that was over a decade ago in my life... yes I remember...
seeing all the hot prime foids in their early 20s wearing skimpy clothing or very little clothing. while i literally had nothing. not even one foid friend or acquaintance.
all I would do in college was sleep, eat, study, workout, and repeat.
managing to somehow get alcohol was a fuckin godsend. i'd sit there alone in my room and drink vodka. i'd listen to loud music on my headphones while taking shots of vodka.
other occasions I manage to get a 12 pack of heineken and cherished it. being under 21 and managing to get that made me so happy
or bottles of red wine...
fast forward til now in my 30s and nothing much has changed except for work.