lonelycurry26
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I wasted so many years after school. Wasnt taking life seriously anymore. No interest, no motivation. I would look at other people who had plans and motivation but not understand where they would get that energy/drive from.
I was bullied hard (for being curry) and rejected in my forming years. I had a shit childhood and shit teenager years. And i had a strict shitty curry-upbringing which also was very brain-damaging (tiger-parenting)
The biggest factor was of course inceldom. The lonliness, the sexlessness, not knowing what it feels like to touch a woman.
As i said. I lost all interest and started LDARing already in the last remaining school years. After that i applied for training/uni because my parents pressured me. Started a study at some university, failed and then the years just passed. Now i am 26 years old with a messed up mental health. Didnt mature normally because all the necessary beautiful experiences didnt happen.
I am not a normal 26 year old. I am a mess.
I was bullied hard (for being curry) and rejected in my forming years. I had a shit childhood and shit teenager years. And i had a strict shitty curry-upbringing which also was very brain-damaging (tiger-parenting)
The biggest factor was of course inceldom. The lonliness, the sexlessness, not knowing what it feels like to touch a woman.
As i said. I lost all interest and started LDARing already in the last remaining school years. After that i applied for training/uni because my parents pressured me. Started a study at some university, failed and then the years just passed. Now i am 26 years old with a messed up mental health. Didnt mature normally because all the necessary beautiful experiences didnt happen.
I am not a normal 26 year old. I am a mess.
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