SuicideFuel Loneliness and not having anyone to talk to

[RealSchizo]

I usually don't have anyone to talk to and I use Discord to my advantage to talk to someone and make friendships. The truth is that I end becoming too attached to a certain community and people and I become active as fuck to the point where I start being annoying to most of the members I've been called a "sperg" too. Fucking brutal I literally cannot fit in anywhere because I'm always annoying to people in real life and online. I've got like only one friend over the internet whom I share pretty much everything about me and he is not here for me every time I need him so again I've got no one but me and my thoughts I am alone. My real life "friends" are a bunch of bluepilled ignorant people who had perfect lives, families and they were always cheered when they were kids unlike me who was mentally abused all the time and I don't remember actually hearing any compliment from anyone in my childhood. I am beyond ruined and mentally drained all I want is to fucking not wake up tomorrow.

 

[Caska97]

Why do you cling to humanity if they constantly treat you like shit? just be alone.

 

[LifeMaxxer]

Everyone is lonely nowadays

 

[RealSchizo]

Why do you cling to humanity if they constantly treat you like shit? just be alone.

while that's true I dont want to end up being alone. Playing video games is not fun anymore. Nothing is fun I suffer every single day. Nights are always the hardest because I cannot even sleep due to stress and the next day, of course I feel like shit and my head hurts I've got an awful brain fog that lasts the entire day sometimes even longer.

 

[Caska97]

Embrace suffering, that's what helped me deal with my anhedonia. Just lay in bed. And tell yourself you don't give af about doing nothing and embrace death as well.

 

[Indari]

welcome brother

 

[NihilisticSoul]

If you want to talk, tell me your discord i guess, im rotting 24/7.

 

[Indari]

Embrace suffering, that's what helped me deal with my anhedonia. Just lay in bed. And tell yourself you don't give af about doing nothing and embrace death as well.

Fucking based. Gonna do some serious wall staring today

 

[ADHD_cel]

Everyone is lonely nowadays

 

[Rotter]

Are you NEET?