My last opportunity at having a normal college life experience that I am nevertheless going to miss out on.

[sebukteginY]

It is our last year of college and they are going to take us to a hill station in Himalayas, our entire class of 25 people. They also took us to a trip back in our first year, and it turned out to be the worst experience of my life so far, since I had no friends and had to lurk in corners by myself, trying to appear as inconspicuous as possible. Once again, the same is going to happen if I go with them. I have zero friends in that class. If I just sit back at home, I am going to feel left out and regret it as well. It feels like no matter what I do, I am destined to suffer and feel regretful.

 

[InMemoriam]

Over for regretfulcels

 

[sebukteginY]

There's a girl in my class who I have a big crush on. If I go, I will also have to see her walking around with her bf in the serene hilly surroundings, I don't think I could take it. I think I am going to sit back at home. And yet, it feels like I am missing out on such a good opportunity as socializing and making some good memories, even though I know full well, from experience, that I will just end up being ostracized, traumatised and left feeling even more lonely among their smiling, youthful faces.

 

[Deleted member 42309]

Damn. Seeing your oneitis with other guys is gigaropefuel

 

[The Re-Animator]

You have to accept that it will be weird, if it is a class where everybody (except you) is friends with each other. I know that feel. If I were you, I would just enjoy the fuck out of the nature, Himalaya sounds fucking awesome, man.

 

[sebukteginY]

You know what man? I think you're right. I will think about it. I think I need to accept how things are and curb my expectations. I will probably regret going, but I will 100% regret not going as well. I will think about it over the course of next few days