This is very just, random, I work in service as in I serve to tables in a restaurant, every tuesday this little girl with cancer comes after her treatments and I always made her a special dessert by hand since she loved it, I don't know it was something that just made me happy.
They didn't come yesterday but the dad came today asking for a takeaway, he seemed distraught, I come to learn the girl is going to get taken off life support soon, I make her everything like actually fucking tearful over this shit, the father gives me the phone since she wanted to talk to me but she was such in a condition she couldn't, she talked to me whenever her parents just went out to drink a coffee or smoke a cigar after their meal, this hits me the fact one of our last conversations was how she was excited for this September to go see her friends. A fucking 10 year old, man Im genually like fucking feeling horrible, I have no words for this, I feel like such a pussy but I can't even muster up the courage to go to work tomorrow I am actually so fucking done jesus christ
They didn't come yesterday but the dad came today asking for a takeaway, he seemed distraught, I come to learn the girl is going to get taken off life support soon, I make her everything like actually fucking tearful over this shit, the father gives me the phone since she wanted to talk to me but she was such in a condition she couldn't, she talked to me whenever her parents just went out to drink a coffee or smoke a cigar after their meal, this hits me the fact one of our last conversations was how she was excited for this September to go see her friends. A fucking 10 year old, man Im genually like fucking feeling horrible, I have no words for this, I feel like such a pussy but I can't even muster up the courage to go to work tomorrow I am actually so fucking done jesus christ
