handcel, eyecolorcel, fingercel, turbomanlet ogre
- Nov 22, 2022
I usually don't have anyone to talk to and I use Discord to my advantage to talk to someone and make friendships. The truth is that I end becoming too attached to a certain community and people and I become active as fuck to the point where I start being annoying to most of the members I've been called a "sperg" too. Fucking brutal I literally cannot fit in anywhere because I'm always annoying to people in real life and online. I've got like only one friend over the internet whom I share pretty much everything about me and he is not here for me every time I need him so again I've got no one but me and my thoughts I am alone. My real life "friends" are a bunch of bluepilled ignorant people who had perfect lives, families and they were always cheered when they were kids unlike me who was mentally abused all the time and I don't remember actually hearing any compliment from anyone in my childhood. I am beyond ruined and mentally drained all I want is to fucking not wake up tomorrow.