Their numbers were posted on facebook groups named "bzns" as in business , which is how prostitutes mask their services for legal reasons in my country ( Jordan ) .
So there was this one 20 mins away from me , I asked for her photos and she sent me 2 , view once body only. We agreed on 30 jds (42 usd) for one cum.
At first I was so nervous because this stuff is actually dangerous in my country, but I went anyways.
When I arrived at the location she asked me to take a selfie, my heart dropped tbh and I said no. She then asked me what I was wearing so she could see me from her window and I told her the color of my t shirt. Then she asked me to go to a near supermarket and buy her a pack of cigs and so I did. She then gave me the apt number and floor and I went there.
When she opened the door I almost threw up, not from the smell of her room and apt stairs which were disgusting , but from how ugly she was.
Wearing a short nightie the dark spots on her knees, elbows and basically everywhere were revealed in addition to her 80 year old face despite being 25.. I gave her the pack of cigs and entered without thinking. The smell became worse, she locked the door then I told her that she doesn't look like the photos with dissatisfied facial expressions. She asked me " So you don't want to?" I answered no. Then opened the door and left.
I am so disappointed in myself that I had the guts to go to such filthy satanic place. I'm only 19 I should be in a loving relationship.
I've been gymmaxing for almost a year and a half now and I just keep on getting hornier by the day. I don't know what I should do with my dick.
I should mention that I have downloaded bumble and tinder 1 month ago and got only 1 match on bumble with a transgender that stopped responding to me messages lol. I these apps wouldn't make a difference but I gave in anyways and subbed to tinder plus to swipe right on every single foid in every country.
There is no solution. I either stay horny and miserable , or maybe, hire an expensive premium escort from euroescorts and rent a hotel room (because they require that) , which would cost me 120 jds (169 usd, one hour with the escort) + ~60jds (84 usd , hotel room) but I'm afraid I would get into legal trouble.
tldr; prostitute was too ugly to fuck so I'm still khhv.
So there was this one 20 mins away from me , I asked for her photos and she sent me 2 , view once body only. We agreed on 30 jds (42 usd) for one cum.
At first I was so nervous because this stuff is actually dangerous in my country, but I went anyways.
When I arrived at the location she asked me to take a selfie, my heart dropped tbh and I said no. She then asked me what I was wearing so she could see me from her window and I told her the color of my t shirt. Then she asked me to go to a near supermarket and buy her a pack of cigs and so I did. She then gave me the apt number and floor and I went there.
When she opened the door I almost threw up, not from the smell of her room and apt stairs which were disgusting , but from how ugly she was.
Wearing a short nightie the dark spots on her knees, elbows and basically everywhere were revealed in addition to her 80 year old face despite being 25.. I gave her the pack of cigs and entered without thinking. The smell became worse, she locked the door then I told her that she doesn't look like the photos with dissatisfied facial expressions. She asked me " So you don't want to?" I answered no. Then opened the door and left.
I am so disappointed in myself that I had the guts to go to such filthy satanic place. I'm only 19 I should be in a loving relationship.
I've been gymmaxing for almost a year and a half now and I just keep on getting hornier by the day. I don't know what I should do with my dick.
I should mention that I have downloaded bumble and tinder 1 month ago and got only 1 match on bumble with a transgender that stopped responding to me messages lol. I these apps wouldn't make a difference but I gave in anyways and subbed to tinder plus to swipe right on every single foid in every country.
There is no solution. I either stay horny and miserable , or maybe, hire an expensive premium escort from euroescorts and rent a hotel room (because they require that) , which would cost me 120 jds (169 usd, one hour with the escort) + ~60jds (84 usd , hotel room) but I'm afraid I would get into legal trouble.
tldr; prostitute was too ugly to fuck so I'm still khhv.
