Venting I've been really wanting to kill myself lately

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So, after getting a ban for race baiting I decided to stop posting racepills on this forum. In order to get my racepill fix, I decided to go to /r/JustBeWhite, there I was reminded how hopeless my situation is. I no longer have the will to leave my house, I finished classes this semester but I haven't been gymcelling and I'm sitting at home unemployed doing nothing.

 
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I feel suicidical 365 days a year tbh and I dont think that it will change soon unless... :feelshmm:
 
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You could either try to get a job, using your self hate to propel you towards self improvement. Or you could embrace neetdom. Start doing some kind of physical exercise if you cant go to the gym, even try doing 100 push ups in sets.
 
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SelfCrucified said:
You could either try to get a job, using your self hate to propel you towards self improvement. Or you could embrace neetdom. Start doing some kind of physical exercise if you cant go to the gym, even try doing 100 push ups in sets.
 
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calm down bro everything is going to be okay :bluepill: :soy::feels::feels::feels:
 
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what's up with all the suicidal posters lately? lame
loserkarthusplayer said:
calm down bro everything is going to be okay
this but unironically
 
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HighTGymcel said:
I feel suicidical 365 days a year tbh and I dont think that it will change soon unless... :feelshmm:
Same tbh, It's just been worse lately.
 
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I also feel like shit becase no matter what I do, I'm still ethnic
 
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I'm sorry that you feel this way.I hope your situatuion gets better.:feelsbadman:
 
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tehgymcel420 said:
I finished classes this semester but I haven't been gymcelling and I'm sitting at home unemployed doing nothing.

Hitting the gym brutally might be good in this kind of situation.
 
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LastGerman said:
Hitting the gym brutally might be good in this kind of situation.
I tried gymcelling but there’s too many chads and stacies
 
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angrycurrycel said:
I tried gymcelling but there’s too many chads and stacies

Lift them.
 
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Someone once said, the cemetery is a lonely place, so if that's where you're headed, bring plenty of company.
 
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I feel your pain man. Inboxed you. :cryfeels::cryfeels::cryfeels:
 
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Didn't know the racepill had strict rules.
 
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LastGerman said:
Hitting the gym brutally might be good in this kind of situation.
I've been gymcelling regularly for the last 5 years, I've just lost the will.
 
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You’d better be at least sub4 if you’re actually going to rope over JBW of all things